Ive been suicidal since 4 years old Its been 10 years since then tonight Im gonna let that little girl have her dream the one she deserves to have because I love her so much<3 (I'm kinda sorry If this comes across as venting but Im just excited for It to be over genuinely I feel so euphoric about this)
"Time passes, people move. Like a river's flow, it never ends. A childish mind will turn to noble ambition. Young love will become deep affection. The clear water's surface reflects growth." -Sheik. I just wish I was a kid again. I miss everything from the 2000's and early 10's. My siblings, my friends, my school, the toys, the videogames. I hate time. It's not fair. Where's everyone, I feel alone. I miss my grandparents SO MUCH, I love them. I remember my doggo being a baby, his mother and father, now he is an adult, the last one from his breed. Please forgive me, I know I did bad things. I feel like a little kid begging to be pardoned and looking for comfort. I want to stay innocent and happy. Now I feel the sorrow and the consecuences..... and I truly accept it. I just want to know what my life is for. I will NEVER forget you antihoney. I don't care if she won't read this. This beautiful song always made me feel sad and nostalgic. Is the only thing I deserve now. Thank you. Take care, people. "But I am still, somewhere inside me, more than that. Better than that." -Jason Brody.
Your song "Dove" is and has been my favorite song since I discovered it more or less 12 years ago, I still listen to it with profound feelings to this day. I have precious memories linked to your music, especially that song, because I used to listen to it laying in bed with partners I used to love so much. I only listened your songs with people I created deep bonds with, your music was just THAT special to me. The announcement of your passing leaves me shocked and very sad. I hope you rest in peace and know your music touched thousands of people in this world, me included, of course. Thanks for existing, Antihoney. And thank you for blessing us with your art.
