can i get a version without the "duke this go hard" at the begging? if i have to pay for it i can but im just wondering cause i just made a song with it.
i’m standing on it, lungs hurt when i exhale, try to clear my mind but i wake up in hell, ain’t no proper way to say it i just ain’t been myself, wanna pray but i don’t know what to believe in, cuz i been.. just tryna… dead and gone why i feel like i ain’t been living, you solidify your fate don’t get caught up in the system, if you don’t know my reasons don’t judge my decisions, i put you in the frame, and then i took the picture, it’s all in my mind i be telling you bout these visions,
growing up we agree to disagree mama said my head hard hit the curb at 17, tryna find the words but, my body feeling weird can’t listen to my damn heart, head in the past guess my feelings had a head start,
Tow on a road long trips how you think a pole with grow Make me beast in side when u cant be silent u just be on a roll Led in a city thats where the poison goes We med from weed picked in
I got niggas in the sky who I do it for , only reason he alive chuz the nigga ran , I try talk to my bro who is dead n gone , then I get the trippin chuz I really can’t , dam I miss my niggas. In the sky , it get deeper then a bitch niggas lied , I ain’t trying do the bit if you gon lie,
The old me dead n gone n I can't get em back In search of peace but Its a warzone like iraq My lil brotha lost his life now I can't never lack Yo closest dawg gon hurt u most n that's just a fact Back to back double cups it's just purp and act Whole 8th in ah wood I'm only smokin fat My heart ain't broke yet but omm this shii cracked So when i get into my mode I'm turnt up to the max The suckaz want me dead but rlly my heart been gone Mama know im in the hood kuz I aint been home I swear I'm two feet in this bitch im really ten toes N I aint stopping til my brotherz sliding benzoes Been cold but as of lately I been froze now Left me in the mud they hate that im a roze now But I been showing thorns since the day they knocked my bro down I guarantee I slid about that shii n kicked sum doez down My brotha mad Max he always keep a pole round My mama trippin said she want me put the pole down But I been sliding every time I beat the road down Kuz I got brothaz dead n gone I need to hold down U dead n gone but I said this shit go past death I hope the same shii go for me I take my last breath Been pouring up wit no regards for no bad health N tryna smoke to ease the pain but that shii don't help But when I'm dead I won't be gone just keep me in yo heart N throw a wood inside my casket just so I can spark Keep me closer for that day when niggaz fade away When g oh d call me home just dont feel no pain I hope u show me love B4 they take me off this earth I miss my niggaz I grew up wit ever since the dirt I can't believe lil brotha gone they put em on a shirt I'll pop a nigga like a perc until they feel my hurt The way these demons tryna get me swear this shit ain't righteous I been tryna pray to God like why I'm living like this I used to have a heart of gold I touch yo heart I'm Midas Lately I been black hearted Got me feeling lifeless I wish I could erase my pain but this shit permanent But I got blood up on my hands do I deserve dis shit I guess I just like to swim the way I'll burn a bridge But i was born into the deep n that's just how it is My brother gone I start to question why I'm really livin I hope lil bro never notice I done reached my limit I hope lil sis never see me gone up off these jiggaz I just want my brother back I swear I miss my niggaz U dead n gone but I said this shit go past death I hope the same shii go for me I take my last breath Been pouring up wit no regards for no bad health N tryna smoke to ease the pain but that shii don't help But when I'm dead I won't be gone just keep me in yo heart N throw a wood inside my casket just so I can spark Keep me closer for that day when niggaz fade away When g oh d call me home just dont feel no pain I swear I really get to trippin when I break down I'll prolly slide n do a demo wit sum kay rounds Niggaz I grew up wit since a pup been acting fake now I get to reminiscing we was playing in the mud
I keep my chin held high plus Eyes peeled back I got my head to the sky I steady pray for protection.n If he knew he wouldn't try I don't mind teaching niggas lessons I was going thru the motion look at me it was blessin
