Everyone talks about lovers but I have a weird way of seeing this with my father (NOT THE WEIRD WAY). He and I had stopped all contact after he broke a restraining order multiple times and even try to lie to me about it and make me feel bad about him, when he never cared about how the things he did would affect me or my siblings. Yesterday my mother told me she saw him, talked to him and he tolder her that he wanted to reconnect with his children, that he had been talking with my siblings but he also wanted to talk to me (I deleted his number and blocked him) and that he would pay anything I need to build my place on the second floor of my mom's house.. I just feel like the lyrics represent the little girl on me that wanted to believe that his father would at least try to be for her while they were still in contact, while they were still a family.. "But when I stepped through there was no floor".. it just felt like if, he trying to play with the trauma he himself left on me about if he was my biological father was the last drop, it was what made me realize, this isn't what a father that loves you would do, was the day I told him he wasn't my father amymore and he accepted that.. ["Alright then, I'm no longer your father and you're no longer my daughter"]... It felt like the little girl on me was trying to keep screaming that she loved him, that she was there, but the chaos he made were enough to stop it, she felt like her whole world was droped.. and I still hate him, I still want to just.. destroy him and yet.. I'm crying Because my dad wants to fix something that no longer can be fixed but which I still.. kind of hope he does and it hurts so much.
i understand, I don’t completely relate but I also grew up with a restraining order between me and my dad, and i knew he still loved and cared about me, but it hurt knowing he did nothing to try to legally see me. the court gave him anger management classes and rehab, they said if he completed them he’d be able to see us, but he never made the effort…part of me wants to be angry he didn’t try but the other part just wants to forget about everything and act like it’s okay because i miss how it was before everything happened
❤❤By the way you have a choice speak out your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe and in your heart that God raised him from the dead and you will be saved. no matter what you do Jesus will still love you so come to him and repent from your sins and turn away from your sinful desires and turn to Jesus Christ and ask for forgiveness in Jesus name Amen 😊
...I took the "What Mitski song am I?" quiz, having never heard this song and it gave me this song and the way it described me was an emotional attack <3
i just want him to love me the way i do. i love him in such an indescribable, intense, beautiful way, i adore every inch of him. i want to know every detail about him, his past, his future, i so desperately want to feel every part of him on my fingertips. but he just doesnt want me, he just can't. loving him feels like breathing, something i need, want, and can't live without. if i stopped i wouldnt know how to live. but i could never talk to him again and he would be just fine.
Honestly…I needed ever since middle school for me I haven’t had anyone really really care FOR ME. That’s ok because because ppl have life and other obligations. I just wish I had better life circumstances
This song makes me soo sad kaz my brother is soo hard to take care of him he makes my life bad and everyday he's just soo bad like its bad he says ok everyday 💔😢
Not gonna lie man this gives me some Mandela Catalog and in general Analog Horror vibes, like bro this song would play backwards in a analog horror and be fitting. Some British analog horror bullshit, don’t remember what it was called but the song vibes with it too.
I'm in love with someone he keeps on leaving me he does it all the time i know he does things behind my back I've accepted it all so don't feel sorry for me, i wait for him almost every other day so the words "you're coming back" punctures my heart deeply, i really love him but this isn't love but hopefully he comes back💔❤️
я впервые влюбился. впервые меня бросали, впервые меня использовали и оставили, так и не вернувшись. я заботился о нем даже когда он ни во что меня не ставил, я верил всем его словам, я пытался помочь. и когда я попросил помощи меня снова оставили, только теперь навсегда. и вот недавно я снова говорил с ним и я даже больше не люблю, но после того как он молча ушёл я разрыдался. он больше не дорог мне, но он всегда будет дорог для прошлого меня. не знаю был ли дорог ему я, потому что моя любовь оттолкнула его.
this song reminds me so much of my ex bf. well not necessarily ex, idk its kinda weird. but it reminds me of him a lot. and my other kinda ex, idk if he considered me his gf, but i did like him n he liked me. i did love them, a part of me still thinks i love them. but them talking to me, them texting me, makes me feel like im dying. " you're coming back and its the end of the world" describes how i feel about them exactly. i love them, i never told anyone about them.
