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Hi, I'm trying to make videos to distract myself from the void.
Feel free to enjoy my content, old and new.
Content analysis, creative writing, miscellaneous projects.
Currently trying to upload more video essays on topics that capture my attention.
Suggestions are always welcome :3

No upload schedule because my time management skills are a joke.
Keep tuned for more content... "soon".
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@dustinburkhart8526
@dustinburkhart8526 3 дня назад
Is there people who could help me with this? I want to learn how to find deeper consciousness. Is it just like playing pretend or can you really learn to use it ?
@CrystalAge
@CrystalAge 5 дней назад
I am Monroe Community Guide and have helped many over the last few years. Reach out if You are interested in a “big brother”
@anamariatiradogonzalez
@anamariatiradogonzalez 6 дней назад
Creo la apnea de muchos listos ha dejado descerebrada a la cis
@SusanWhite-x9l
@SusanWhite-x9l 8 дней назад
I liked the video. I woke up this morning and I felt like everything had changed. The usual negative feelings seemed to be missing and I felt somehow elevated, in my mind and body. I normally go the news and social media to worry and lament about bad things I see. But not today, I just happened to see your vid and I paid attention. Thank you very much.
@germanaruberto5840
@germanaruberto5840 10 дней назад
funziona perfettamente e velocemente
@mikhelriley1331
@mikhelriley1331 17 дней назад
If you are an occultist, you will find that the gateway project confirms so much of what we already know. The multiple plains of existence, the Ein Sof or absolute, all is mind, visualization affecting reality etc. Even the energy exercises feel like they are right out of a Golden Dawn course. It all makes sense. All those rituals all work to increase “mental energy” , to increase the vibratory rate of the “astral body” Most advanced occultist and shamans know how to astral project. But they also know how to bring those entities, to our physical plane.
@AriesTeresa-i6n
@AriesTeresa-i6n 20 дней назад
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@zachz1018
@zachz1018 21 день назад
The first time I got to focus 10 ; I was at the nothingness. Well from the void came a GIANT eye ball. Once it saw me it was infront of me in an instant. Then it examined me. It reminded me of when I encounter a large dog that dont know if he bites... He examined me for a few 15 or 20 seconds it was the eye of Ra.. but it certainly wasnt God. Because he had to examine me. When I met God on DMT, he knew it all, i couldnt hide anything from him..... I havent used the gateway process since.. that was 5 years ago. Recently ive been craving another go around with the process or DMT... ......
@TheNicole8787
@TheNicole8787 Месяц назад
Thank you need this
@nichollusschwier4685
@nichollusschwier4685 Месяц назад
Nice thank you. Interesting at play speed × 2
@OutOfWards
@OutOfWards Месяц назад
You've taken one of the biggest releases of the Monroe institute and changed it into a joke. All those images are not necessary, and very distracting. I refer everyone to youtube Robert Monroe tapes instead of this piece of garbage creation.
@TheCourageOfTruth
@TheCourageOfTruth Месяц назад
There is nothing new under the sun. It’s a Taurus inside a black hole. Eternally living the same life over and over. The center you are annihilated then brought back to your birth. Everything you do, you’ve already done. It’s like one big Groundhog Day except the hope of free will which isn’t so. That’s an illusion. When you die. Everything dies but tomorrow everything is born again and no one knows the difference. The foreign energy is primordial. The field is not longitude latitude. It’s more geodesic shaped like a honeycomb. Anywho- that’s about it. Loved your vid. Notice that everything you learn later in life are “known” when you were a child.
@TheCourageOfTruth
@TheCourageOfTruth Месяц назад
You get pooped out as a spark of light. - next you are in a mind body with a fake history. It’s constant and there is no breaking free and it’s bs that it’s a choice. We don’t even know we are going into a container until we are in it. It just sucks too much to accept it. If you Jill yourself, you’ll just end up in another dimension where you survived - etc.
@TheCourageOfTruth
@TheCourageOfTruth Месяц назад
I believe the Taurus and pooping out matter and one consciousness is all. It’s first thing we learn after being pooped out. Thank you!!! 💙
@CaraRamzi
@CaraRamzi Месяц назад
Great video, very enlightening!✨Thank you so much. 🙏🏼💫
@JeraldMYates
@JeraldMYates Месяц назад
3 cheers for the ‘ fractalfield ‘ ! ❤️‍🔥
@DarylOwen-q4i
@DarylOwen-q4i Месяц назад
I believe they are doing this in all Clinical Settings, Telemetry and electronics in the closet are Divinatory Machines and Quantum Computers tracking Quantum Entangled DNA. It's all being surveilled using Metaphysical Parapsychology A.I. Supercomputers.
