This reminded me when I was in elementary school, I was in McDonald's and I made some friends in the playground. I was sad to leave and never see them again.
yes, i am only 11, and yes, i am getting emotional from this video, which really does feel stupid ive still got so much of my life (hopefully) left in front of me, but yet i already hate it everyone in my class, school, generation have been infested with the internet's crazy videos, of all the brainrot and innaproppiate views, it makes school especially unbearable i have a loving family, yet sometimes i cant bear them when they complain that i cant keep my emotions in, or im not good enough i dont know how to keep going with all my toxic friends and unfair teachers i dont have anyone to talk to anymore, only myself, which just makes it worse. i dont know what to do.
It's 2019. You have nust come home, you lie down, and realize how fast time is moving! You have been in school for 10 years now, wow crazy right as you begin to drift. You work yourself up before you go to bed thinking about how you will talk to her tomorrow, but you know you won't... Your grades are perfect, all As but no one at school cares, you are nobody at school just another smart kid, right? But you want to be different, so you try harder than everyone else in everything you do and just get called a tryhard, and people still beat you. And then, as you go to sleep, you realize it only matters what im like to me, so I dont need to care. Finally, you fall asleep. 2024, your graduadet and in college for neurosurgery, and you are having the best time of your life. You are surrounded by people who dont care about status, people who are around you because they like you for you... You come to the realization, nobody cares after high school you can finally be, you....
some of the best years of my life were with my siblings and cousins, we'd stay up and stay outside until the morning. we'd play N64 into the night, draw at the table while listening to music on the radio. these days, everyone drifted apart. some of my cousins passed away, my brother also passed away. so now im alone in this empty house. no ghosts, just unbearable lonliness and silence. after im gone from this world. i hope. i pray i can meet my family again in eternity. and we make memories forever
i am the youngest daughter with three older brothers, and they are 8-15yrs older than me. currently i have moved into a room in my home that was my eldest brothers as a teenager, and mine when i was eight. i am 18 and i look up at the ceiling and see glow in the dark stars he has placed as a teen next to butterfly decals i had as a child. there is a little thing stuck to the roof that has been there for many years. i remember one christmas they threw it up to see if it would stick and it never came down. it has never reached the ground in 11 years. you do not need to write poems they exist all around no words are needed just open your eyes and view the beauty of it
You get up in 2016 and say life is the best and hear the birds tweeting and calmy sit on your bed play outside on the trampoline, playground, tag and then wake up in 2014 looking at your hands and get up andlook in the mirror.. it was just a dream
I had a feeling right now of some nostalgic moments, But I couldn't remember it exactly, feels like the Stress, anger and the suppression of my feeling made my memories scatter and get faded away. I somehow cannot remember the feeling of having someone to comfort you, as a person with minimal friend, I can't, its hard right now to cry, but I am, all of this suppresed emotion didn't help me, It always haunts me every night, always in my head, always in my heart, shattering like a glass, I'm so broken, I don't know how to start again in my life. I completely lost the happy side of me, This world is merely pain and suffering 7:28 this one gives me legit feeling of how I could rnjoy life, yet I made it so much miserable😕 Don't make a decision that you'll regret, don't hide your emotion, open up, I'm out🙁
I miss when my kids were all at home playing games and watching Disney shows. I would do anything for those days again. That saying you don't know what you got till it's gone is Soo right. God bless you all.
please someone help me i just want to go back to my childhood, i am stuck in the past for real. i just want those moments back. I want my dad back. I’ve been stuck ever since my dad died. i’m just reliving the night he passed over and over. I don’t want to move on. i keep re reading conversations, watching photos, everything related to the period of time where he died. I know i’m hurting myself and i shouldn’t be doing this but i can’t help it. please why did i have to experience losing a parent while being a teenager ? why did i have to go through this so young. Nobody talks about grief, you don’t know what it’s like until you experience it and it’s nothing you’ve ever imagined. You can’t even prepare yourself for it. it’s so weird but why do i find comfort in grief at the same time ? please help me im holding on to everything i can. I’m just so lost. I miss my dad
I'm grateful for the feelings I get from these creaters and your own videos, how peaceful, comforted, or comfortably sad I get to feel when I watch hear these heavenly music audios..
Those birds were my alarm. I remember waking up for elementary early, after a night of crying was when their sounds hit the most. I remember the morning sun entering my kitchen while I waited to get cereal so I could go to my school down the block. I remember so much yet so little of my childhood and it hurts to think of how much I've lost since then. The dogs I saw as rats were my real family. They were the only ones I loved who didn't hate me for messing up. The nights I sat outside, curled up in a jacket while crying while they sat around me, chewing on the food they'd nudge me because food was love and I don't know if they knew it but I remember the taste of my own tears while I sat down there alone after their deaths.
Just one day when I was 5 i went to play outside and these birds once reminded me of waking up as a baby in my home town just waking me up and making me for the day… but not anymore😢
One morning I woke up.. I was damn life filed by my head I rember waking up to morning doves while waiting for the bus eating a good school lunch and coming home in the afternoon yea I was a bullied kid back then but hell that didn't stop me from playing Minecraft and watching play views from the library just recently they discounted the playaways in my library and or waking up to Christmas presents from Santa and people that cared having my iPod and liked kids bop riding bikes or ripsticks just recently yeah I went to placement for five long years but I learned my lesson even though I lost a lot of people seventeen years ago I thought on that day that Sunday I lost my childhood sweetheart and I loved her and I miss her it wasn't until I was seventeen to let go of my inner child yes I still have it that's why I stilll have my Nintendo 64
When I was younger, my childhood home had a pear tree and a tire swing. All the time I’d eat a pear and swing in that swing, not ever thinking about what would happen when I’m older. I heard those birds all the time. I can still hear my childish laugh every time I hear the mourning dove.
It all passed, it all happened one last time, it all was never known. Memories of what was that shall never be again, memories we long for, memories of happiness that cause pain. To what it was, I love you.
