you know, if you think about it, its strangely melodic how out of 8 billion people in the world, the thousands you walk past and the hundreds you know, your heart chose them. its like how the day and night pass by with each hour never once meeting, but that doesn't stop there being those days that still have the shadow of darkness lingering over them. We're just like them. the sun and the moon. but sometimes we're nothing more than the other woman. like a star, shining in isolation. incredibly lonely but incredibly beautiful. but then again the moon is nothing but a lie. its a dull lifeless rock thats only light is through the sun. and you start to realise that maybe its not as perfect as it seems, you can finally see that maybe, just maybe the star may be more beautiful afterall. at least its not pretending to be something that its not, that is. so when i describe love, im not talking about the tingle and magic sitting at the tip of a butterfly's wings. or the tense grip of jealousy and self hatred rooting from deep inside. im talking about the sweet linger of nostalgia on a cold rainy day. im talking about the scent of hardwood floor in an empty room after a long day im talking about the crisp smell of new books, with excitement waiting at the beginning of every page. im talking about the comfort and embrace of pumpkin and autumn im talking about the laughs and cheers of christmas because its the wonderful things that make love, love the bitterness is what we call heartbreak. because rain eventually stops, and empty room will soon become crowded and books get old and tattered thats heartbreak.
Hi hehe, hmm I'll tell my story, I've met this guy, the cutest man I've ever met, He is handsome, tall, with soft skin, green eyes, and great hair, he actually looks like Brad Pitt on that Fight Club movie. When I met him, we had a genuine connection, but truly, and we even talked about how we had that connection, I mean it was perfect, his personality omg amazing, he had this charisma, his personality was to die for, his interest in knowing everything of me, he was genuinely interested, but i thought we were going too fast, and just when i thought that i could open my heart, he vanished. Yesterday, he called me, we talked for almost 4hrs he said he loved me, i said it too, then he suddenly ended the call and blocked me. I don´t know when, where, how or if I will see him again, he lives in another city. Now... im just a lonely person in love, but i truly loved him, it hurts, not as much as i thought, but still it does.
He'll see this comment and call you. But isn't it beautiful.. I know it hurts, but he'll remain as that non toxic, amazing guy in your mind forever. Isn't that beautiful ❤
I love him , actually I’m not sure , he’s a gentleman, he’s trying his best to make me happy, he said I wanna marry u and I wanna do that but I’m not sure if I really want, he respect me and my personality,my believes , I don’t know if I share with him my real feelings , I don’t if he really loves me or not , I’m lost
Well there’s this guy I think he likes me back but yet I’m not sure but we hang out a lot at school when we can and do things together for after school events but I’m to scared to think about it because I don’t want to be hurt again
this reminds me of my ex i don’t miss him and he probably likes someone else but i miss how I was happy when we were tg if he asks me out again im saying yes even though i like someone new we always look at eachother from across the room
(dont read- vent hah... sorry) Dear childhood, Did I really have you? Or were you a beautiful part of my imagination? I think about you a lot, too much now. I regret you. I regret not clinging onto you when people took you away from me, if I even held you in the first place, if you were even mine in the first place. I regret not giving you away sooner, because you were the worst thing that ever happened to me. You touched me, you hit me, you hurt me. I regret being too late to realise just how deeply you meant to me. I regret you, I regret you. Can you come back to me? So that I may hold you the way I should have, that I would think about you and smile, instead of think about you and cry, cry, cry. I have no more tears for you- no, I'm lying to myself, courtesy of your very presence. I cry about you in crowded times, in lonely times, night, day, eat, sleep, study, you're a lingering, hurtful thought in my mind. I walk barefoot on the earth, and you're the man-made nails that cover the green field. I miss the sight, and hate the pain that came with it. Sincerely, your indecisive.
