I wwnt to use this beat without henderence. IT SPEAKS TO ME. That to which i desire to bring from within. Many waves of empathic chaos are felt at once with this
Ain’t nothing to do but to laugh now What’s been done, damage handed out, it’s the past how I Grab this pain and make it last Make it my pet, teach it tricks Don’t let me get wet, i’ll melt right in Your battered skin, drugged and thinned Like paint, and I’m no saint But by God i’ll treat you like my kin (ambience) From my brain’s walls caving in Numbness and narcotics are my friend Happiness forgot it again Ruthless bears are on a mission, Honey dripping, mother missing, i’m submissive, not in the sense your thinking of More like distant, let the world just crumble and control Numbness and Narcotics got a hold From my brain’s walls caving in Numbness and narcotics are my friend Happiness forgot it again
אני נוסע בזמן ריחפתי מיליון פעם חזרתי מיליון ואחת עכשיו אני שוב כאן אנלא יודע לאן העיקר לא אבד טעם הייתי מנווט בחלל עכשיו אני שוב כאן וואלה זה הראש שלי , מלא במחשבות לא כמו העוש שלי ניסיתי לכבות אבל קטונתי אני חלק מהדור שלי אולי הגעתי כבר לטופ שלי וואלה כולה יום שני וכבר אני בבור שלי לא זה לא היום שלי מחר אגשים את החלום שלי או עוד יומיים הו שיט שנים אני בורח למדתי לחזור למדתי שחושך מפחד מהאור זכרתי דברים שרציתי לשכוח שכחתי דברים שרציתי לזכור וכל עוד אני כאן כאן פה וכל עוד אנלא שם אין יום מרגיש את זה בא אוטו טו פזמון וואלה מנווט עכשיו יותר מידי זמן אולי זה כבר פה ואולי זה סימן שכדאי לעצור לא כדאי לעצור קו הסיום מתקרב עד לאן באתי מן הטוב או שבאתי מן הרע לא חשוב בסוף אור בקצה המנהרה אני חץ הרבה מעבר אל המטרה יומן שלי מלא בשיט שעדיין שלא קרה אני איבדתי בקרה הבערתי מדורה מכל הדפים שהצטברו במגירה מביט אל התקרה צועק אל השמיים ואף פעם אין תשובה העיקר שלא איבדנו תתקווה החברה מאחורה הם הגב התחלתי להבין את המצב תכתוב עד שיכאב תסדר עד שתאהב
Любовь на препаратах Я выхожу в астрал Давай с тобой напьёмся В городе кривых зеркал Романтика подъездов Эстетика дворов Подъездное искусство Крыши частных секторов Мы останемся в подъезде Перегаром алкоголя Расплываемся мечтами Чтобы нас никто не понял Закатав рукава, я покажу свои шрамы И я не спал до утра Вокруг печальные драмы И в стенах старой квартиры Я упаду снова на пол Я расплываюсь в тени И снова дождик закапал И снова в эйфории Смотря в потолок Я бы хотел,нажать на курок И я ежедневно ищу в жизни толк Вновь опечален, но не одинок
Любовь на препаратах Я выхожу в астрал Давай с тобой напьёмся В городе кривых зеркал Романтика подъездов Эстетика дворов Подъездное искусство Крыши частных секторов
Help me I’m at it again Don’t speak you’re losing your head Waiting in the field of roses till the afternoon I’ll meet you by the hollowed trees where we kissed in June Don’t leave, I see your ghost Leaving all the visions behind of the memories I miss the most. I beg and plead that your only escape would reset the life that you chose to take I hope I do my best to keep you alive Tell them how you flew not just why you fly Come back home Please come back home How could so much love turn to ash and stone Please come back home Wake up, you’re screaming again Cold sweats and shakes you’re on the mend years of peace when I truly thought you had won Taken away by a fleeting moments worth of fun So come back come back home Please come back come back home How could so much love turn to ash and stone Skin of diamonds gone, now just dust and bone Come home Please come home x3 Help me I’m at it again Don’t speak you’re losing your head Waiting in the field of roses till the afternoon I’ll meet you by the hollowed trees where we kissed in June
takılıyom artık depresif bana kimse iyi misin demesin suraya gelir misin burda kiminlesin duymak istemiyorum biramın yanında kuru kuru yalnız oturmak istiyorum bazen aglamak yerine sürekli icimi döküyorum tek başına başkasın başkasının yanında farklısın kendime yetmek istiyorum cünkü ölebilirim ansızın sarılmaya muhtacım ama ihtiyacım yok sokak köpegi gibiyim miyavlayan her kediye sarılırım. evimden uzaklasmadım ailemden bağımsızım. kendime zarar vermek konusunda arsızım ben mutluluga yabancıyım zarara bagımlı siktigim orospu bile istemezdi babamla beraber ağlamamı hala düsünüyorum yaralarımdan önce kafamı sarmayı bu yalnızlıgın altıncı ayı aynıyım gülümsemeye çalışan kırık bi aynayım uyandım her gün farklı bi güne ama hic bi zaman gün aymadı sevebilcegim bi kadın istedim ölebilcegim birini buldum yaşamı bıraktım yaşımı kutlamadım artık yirmilerde yedim bitirdim kendimi de akıllanmam artık hoşça kalmıyorum hic kimse tarafından adım bekleyen biri var koşcak mecalim yok.
