I’m sorry to the love of my life I know I messed up and I know all those things I said hurt like razor blades and I know I can’t fix it I’m sorry honestly I hope in the next life we can fix it I love you so much my bug lady :(
this song- i'm not even a guy, but it's relatable. i was abused since i was a kid (still am a kid, still in the situation honestly) and the person who would do it couldn't leave, because they were hired as my caretaker, and i couldn't tell because they'd stop feeding me if i did. i kept begging and begging my parents to just make them leave already, but it didn't work. the person is almost always mean, but likes to pretend we're friends, even goofing around with me and asking me if i could cut their hair. i hate how over the years even their friendlier voice has become irritating from how much i heard it screaming.
I keep listening to this song, and this song makes me cry every time, I pretend I'm okay, even when I'm around my parents. But I know they don't really know what goes on. I still love them, they're my parents....and I'm glad they love me. But I'm awful at being a good son....I'm a total mess. But I will fix it. To all those who pretend to be okay, don't. Open up. But open up to family first. They are the ones who have known you the longest. ♥♥
