Been suffering through painful health issues with no sleep, solution or diagnoses. It’s everything I can do to hold my job down. God I feel these songs to my bone. I’m so grateful for the support from those I love but I can’t exist like this forever. I just want it to go away. God bless you all and I wish you well.
Lyrics ⬇️ Looking out Across the nighttime The city winks a sleepless eye Hear her voice Shake my window Sweet seducing sighs Get me out Into the nighttime Four walls won't hold me tonight If this town Is just an apple Then let me take a bite If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Tell 'em that it's human nature Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Tell 'em that it's human nature Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? Reaching out To touch a stranger Electric eyes are everywhere See that girl She knows I'm watching She likes the way I stare If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Tell 'em that it's human nature Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Tell 'em that it's human nature Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? I like livin' this way I like lovin' this way Why? Ho why? (That way) Why? Ho why? Looking out Across the morning Where the city's heart begins to beat Reaching out I touch her shoulder I'm dreaming of the street If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Tell 'em that it's human nature Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? If they say Why (why?), why (why?) (She's keeping him by, keeping him around) Hoo tell 'em Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Cha, da, cha, sha, sha, sha, sha, sha (aah-ah) Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? If they say Why (why?), why (why?) (She's keeping him by, keeping him around) Hoo tell 'em Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way? If they say Why (why?), why (why?) Hoo tell 'em Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do me that way If they say why Why (why?), why (why?) (She's keeping him by, keeping him around) Da, da, da, da, da, da, da, da Why (why?), why (why?) Does he do my that way? I like living this way Why? Oh, why? (that way) Why? Oh, why? (that way) Why? Oh, why? (that way)
I'm fucked, I had few good memories from my childhood and it seems like I lost them, I just create happy scenarios when I listen to a nostalgic song, but it wasn't my fault, that's why I hate people Edit: i usually listen to this song just for fun, but now I'm sad and i tought It wouldn't bring sad Memories back like doomer wave sad songs...
Leve-me para casa Leve-me para casa, é o único lugar onde posso descansar em paz Desligue meu telefone Tantas mensagens que eu queria poder apagar Questionando minha existência ('istência) Questionando minhas decisões ('cisões) Queimando todas as pontes (pontes) Cave um fosso, agora estou acabado Desculpe, não quero que você me visite, não Ninguém Última foto e eu irei embora Faça valer a pena, ligue o flash Nunca realmente me senti como se pertencesse Então eu estarei no meu caminho E eu não vou demorar (demorar, demorar) Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer Eu estarei morto ao amanhecer (ao amanhecer, ao amanhecer, ao amanhecer...) Rolando pelos meus textos Merda que deixei sem ler Nunca tentando lidar com isso Há felicidade na minha ignorância Dez traficantes (traficantes) Ex quer que eu a veja (a veja) Não posso confiar nela, não acredito nela Resposta se transforma em uma agulha, sim Não quero fazer isso de novo (fazer de novo) Tenho merda que não estou tentando reviver (reviver) Cabeça fodida e estou doente Esses velhos hábitos vão me matar rápido Mais rápido do que eu posso piscar (piscar, piscar, piscar...) Mais rápido do que eu posso pensar (pensar, pensar, pensar...) Levante-me, não quero afundar Sirva-me, preciso de uma bebida O que diabos eu faço quando sabotagem é tudo que eu sei? Oh , eu cavei minha própria cova neste buraco, whoa Mate-me devagar, devagar Cortinas fecham baixo Porra, eu não vejo qual é o sentido de continuar Não (não, não, não, não, não, não...)