Your sentiments on your budding perspective on the value of community gives me hope. See humanity; don't settle for reification or symbols, and strive for the ever-shifting conflagration that is our time on this Earth. While I say this, I'd also recommend expanding your symbolic universe (You can read "A System's View of Man" by Ludwig Von Bertalanffy for reference; don't worry if you don't get too much of it, since It has only sunken in on my third read) of course for analytic purposes, but being vulnerable to the uncertain certainty that is faith is also liberating and essential. Also, I'm kind of drunk, lol.
I extremely appreciate both of your comments, reading them really fascinated me with ideas I hadn't really considered. Even though these videos are pretty old considering how quickly our lives move these days, there's still plenty I'm working on and it's always refreshing to have someone comment on them so I can reflect on my struggles and continue improving. Thank you very much for your words, they're so valuable.
Idk, might be off the mark, but maybe it's how you evaluate yourself, and your self worth, on what you achieve. Are there any influences through your life that drove you too hard to achieve passions? You have an experience that, like everyone else, is just waiting to be realized in its totality. Everyone has a valuable experience, period, but communicating that is hard. You definitely have a head start, though! Sometimes, the process of doing this feat of self-expression requires patience with yourself. You look young, vital, and want to push yourself, but maybe what you need is a break. Rest is productive, too; it's a chance to realize parts of yourself that have been otherwise ignored. Pushed to the side due to ambitions which seem so intolerant to weakness, like no productivity. Does this mean that I recommend going cold turkey from your projects of passion? No, of course not, but maybe find other outlets for your creativity and ingenuity that don't require you to succeed. I hope you can become comfortable with the motionless you; Giving in to rest and rejuvenation.
this vid was beautiful, i thought i was watching someone who was well established in the commentary genre already until i finished the video and looked at the channel. ily gang, keep making heat like this