I have the hope that one day I will overcome depression and make my parents not spend so much money on psychologists and medicine, or that I will put an end to my own suffering, please ..... I only need tô get out of this
You will get through this, man. That money is for your own well being and you should know that it is not wasted, you matter and you can make it through.
I stopped with the pills when i needed to feel the most and not numb it like the pills had My mother had just died and getting of those pills was what made me see the wider picture and how beautiful it is to be born into a world where your mother loves you no matter what❤❤❤ it truly is the little things.
We're not kids anymore... We got our own lives.. maybe soon a wife.. maybe changed the job again.. We got broken, we got happy, we got sad, we got excited. This is life unfortunately, and I hope all of us will be trully happy someday. Head up soldiers, good times coming our way. Much love
There will be a moment when your name is spoken for the very last time. The last thought of you, made. All your memories, and memories of, lost. No one to remember us as years multiply to millions, stars dying, consuming the earth into darkness again. The empty place we always were before birth, we return.
Es como mirar las estrellas, que todas te parezcan brillantes y una vez que pienses en una estrella fugaz ya no puedas interesarte por otra estrella. Algo así me pasó con Ella, ni siquiera creo que pueda haber alguien como Ella Me llaman asexual solo porque no me interesa ninguna persona y es solo porque no son como Ella. Ella sería mi persona favorita, no sé si Ella es linda o fea, no sé si tiene voz aguda o grave, suave o ronca, no sé si es alta o baja no sé si tiene grandes muslos o pechos o gran culo o lindas pestañas o cejas grandes o pelo corto o pelo largo.. Y creo que me da igual. Solo sé que Ella es una persona desordenada, que se distrae mucho pensando en cosas trascendentales, que todo de ella es versátil, puede ponerse boba y también hablar de temas profundos, que se acopla fácilmente a un grupo tranquilo y también a uno fiestero, a un grupo de raritos y a uno de pasotas. lo sé porque Ella es muy indecisa y sobre todo es muy empatica. Yo le amo. Porque Ella es indiferente al mundo, Ella es indiferente al tiempo, a la muerte y al presente. Porque Ella no sabe lo que quiere, no da todo por obvio y tampoco ve la razón para cambiarlo, que conoce el sinsentido de la vida y aún así nunca habla de lo que piensa a la gente. Bueno, en verdad no lo hace porque Ella espera a alguna persona interesada para hablar de ello, alguien que viva en su mundo. Ojalá ser esa persona. Quisiera estar con Ella Ella es como yo Con cualquier otra estrella no sería lo mismo. Quisiera invitarla a simplemente estar en una habitación, contar cómo nos fue y profundizar el tema, enseñarnos las cosas a las que nos estamos dedicando, si no hablamos de nada más, trabajaremos juntos en nuestras tareas así nos desempanamos entre los dos, si acabamos alomejor vemos alguna peli y cuando no nos apetezca hacer nada nos tumbaremos juntos, abrazarnos, hacer lo que nos apetezca entre nosotros o dormir. Quisiera estar con Ella, Ella es como yo y con cualquier otra estrella no sería lo mismo. Quisiera que fuéramos indiferentes al mundo juntos, quisiera quedar para contar nuestras cosas, sabiendo que algún día dejaremos de hacerlo, quisiera que fuéramos indiferentes al tiempo juntos, indiferentes a la muerte, indiferentes al presente, mirarnos a la cara en clase durante un buen rato para pasar el tiempo, sin ninguna expresión concreta, solo ojos contemplando un paisaje. No sé si tiene ojos azules, no sé si es rubia o castaña, si tiene manos finas o gruesas, si es blanca o negra, si le gusta el azul o el verde, no sé si prefiere ciencias o letras, no lo sé. Solo sé que le amo Sé que necesito estar con Ella Porque ella es como yo Y sé que con cualquier otra estrella no sería lo mismo.
A confusão e o pior sentimento, n sei se devo continuar ou desistir, isso está sendo horrível, deitar e não saber se está tudo como tenque ser ou se é apenas o início de mais uma decepção, não sei oque devo fazer, mas não quero desistir, tudo está tão confuso, meus pensamentos me destroem, meu interior se corrói a cada segundo, mas ao mesmo tempo com esse sentimento eu me salvo, me faz bem mas me faz mal.
