I really needed to sing my heart out to this song… I love traveling and exploring, its my life source but.. two months of summer and Ive only hung out 3 times with friends and two of them went horribly… I see how my cousins have a social life, go their friends birthdays, peoples events, go out with their partners and Im just here at home… finding how to entertain myself as I grow more bored each day, I dont like much where I live… houses as so close and its just a house in front, diagonally, in the sides and behind my house… I dont have friends where I live, I spent two years socializing at university thinking if have a friend group to finally hang with on summer… and everything has been going on reverse for me… and Im tired already cause its been years like this, ive only had One summer where I did a lot cause my mom was unemployed that summer.. I still hope for things to get better but I loose interest in things when they dont turn out the second or third time… I feel like I’ll never be happy that my existence is just to suffer, to have problems one after the other, for people to hurt me… Deep down I feel a small spark of hope fighting to believe that I am meant to be genuinely happy and to not just be alive to “ To feel alive “… I feel deep in my heart and soul when she says “ All I need is to remember how it was to feel alive “ and “ All I need is to remember how it was to feel alive “…
Is it just me or does Aruoras songs actually mean something deeply that’s goin on with her life? Her songs are allwayse giving off depression or trama or suicide. I feel like aurora needs some help with life and a shoulder to lean on. I’m not saying this is true but every song to me gives off that vibe. Like if you agree.😢
[LYRICS] Hello, my name is Mr. Fear I wish I had a faster therapy I've come to mind control your needs Tonight I'm gonna star all of your leads You know I'll never disappear Now get me out of here Just trust in me, my dear No cure is coming near How long you'll call me insincere? I'm not here to fulfill your parody How come my song becomes unreal? You never understand my melodies You know I'll never disappear Now get me out of here Just trust in me, my dear No cure is coming You know I'll never disappear Now get us out of here Don't fight with me, my dear Why can't I be in here? Cause you make me feel like I'm so alone I know it's not real, but is in my soul And I just can try to face The dark inside my head You know I'll never disappear Now get me out of here Just trust in me, my dear No cure is coming You know I'll never disappear Now get us out of here Don't trust in me my dear What cure is coming near?
Aurora uses nature imagery in “Winter Bird” (2016). She needs the harshness of the natural world around her to drag her away from a dream 💭 world back to reality. The singer-songwriter explained : “Sometimes you need to be reminded of how it was to feel alive. It’s a tricky situation to find yourself in. When you’ve forgotten about YOUR REASONS TO LIVE.” 💚🐦🩷
This song describes my PTSD to a tee. "I've come to mind control all your needs." "Y'know I'll never disappear, now get me out of here." "Why can't I be in here?" "Cus you make me feel like I'm so alone." "I know it's not real, but it's in my soul." It just describes so well how a flashback sends you flying into a panic. The hyperviligilence in trying to avoid triggers. You just never feel safe.
This will always remain my favourit song from aurora, I still remember they day I listened to it I instantly fell in love with here voice. Imo this is her best song.
Sometimes we feel lonely, it’s natural. When we feel lonely we turn to music that we relate to. May her soul rest in peace and I wish that you find peace.
Damn Christina you really did send out a SOS. I bet as you find yourself you were like this cant be me no way!!! So who besides your family truly would remember you understand everything and know that getting you home safe and sound so important??? It really is enough to drive yourself crazy or addicted to harmful things. This much i did explain on the airwaves that i stay pretty much always the same way but now from life experiences personal growth and maturity. I said to anyone i grew up with or care about dont worry you have real meaning purpose and not just to my life. Christina i adore you and i can promise stability happiness stress free life. ❤
i like there music bc its is good and reatable and recently the guy i love blocked me and i strugle with mental health allot so it helps and depression
Sorry to hear that…..I hope you find your peace. What better way to find peace than through music. I once went through the same thing. I just wanna say that in the end everything will be fine. Stay Strong ❤️
For a long time I thought it was "I'm not here to feel (a) failure parody" instead of "I'm not here to fulfill your parody" and for some reason I always related to that more, even though it's not the real lyric.
Here from the 'Equals' trailer! ❌oh jxxjhxxxhhjjcz help I'm loosing connection to Earth, paralyzed and speechless, it was a such brilliantly made trailer.. omg the cinematography, it kills! And to add more to that touching story wrap-up, they casually happened to put this breathtaking track to jUsT make myself BURY deep down to vacuum in tears? HOW COULD THEYYYYY PLAN SUCH A DASTURD MURDER?! 😢Glossy-eyed, I'm screaming in silence.. . . The lyrics to this song are an absolutely beauty.