I finally got the boy I wanted and I've never been happier I'm currently sleeping at his but he's downstairs and I'm in his room because we weren't allowed to sleep together 😭
2,5 года назад я влюбилась в одного прекрасного человека. Мы ходим в одну церковь. Я вижу его каждое воскресенье. Когда я влюбилась зимой через пол года ему надо было уехать в армию. Я обещала себе, что дождусь его. Я знала, что он ко мне ничего не чувствует, я скрывала чувства. Спустя полтора года я думала, что чувства ушли, так как я перестала мечтать о нём и думать каждый день. Но он вернулся. И в одну ночь, когда мы все общались, как-то так получилось, что я осталась с ним наедине. Мы общались несколько часов, как это было 2,5 года назад. И в какой-то момент он взял меня за руку, чтобы "помереть размеры рук". Я готова была взорваться от эмоций. После всего этого я поняла, что мои чувства не угасли, а, кажется, наоборот укрепились. Может что-то и получится, я очень на это надеюсь. Ни с кем я ещё себя так хорошо и легко не ощущала
I like a boy who is younger than me and it feels strange. But he is the first person that I can say easily that I like him... Even though I don't know this person so well...and now... We may never see each other again... I just want to tell you how I love you...maybe it won't last long this feeling but you are the first one,the one that I can freely.... without hesitation say.... I love you... I can feel the warmth of his hugs and just looking at him... I melt...
I love this playlist That makes me wonder how my life will be in the future with happiness. I love calm and gives me thinking and being free myself music Thankful for editing this video
A little vent about different topics :) About my image: I’ve always been and extrovert and golden retriever vibes, but now… I am not talking much and usually keep my head down. Idk why I feel so.. sad School: (this might be long) School is just another place where I get told I’m not good enough, I’m not worth it, I’m ugly , I’m dumb. I hate school this year. I can’t keep pushing myself each day and breaking myself so that I can keep a high B.. we take tests almost every day of the week but Monday, we have projects and DCAs every three weeks, it’s too much homework and studying. I know it seems normal but idk why I’m slipping. I lost all motivation. This school treats us like we are just there to get a good test score. It’s not even the people at this point, there the only thing keeping me going. Batman (code name) I always lived by this guy, he was my neighbor. We used to play all the time because I was his sisters bff. He’s a year older than me and I kinda started having feeling for him when I was 5. During covid we moved states. We are now 8+ hours away. However, our families meet up at least once a year. One year, we went on a week long family trip to Alabama w them. They first came to our house then we would ride together. I waited for hours outside, hoping each car would be theirs. Then- a car pulled up and I got very exited. I saw my old bestie and hugged her, right behind her was him.. I didn’t notice until I finished hugging everyone that he was there. The second my eyes fell on him I swear time froze. My jaw dropped and I stood in shock. He was my type to the exact. We gave each other an awkward side hug then went inside. The whole trip I was falling head over heels for him. I even called my friend and filled her in. (There is so much more feeling I felt but that would take to long) After the week was over, everyone hugged goodbye. When it was “our turn” he lifted me up then put me back down and hugged me. (He’s like a whole foot taller than me) skip to now. I never got his number and I’m kinda too scared to ask. However, (this sounds pathetic) we do talk on Roblox. (No I’m not 10) we would join each other and talk. I learned so much about him, like how he does Chinese and band. My friends say I’m delusional. I think they’re right. Why would he pick me when there are so many pretty girls where he lives that are his age.. he deserves a pretty smart straight haired blond… and I’m a curly hair freak . I’m such a loser for thinking he cared. I’m such an idiot thinking me really thinks about me. I know he likes me but never in that way. Idk what else to say.. but all I know is that I need to let him go. I need to let him be free and not constantly bugging him. Although I feel a slight pain, it’s worth it. I really do like him… that’s why I’m distancing myself. I care to much about him to let him know he like him for years and years. And even if he does pick me, we are too far apart to make anything work. I should have never went on that Alabama trip.
espero que tudo melhore para você! sei q é clichê mas se ele for a sua pessoa e se ele for realmente bom pra vc tudo vai acontecer da maneira que deve acontecer! e quanto as garotas, amor, beleza é relativa, você deve ser linda a sua maneira (confesso que não peguei se vc é menina ou menino, mas isso pouco importa) vc merece ser vista com bons olhos pq vc é boa sim!
