To everyone who wants to be beautiful in order to be accepted by others: You are not ugly. The world we live in is just judgemental. If you want to be pretty for them to accept you, they don't deserve you. You shouldn't even be surrounding yourself with people who only accept you because of your looks. Find people that like you for who you are, not for your image. (P.s: You are amazing and don't let anyone bring you down because they don't think you are good enough. Them not being happy with you is their problem, not yours. The should be the ones to change, not you ❤!)
I am a huge hardcore fnaf fan but my parents are hard christains and won’t let me watch or play it they say it’s too scary for me but it’s not scary at all and it’s even worse that I made up my own religion and I can’t express it to them otherwise they’ll get mad at me and maybe even disown me not only that but I severely struggle with mental health and just let myself struggle because I compare my mental health to everyone else’s and tell myself that I’m just a spoiled brat who should have let that kid shoot me all those years ago and nobody would even care because (and your probably not going to believe me) but I am anti-christain, anti-white, and anti-Muslim and all I ever think about is the suffering of others and medieval torture methods and earlier this year I actually attempted My sister is in an abusive relationship and my parents won’t do anything about and I’m scared they’ll get mad at me if I do try to do something about and I want to vent about all of this on my channel but I have a lot of young people who see my videos and they won’t understand it Also another thing is I was one of those kids that had that “wolf phase” so one day when I started acting like one by threatening him (note he was teasing me before) this kid Anthony threatened to shoot me with a silver bullet and when I told the staff AND my parents did nothing and blamed me for it which is proof that if I killed myself nobody would care and I cry so fucking much it’s embarrassing and I used to slap myself really hard every time I cried to motivate myself not to cry.
The hair part😢 my parents said I should never dye my hair because one day I would hate it. I am living on my own with dyed hair for almost a year and realizing it is awesome❤