@PolarBearMan33
@PolarBearMan33 Месяц назад
Awesomeness! Thank you for sharing!
@kingof206
@kingof206 Месяц назад
I remember trying to the “rope” method one time when I was on vacation & I had to sleep in a bed with someone else since there weren’t enough beds for all my family. From what I can remember, be patient, and concentrate really hard on astral projecting and repeating the mantras of “it’s nice being outside my body” etc. I remember getting to the vibration stage & I could feel my energy field vibrating & I was about to leave my body but my family member who was right next to me in bed nudged me with their shoulder as to say “stop bumping into me”, then I woke up. I realized my family member felt my energy vibrating & confirmed to me astral projection is real.
@TheOceanLoader
@TheOceanLoader Месяц назад
Guten tag! Deine channel ist sehr gut. I hope I got it right that you are German? Anyway I love your explanations. Very good.
@TheOceanLoader
@TheOceanLoader Месяц назад
I am a natural skeptic, so it was not until I encountered entities whilst astral projecting that I realised one thing: we are all on our own journeys and very little in the spiritual world is objective and so is at loggerheads with science. Experience can never be empirical, so what only matters is the journey, and spiritual health requires that we have the motivation to undertake the journey. I pray you have the bravery to start the adventure. Fear is often the most limiting factor.
@joymarcruz4417
@joymarcruz4417 Месяц назад
I'm a pretty big skeptic as well, but I've been researching this stuff for a couple days now and am excited to try. How would you recommend one start?
@TheOceanLoader
@TheOceanLoader Месяц назад
​@@joymarcruz4417 It definitely works but it's super hard for someone like me to stay the path. I have ADHD and Asperger's without any medication these days, and I find I either fall asleep, or cannot keep listening. If you search on RU-vid for people who have tried it, you will hear some incredible stories about how people have been able to trigger some synchronicities almost at will. They have been able to manifest outcomes from life that are inexplicable. It's like you start to realise that we possibly are living in a matrix. First thing I saw was after a week of the tapes, was astral entities, supernatural or paranormal spirits (although I hear them more so seems I developed clairaudience more than clairvoyance). The key is to be open minded. It's crazy because 20 years ago, I was the sort of person who laughed at the idea of these things existing. It was like people were buying into shared delusions and mass hallucinations. I graduated with a Bachelors in Science, and I had zero experience of anything mystical, hermetic, etc. I've had so many things manifest. You have to do some things to introduce the possibility (although it's kind of like you are showing the universe and our creator - aka "the Absolute" or "source" - that you deserve the outcome. You must be worthy of success to get it. This kind of thing explains everything from religion and its figures, to aliens, to modern quantum physics. I also noticed that I was just receiving an endless stream of information from around me. Instead of it just being random noise, it was a clear, articulate explanation about the nature of reality. I've seen things that if I was to tell the wrong person, I would almost certainly be sectioned. People like being ignorant of anything that is bigger than their lives. They like to believe that they are good, and few like to challenge their core beliefs. It's amazing that you have the intuition to seek this knowledge out. I pray you persevere. Good luck!
@UncreativePF
@UncreativePF 25 дней назад
What are your thoughts on these "beings"? Nobody ever really brings this up, which I find kind of dishonest that there is so much promotion of doing this as if the main mentions of them aren't to be avoided. Even if these tapes are true, I can not find myself to support or even look into them without addressing how these could be a potential danger to someone.
@SusanWhite-x9l
@SusanWhite-x9l 8 дней назад
​@@UncreativePFI saw some very vivid interdimensional beings as a young child. My sister was with me, she saw them too and she described them with the same horrific detail. So, I believe in this stuff. Just like Edgar Casey used to describe encountering frightening entities when he traveled (routinely) out of body.
@maryjones5710
@maryjones5710 2 месяца назад
I want the science, when the conversation is peppered with kundalini and Indian words, confusion set's in. This is a very messy presentation, the ideas do not flow.
@ToolmantheDruid-p3o
@ToolmantheDruid-p3o 2 месяца назад
💙✝️❤️
@swelihlekwanele4953
@swelihlekwanele4953 2 месяца назад
I've been here before
@CZsWorld
@CZsWorld 2 месяца назад
I would pay to go to a dream pool in real life.
@tylerkepple640
@tylerkepple640 2 месяца назад
Maybe everyone just has it backwards. