betrayal from your own brother, the one you held to the highest regard, the one you would gladly die next to, no matter what for, as long as you were next to him, its really tough, going through that betrayal, ill never forget you brother, i know you were lost, but i was not, and i saw forward, as you didnt, bands like this make me feel like im not alone, the one friend i had, the best man i had chosen, stabbed me, where i could never tie a tourniquet of my own, he knew i would bleed, he watched me lay there. i am now my own person, i need no one else, and music like this is my way of shouting it out to everyone else, because my speakers will always be louder than my torn vocal chords.