“You can only listen to this song if you can relate to it.” Cut the fucking bullshit fucking sluts! I’ll listen to what I’d like!” -Donald Trump 2016 Press Interview quo
i just want to rewind it all man. all my choices in life led me here alone in my college bedroom with no one to trust. i wish i could end it all to be a happier person again but i could not see the lights of hope for me anymore. been listening to this for straight 6 hours on loop i feel like shit. everything feels surreal and i wish i could stop all of this shit from happening. lingering regrets ain't nowhere to go. fuck all of this bullshit. will i be like this for the next few years? i did not see any future in me. fuck man. lots of assignments i just want to sleep. but i can't. fuck man let me rest a bit. thinking bout deleting my existence a few times in my goddamn life. but still holding on just to be depressed and not functional to my family nor society. i'm a let down who masturbates every day at tik tok and my girlfriend noods. i got it all man even though it is not what i wanted. at least i have everything i needed to go on living. but feels empty man. everything is fulfilling, yet empty. i don't know how to get it into words that's the best i could. i feel empty. no friends to trust. everyone want a piece of themselves from everybody. fuckk the choices that i made in life before. thanks for reading strangers. i needed to vent. for me, it is a problem that i need to solve. but for anyone who reading this, this just a speck of dust in the space amongst millions, even billions of dusts in space. fuck everything.
Finally at a point in my life where I realize my childhood is gone. I have spent every waking minute being told “im so wise beyond my years”. “I am mature”. I had to be. Now who is here to pick up the pieces of the woman I had to be. When do I get to be a child? Never. All I am is a cobbled together mess of my traumas. My emotions. Sometimes I feel like I’m losing myself, but I’ve been lost long before now.
too real 😔. whats helped me is trying to focus on something else all the time. never letting myself sit down and just think about it all, keeping myself so busy that i dont even have time to. you will find your purpose in life, no matter how long it takes. that will be your salvation. i wish you the best
Come on hun, don't be discouraged. I know what your going through, Im here now too right where you are. But.. we chose a different path, see some people they get that luxury, most people do. But than there's us. Rather we had to or wanted to some way or another, we abandoned that life. All we can do is make peace with it, because theres no going back, all we can do is make sure that its all worth it
I am 15 and I feel hopeless,helpless I lost everything , I have no one that cares I don't see a point in living I am in constant pain and co fusion I am always overthinking so tell me is there a point in trying
@@XR-anubis-WRsame here dude, it’s always been like that. just find something that’ll make you fulfilled, whether that be success, a purpose, something you’ve always wanted. it makes everything a little better. we’re nothing without that
@@XR-anubis-WRyou’re approaching this from a helpless perspective, find some ambition, something to die for, a reason that gives suffering a virtue, and a purpose.
I just played my last ever game with a group of kids I grew up with, so hard to end it with losing in the state finals. I don’t know how I can even understand what just happened, it’s over. Years and years, and now it’s done. Wow
pov: you release that your childhood is finished and your teenage. now you are a adult with problems and not a funny kid with hapyness. you remember roblox gacha life minecraft halo gta sa and all games, you remember your friends that now are big adults with wife and kids. now you have kids and wife too.
Back up the cul-de-sac Come on, do your worst You quit your job again And your train of thought If you could do it all again A little fairy dust A thousand tiny birds singing If you must, you must Please let me know When you’ve had enough Of the white light Of the dawn chorus If you could do it all again You don't know how much Pronto pronto, moshi mosh Come on, chop chop If you could do it all again Yeah, without a second thought I don't like leaving The door shut I think I missed something But I'm not sure what In the middle of the vortex The wind picked up Shook up the soot From the chimney pot Into spiral patterns Of you, my love You take a little piece Then you break it off It's a bloody racket It’s the dawn chorus If you could do it all again Big deal, so what? Please let me know When you've had enough It's the last chance O.K. Corral If you could do it all again This time with style
Thats okay, one day youll be dead to and the universe will no longer relate to you. Thats okay too, one the universe will be dead and god wont relate to it. And we are all okay.
