I want to make sense of so much, I struggle with so much and I believe it's because of my childhood and it molded me into what I am now. I went down the addiction road and wasted 20 yrs of my life and now that I'm a few years sober, I feel like because of all the childhood trauma, neglect, abuse that I can help kids that need that hope, the hope you give when you speak. I have to stop thinking negative and it's difficult man

Thank you

I believe if I was listening to you throw all them words at me at anytime would make me a better person, I really do.

I cant help but to think that way, I dont know how to think differently. I also have a lot of trauma from my past that contributes to that and I want to think and talk positively but its so difficult

The right people werent listening, I wish I could have a conversation with you. Im not as intelligent but your words are powerful to me

Your words hit me hard man, thank you. Everything you say means something in me

You know, I came here because I came across your last video that you made before they found your body, and my heart breaks for you. I am almost scared to continue watching because I see me when I look at you, I wish I could've came across you in life. Damn bro, I'm sorry and I know it might have felt like it at times, but you aren't alone.

“God is good. I just couldn’t figure out what he wanted from me.” Damn, I really get that. I hope you’re in a better place now.

R.I.P. Stephen. Great man

RIP brother. See you soon on the other side!

Rest in peace 🕊️

I am so sorry, Did anyone watch this and not do anything ? Someone had to see this before hand. This could have been stopped. Sad he posted this & no one did anything.. I did not know you, but wish I did. R.I.P. Stephen

This is sad! Please reach out people if you're feeling hopeless.

💔

Sadly this man has since taken his life 💔

Quitter

Rip

you are so loved and truly an earth angel as you said. I hope you’re okay & safe wherever you are. Your spirit & strength radiate through your videos. I hope you’re just on a journey somewhere and not what they’re saying.

Found deceased in Springton Reservoir 15 July 24

Sad… RIP 🕊️

Ashamed! Another failure of the church and secular society! How many of us slip through the cracks that the church is supposed to reach? And the gospel of secular life filled with meaningless materialism is just evil! We are more than flesh! Please don’t believe the emptiness of secular atheists! Take care brother!!

Steven, I hope you know that you're loved, and that people are missing you. I didn't know you but many people did and still love you.

I dont know you but i hope you are okay. I can feel your pain. Please try an stay strong and make it another day ❣️🙏🙏🙏❤🤲

Hope your ok!!😢

That was very real. It takes a lot to be vulnerable like that. I hope you find the strength to carry on. 🙏💪💪💪

Where are you, Steven?

noooooooo

I’m so sorry. You came into my life, and the life of our little friend group, simply as part of a video game community. But our interactions went far beyond that in time, you were always there to leave a positive comment whenever I or someone else was down, motivating us whether it be in life or our fake skate videos. I hope whatever happens, wherever you are now, you’re at peace.

This sucks, I had the pleasure of knowing you over the last 4 years, you were always so positive whenever we interacted and I just wanna thank you for that. May you find peace and eternal happiness in whatever the next stage is after this world ❤

Hope your ok I'm right their with you I feel the same way

I hope you made it brotha. Don't give up! 🫶

Wow! That $2000 story is amazing!!

Those time distortions were INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so glad you documented all of this!

Hi! (english is my second language but im fluent) I have a very similar journey. Years ago, i also gave up everything to be just lead by gods spirit. I also had the self delete stuff very similarly to what you described in this vid. Lets talk! I dmd u on twitter.

Book I referenced that explains how Time is an Illusion - The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment a.co/d/0bphfS3l

The book I referenced in the video (a fantastic read) - The Shack: Where Tragedy Confronts Eternity a.co/d/02X36LAV

My Playlist on Manifesting Tips - ru-vid.com/group/PLaYdQ50lLCBG1cOEj3GGljMIZQrW8xe2o&si=iP-WfxviP-lZPgr2

Thank you Stephen, I appreciate you sharing the story of your journey. Thank you for your share on pessimism. It's helpful for us all.

General info about Energy Healing - www.everydayhealth.com/integrative-health/energy-healing/guide/ My Energy Healing Academy - www.consciousinfinity.org/awakeacademy/

Good info on Lightworkers www.happiness.com/magazine/inspiration-spirituality/what-is-a-lightworker-and-what-do-they-do-exactly/

Was finally able to catch up while hiking this evening. Welcome back to PA good sir

Good

Great video explaining the importance of the subconscious mind - ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-TodMZj7AHbg.htmlsi=mXoBHHhl2-faW_-B More info & visuals about the subconscious mind - www.modernmindmasters.com/the-conscious-and-subconscious-minds/ Site to buy hypnosis audio tracks to fix bad habits, limiting beliefs & addictions - www.hypnosisdownloads.com Free app that has useful guided meditations & affirmations - insighttimer.com

Good beginner’s Bible I used (NKJV - New King James Version is the most reliable translation) - a.co/d/75VVk1j RU-vid channel that helped me understand the Bible better - youtube.com/@millenniumbible2001?si=1GZyvtVfXYwQqV1x

Here is a link to a 5 video playlist I created months ago on techniques I use during manifesting - ru-vid.com/group/PLaYdQ50lLCBG1cOEj3GGljMIZQrW8xe2o

the RU-vid channel I watched everyday to learn about God’s “character” & received prophecies & commands from that I referred to at 6:52 was named IBTFLINE. It stopped posting videos in early 2024 & now looks to have been completely taken down.

Thank you Stephen for sharing your journey with all of us. I feel we are all expanding with you.

Thank you for sharing this. More men need to know they're not alone.

Book about identifying childhood trauma I mentioned… “Reinventing Your Life… by Jeffrey Young” a.co/d/fpvvG1t

Thanks for sharing! Hope to see more🙏