takılıyom artık depresif bana kimse iyi misin demesin suraya gelir misin burda kiminlesin duymak istemiyorum biramın yanında kuru kuru yalnız oturmak istiyorum bazen aglamak yerine sürekli icimi döküyorum tek başına başkasın başkasının yanında farklısın kendime yetmek istiyorum cünkü ölebilirim ansızın sarılmaya muhtacım ama ihtiyacım yok sokak köpegi gibiyim miyavlayan her kediye sarılırım. evimden uzaklasmadım ailemden bağımsızım. kendime zarar vermek konusunda arsızım ben mutluluga yabancıyım zarara bagımlı siktigim orospu bile istemezdi babamla beraber ağlamamı hala düsünüyorum yaralarımdan önce kafamı sarmayı bu yalnızlıgın altıncı ayı aynıyım gülümsemeye çalışan kırık bi aynayım uyandım her gün farklı bi güne ama hic bi zaman gün aymadı sevebilcegim bi kadın istedim ölebilcegim birini buldum yaşamı bıraktım yaşımı kutlamadım artık yirmilerde yedim bitirdim kendimi de akıllanmam artık hoşça kalmıyorum hic kimse tarafından adım bekleyen biri var koşcak mecalim yok.
Sew my eyes shut Leave me in a shallow grave What lays behind us Is a bad memory Im lost inside of choices Choice that I didnt make Falling squares and circles So miraculously displayed Sew eyes shut Leave me in a shallow grave
I created a gorgeous song to this non profit ofc… it did so well that I want to put this on my album. Can we talk? I would love to send you what I did.
Verse 1: You look so pretty In that dress of yours If only you were mine Something’s missing I’m not quite sure But I feel it deep inside Pre-Chorus: There she was, fire Sparks were flying But I wasn’t ready Chorus: And you’ll see soon enough The stolen part of me That gets no love We live, but we are not alive How could I hold you With these arms of mine? How could you show me That holy light? We’re living, but we are not alive Verse 2: I know you shine When the lunar moths fly I can see you from a mile And you look divine I want to know your secrets I want to feel them I want them to be all I confide Bridge: I want you to watch me Work my way Like a tapeworm Deep inside Chorus: And you’ll see soon enough The stolen part of me That gets no love We live, but we are not alive How could I hold you With these arms of mine? How could you show me That holy light? We’re living, but we are not alive Outro: I don’t want to die I don’t want to live I don’t want to die I can’t keep on living I’m already out of time I can’t show you All I’m thinking Without wanting to see That holy light
I chose the void n ignored the light because in all honesty, I always was loved by my demons and I love them too and I won't let them suffer in the darkness alone
Don’t let those demons fool you, they only want to take you to hell to tortured you for eternity. You’re made in the image of GOD and they delight in your suffering for they cannot stand before GOD. Jesus will set your free from that darkness, as you accept him❤️
@JadenCantu-n4e The only one who fooled anyone was your god. He kicked us out of heaven and you think he's your friend? Live your best life, bro. I hope one day you realize Heaven ain't worth all the headaches n shakes. Even if it's everything they say it is
@@bakedanddifferent420 Thank you for not falling for the indoctrinating cult of the magical sky daddy. Kick us out of heaven and let good people die? Not a respectable person at all if you ask me. Respect to you though. Mad respect.
Btw I have a different YT account strictly for music.. Imma sub n talk to you on there too because I think You’re Amazing n Your talent is God Given, we could make a lot of crazy out of this world art together Fr!
I have some Dry vocals I’d like to send you if you’d be interested in listening to them and working together exclusively on this piece. - 50/50 profit..
Previously I have received some proposals to work with the artist and mix his vocals but until now I have dedicated myself completely to producing my own music. I have no experience in it but we can talk and see what comes out, although if you are looking for a professional result I would recommend recording your vocals in a studio with the WAV file and mixing it there!
@Vlxck Hey! I would like to contact you cuz I want to collaborate w you in one of my next projects, if u want u can write me at my Insta or mail and I'll tell you more bout it
wallowing in woe , my drugs, burn slow, the world echoes , law bestowed , my heart, my soul, my blood , my bones, you can have me whole. as above , so below , using pain, to grow, everything i know, burning doe in the groves, i hope Paradise , shows . all these doves, show me love, show me how to fly tho, I been wallowing in woe, as my drugs burn slow baby, watch me flow . 🖤
Won't put up with a Woman Questioning me If she isn't seeking to Understand There's a Madness in my Methodology Illusive and Narrow is the Path of the Mythological Man CryptoZoological Creature Zippo Flicks The Flame Licks the Heater Hit you w a Hip Throw into the Bleachers Now sit there and Watch with your Sister Just Now Tapping into My Aggressive Nature Saiyan Roots Run Deep Gohan had Dreams of Being a Golden Fruit from The Kaiju Tree Still On the Path of The Deciple he Transcended the Beast One of the Last with a Life Force that Fights for Peace
