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Hey alysha It's been a while, I was wondering if maybe we can finally talk... like adults nothing in-between I just want to see how your doing... even after everything I said i said, maybe if you have time one day we can catch up?
@@Silencergachalife07 no rush, take the time you need, if you do feel as if your ready one day just give a shoot at one of my videos comment sections, hope your day goes well
If you really are feeling like that.... not much I can say, except don't, maybe things feel like it's all your fault but maybe you should take a step back, things are hard, I'm already looking at studio apartments in a nice area in Michigan... dropped outta school, almost died and I drove everyone away, yet somehow someone I know said they believed in me, just because things are hard doesn't mean they're impossible right? Now I have like 20k in my bank account, liam and me and are gonna move in together in 4 months and I'm planning on buying an old sports car (mg midget mk1) you know sometimes alysha the reason why people don't talk you down is because you pushed them away, gave up too early, not trying to be offensive btw but maybe instead of seeing everyone as the same and pushing people away for the same reason maybe stick with the annoying blabbering, maybe it meant something all along, I'll admit... I was a horrible boyfriend.... but atleast I tried to be a good friend, hope your doing well, and I hope I don't see your name in the obituaries
Don't worry I'm not planing on do that I'm working trying to see a different doctor to maybe listen to me and my primary instead of putting on me on a bunch meds that don't work I'm hanging in there just doing what I know helps me is all also don't worry I'm not by myself I'm at my mom's now so I am in a good place and still go out to friends and talk to them and it helps
@@Silencergachalife07 thanks alysha, four months and I'll be 18, gonna grab him up and keep him safe, heh for my birthday I'm buying 18 tickets for the lottery, had a dream that after all the good shit I've done... I ended up getting help for doing my best... Liam is doing good, no more sh or sa thankfully, I'm so proud of how far he's come in his life, we both have vr now and I bought his computer for him, can't wait till I get hug to hug his tiny 4ft 9in ass XD
@@Silencergachalife07 I know...I've been really busy...I wanted to say sorry, currently I'm trying to figure some stuff out...I'm off my meds completely, turns out my medication was making my mental health worse because nothing was wrong in the first place...I'm not getting sick anymore finally that's over...I've just been trying to figure out wtf I'm doing with my life, I'll probably go into a trade school soon but I though I'd wish you a happy birthday early so I didn't forget...so happy early birthday
@@Silencergachalife07 I hope things are going well for you too, I'm sorry for everything I said truly and I'm sorry for what I did that was very immature of me, I hope we can be friends again one day, if not that's okay and I completely understand I've come to accept that things fall apart over time and that's okay.
Do you I guess, hope the new lover treats you well, and thank you for making me realize that the only thing i wanted was for someone to text me and say "I love you" first, guess that was the changing factor in my life now I make $50 an hour, and I weigh 165 and I have a handsome boyfriend who texts me everyday so thanks I guess. For showing me I wasn't the burden
@@Silencergachalife07 also, I hope that you get to have your old apartment back, I know you loved it there and maybe the men or women from the dating sites you were on when we were together love it too, I hope your mom is doing well, and I honestly truly want you to know, I don't feel pity. I didn't cry that day. Infact, I lifted the most weight I have in years, 7, 25 foot long sheets of sheet metal, roughly 300 lbs I push myself and hell, I have made more money to compensate for the money I gave you, I could buy a car all because I put effort in, so don't think you've got me down, I'm gay as hell, and my twink of a boyfriend thanked me for calling cps for him, so overall, I'm better, way better, I could go on for hours, the crap I've been able to do because I wasn't whipped by the used and hurt heart you said was mine, I hope your mom truly is doing good, and I hope your dad comes around, the things I did for no reason so you wouldn't commit, jeez... that was difficult...and before you even say anything about me being a hard person to fix, all you had to do was text first, im happy, because liam is hurt and he's busy as he'll, yet he texted me first and that was all it took, I wish Sarah a good life and the upcoming child of yours (if or when that happens) just make sure you don't hook up with a father who will leave them, again I'm not hurt, in fact I'm strong now, if Danicas husband or whatever man/women your with now wants to find me ill give them my address willingly, come find me, I need a good adrenaline rush~
I...get it now...thank you for believing in me...I've always been proud of you...even through mistakes...thank you for never giving up on me...I'll hold your hand again..like on Feb 24th I won't let you cross the busy street by yourself...and I won't let you struggle by yourself...thank you for believing in me... I love you
It depends on who you ask and if they are an ali to the community or not for me personally as long as they support the community and don't hate on it or try to change it then I don't see why they are not part of the community
Ok so the first image was of my biological dad leaving my mom and me when I was 6 months old then the one where my mom is defending me is from one of previous abusive boyfriends then the top one on the right is where I was held down against my will at 7 but can't rember what exactly happened then the bottom right one is where my step dad sexually abused me while in high school
