Words cannot express how grateful I am to have stumbled upon your video. I've been searching for a slowed version of this song for weeks, and your video was the only one I found. Your dedication to creating such a beautiful rendition of the song is truly remarkable, and I can't thank you enough for sharing it with the world. Your channel may only have 334 subscribers, but your talent is undeniable and I truly believe that more people should hear your work. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for bringing such joy and peace to my life with your channel. You are truly appreciated.
Hey.. I don't know what to say, but thank you very much for the compliment. just like you this song has its own meaning for me. hope you are always happy, like my name 🥂
I am 17. I am a gamer too. I met a girl online and I started to fall for her, the first girl I've ever had a crush on. We talked about everything from private things to more common as food etc... I've introduced her to my gamer group. My friend started to talk to her a lot, and she did too. Now I hear how they are getting more along than me and her. I am really sad, pissed, angry, and confused. I cannot meet her IRL until half of august and I am afraid when I meet her finally, it will be too late. I don't know what to do. Am I jealous? 100%, does it hurt? 100%, do I want to feel this way? No, but I still do. I act like a happy and "clown" boy at home/school/in front of friends. I am trying my best to make someone laugh, but I don't know how long I can do it. Lately, my true personality has been showing up. No talking, no laughing, no motivation, no gratitude. I am drinking alcohol more than ever, mostly at night, because the feeling becomes quite unbearable, knowing that I am a useless piece of ** that is lying to my family, school, "friends", and mainly me. I have suicidal thoughts this year really often, when I talk with her, I finally feel happy and the thoughts get suppressed/vanish. But now they're worse than ever. I just hope that I will find another reason to live other than fear of the afterlife/if it will hurt because the fear of death will vanquish one day at this rate. Don't mind me, just writing this because I have nobody to tell this. I don't even know if I have any real friends.
Bro same ... i just have this feeling that's always with me that nobody loves me ... i do the same thing about the clown personality and at least make someone laugh ... and i know that's just so toxic for me because no one ever know that inside all this fun cover a depressed sh*thead and no one ever ask me how i'm doing even if they do i say i am ok so i convert all this into anger and do workouts/gym to take the pain in me physically and stop hurting myself mentally ... + an advice when you meet this girl always set your expectations low and you will never be disappointed just be yourself and don't change for anyone stay true to who you are and if things goes bad just f*ck it pick yourself up and keep going your life don't stop on anyone in the end of the day no one cares. Much love brother, stay safe 💜
@@PierrePrime yeha me too when i was in school before summer break i was person that everyyone think i have 0 problems cuz im so happy and make ppl laugh but when its late hour in house... Ehh bruh :)
I’m happy to be the first comment, I haven’t Hurd this song in 3 years cuz the first time I heard it I went into a deep depression from a heart break . . . but it did help greatly
