J’ai les larmes aux yeux en regardant certains commentaires les gens sont bienveillants parfois et c’est beau, Cet musique je l’ai découvert il n’y a pas si longtemps et elle dégage une telle émotions c’est fou, J’ai 18 ans et je suis marin j’écouterai cet musique quand je prendrais le larges,
Found the love of my life couldn’t be more happy, if everything works out we are going to marry next year currently I’m going to start in my University and meanwhile I’m saving money for my dream car. Never thought that life could change in a good direction that fast. I thank god the almighty for it that he chose this destiny for me Alhamdulillah
I was listening to this song while returing home after i found out my girlfriend cheated on me and stole 900€ from my flat. Hearing this song awakens a strong feeling of sadness and anger. Thanks for this master piece Apex :)
From now I on I have move on to the newer artists/bands/groups like (British side) Aphex Twin, Boards of Canada, Portishead, Oneohtrix Point Never, Massive Attack, Kero Kero Bonito, Radiohead, my bloody valentine, The Smiths, Coil, Brand New Gunship, Burial, Ladytron & others. (American side) Nine Inch Nails, HEALTH, Machine Girl, Chromantics, William Basinski, Converge, Touché Amoré, DJ Shadow, Isis, Stars of the Lid, The Soft Moon, Trap Them, Laurel Halo, Slowdive, Cult of Luna, Death Grips, Sonic Youth, Diiv, Swans, Bowery Electric, 100 gecs, The Dillinger Escape Plan, (Canadian side) Crystal Castles, Alice Glass, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Have a Nice Life, Neon Indian, Red House Painters, Tim Hecker (Australian side) Ben Frost, Sewerslvt. (Finnish side) Heaven Pierce Her. (French side) Deathspell Omega, Alcest. (Japanese side) Akira Yamaoka & Perfume. (Iceland side) Bjork. (Duthc side) The Gathering. My first informative comment.
I remember a blizzard in CO in 2007. I was driving home from work in my dad's truck, the sun was dipping, the wipers going. I had this track playing on a CD I'd burned, and it hit perfectly in that moment. It was just a flash of time in the grand scheme of things, but this song can always pull me back right to it: I can see the purple-gray sky through the frame of snow on the windshield; I can hear the wipers going back and forth; I can feel the heater warming my face even as my feet are cold; but most of all, I can feel myself being happy to go home and have dinner, to watch a show with mom, to hear dad buzzing around in the background doing whatever. Life is very different now, halfway across the country in a place with no snow. Dad passed away in January. Mom seems much older, tired, worn out. I'm still the kid driving home under a blizzard after 8 hours at a not-so-great job. But for 10 minutes tonight, I was happy to be home.
Don't seek for a closure. It already happened and even if you insist to not move on it will eventually be a memory at the end. Let it be a good one. I understand that your crumbling about how things would end up if i did that like that or like this etc. Just stop it. Look at the mirror and see how precious you are to yourself. If you are not feeling that, learn it. Learn how to love yourself as who you are. Because if you love yourself enough you won't feel like you weren't enough in any circumstances. Be kind to yourself. There is someone out there that will accept you no matter how you are and love you until the end without expectations. Maybe you haven't still met them yet. Don't seek out for love, it will find you in the best way possible. Just be ready for the time that it will happen by having realistic goals and a strong mental as possible. Do it for yourself. People come and go. Not everyone is meant to be with you until the end or a longer period of time even if you think they were meant to be. Be respectful about their decision and move on. Don't waste your precious time wondering about what's done. Focus on the future and learn from your past. Read a book and after that read another one. I guess you know what to do after the second book is done as well. If you are not a book guy, get a hobby. There are tons of stuff to do. Be safe out there and never stop learning. Like one of the biggest philosopher in our generation once said; "Believe me, been there, done that.". :)
Imagine a life like these monkeys. No fear from outside judgement to fit in, just unconditional love no matter what. The somber chords striking every last moment you have together with that one special person. Dont ever take it for granted. Do it for people like me who never had that and never will.
When you realize how quick them tables can turn you look at people different. Someone might be on day one or a different chapter than yourself but I hesitate to shame myself or others because you never know the fire in someone else’s heart. Respect your own situation and others you never know who is working on what or where you or any of us can end up with consistency effort and ambition.
She left me today so I came to this video to see what it was about. I had heard of it before but I never went to actually watch it until now. I don’t know what I’m going to, moving on just dosent seem like an option to me since we’d been together for so long. I’m just lost and this video incapsulates how I feel perfectly.
