I want to fucking end it, the pain is too much sometimes, I'm afraid of there being just more pain despite all my efforts, no matter who cares, it feels I'm more alone than ever and I can only be heard by hearing others suffering in a similar state of mind. I'm writing this wishing I didn't feel this way, as if saying it will make it go away. But I know I'll wake up tomorrow and have the same thoughts. Make sure you look the people you love in the eye, and seriously connect with them. Tell them they're not alone. I know I'm not, but this voice keeps saying otherwise.