Will i be welcomed here if i said that I'm gay and i have crush on guy i met him in a summer camp? And i think he likes me It's okay if someone tell me that i should die because I'm gay In both ways I hate my self ( sorry for my English )
No, please stay!!! Being Gay doesn't make you a bad person!!! I love you please stay. Jesus loves you and will help you with anything and everything. If you ever feel alone you can pray to God and he will comfort you...I PROMISE. Please stay, there are so many beautiful things in this world and you are one of them. You SLAY, PERIODT💅
I've got a crush on someone i don't even know his name.. all i know is that he works in a cafe.. so i started to go there ..every sunday .. and i don't know what to do.. all i think about is him and his eyes.. 🥺❤ any advice plss 🥺❤❤ I'm not the type of a girl that tells a man that i like him .. I'm shyy .. 😂😂 so what can i do?
25 year marriage over. 3 years after I don't know if I'm content or just used to being alone. If I'm being honest it's neither. It's just one day at a time year after year.
About the same situation. Had to try and make friends with solitude. Working OK so far, I suppose, but not easy-breezy. Feel free to reach out, if you need.
Baby mama that I broke up with 2 years ago I’m still emotionally attached to recently started seeing a new dude and just treats me like a bank now, no cordial relationship, no friendship, no laughs, no love, it’s like all that unconditional love she said she had for me just went out the window in an instant. Switched up the second she could. Just needed to vent
''We had an interesting discussion in our class about the difference between longing and missing someone. It was a topic that made me think deeply about my own emotions towards you. We concluded that longing is reserved for those we know will never return, those who are impossible to have back in our lives. Missing someone, on the other hand, leaves room for the possibility of a reunion. While reconnecting may not be guaranteed, the possibility is there. As I heard my classmates express their opinions, it dawned on me that I don’t simply miss you; I long for you. I long for you because deep down, I know that our paths may never cross again. The thought of never seeing you, never hearing your voice, fills me with a sense of longing that is hard to put into words. The realization hit me like a wave, washing over me with a blend of sadness and acceptance. But amidst this longing, there’s still a little bit of hope inside me. It’s like a small light that makes me wonder if maybe our paths will cross again someday. And so, I hold onto that hope, letting it guide me through the bittersweet ache of longing for someone who may never return'' -Haven Diaries
Acabei de me inscrever no canal. 59:06 _Je te laisserai des mos_ - Patrick Watson. Escuto várias vezes todas as músicas, mas essa é minha preferida. Por favor, não apague!
This playlist is very amazing, so aesthetic and calm🤍 I love this🫶🏻 Looking through the comments brought tears to my eyes. I prayed that everyone who’s been suffering and going through not just a heartbreak but other problems, you’ll find peace. Your pain will soon be over. You’ll once smile again and be happy. Be safe beautiful souls❤️
There was a boy who joined classes in the last year of school. He was different from the first day. He was from a backward area but had a unique mind. Would always ask questions even if teachers and students made fun of him. And ironically those exact same questions would pop in my head too but I never dared to ask in fear of being laughed at. Whenever he asked a question, the girls next to me would say "here he goes again" in annoyance while I would get kind of excited. In our school it isn't common for boys and girls to talk, so I always wished to have a company like him in college; curious, brave, confident, eager to live and experiment. On the last day before winter holidays, I skipped school. A few days after the holidays my friend suddenly remembers something and says she has to tell me this 'big' news. She tells me it's about that boy. I for a minute am stunned, thinking of hundred different things. 'Did he somehow find out that I admire him?' 'But I was never too obvious?' But the next thing she tells me is that he asked that why did *my name* didn't come today? She was stunned by the fact that he went out of his way to ask her something (when it's not kind of allowed) so she didn't answer. He asks again and she says "what?!?" on which he runs away. After that there were several incidents of him trying to approach me. They were all kind of subtle, and I'm still not sure what his true intentions were. The school year ended and he went to a different school to study for entry test, I remember he came in my class to talk to teacher the last day. And I remember making eye contact. It's been about 3 months since then. I do like him. But it's complicated. I wonder if it's the very first page or where the storyline ends. Life has yet to happen to both of us, and I wonder what type of people we will become after that. Even if nothing really happens, I do wish to meet him someday in future. Just to see the type of man he has become. I have high hopes regarding him. Let's see if he is able to fulfil them or not
