Jaante ho I asked sister Selma(nun) are you happy? She said yes. Then I asked her what gives you joy? Then sister Selma told me that small children smiling gives her joy. That is weird for me. For me worldly things could not give me joy. For me only christmas joy gave me joy. Because I was affected with black magic. You are a ordinary person. And worldly or ordinary things will give you joy. For example you love me. That gave you joy. But for me love did not gave me joy. Meaning worldly matters did not gave me joy. Only christmas joy gave me joy. So you are a ordinary person. So you will get joy