Verse: I suffered to be close to you Don’t care if you wanted me to Now I’m dead on the inside (x2) Nathalie: Sacred words are hiding loose Red flags throw you all around I suffered if you tried to move I suffered to be close to you (x2)
This song is so special to me. I moved out as soon as I turned 18 to escape a horrible home life and when I felt sad and alone I would play this song. I’m 22 now and just here on my own a thousand miles away from my hometown just living life and becoming a better person. I get lonely sometimes, but I’m okay on my own.
Lyrics i think: Put the shackles on me Cold fantasy I wanna feel small in the wake of your breathing And you disguise it I can fill the void that you practiced in hiding You only show me who you wanna be I can bear the weight that you silence Cause (I'd give it all?) to the mounting violence I know the pain can be blinding But I can fill the void that you're hiding
Found out about this song from Secret Sky way back, today I had "here on my own" vaguely stuck in my head, and I could not remember where it was from, and right as I was complaining online about it the image of this flashes in my mind and I remembered. Such a good song.
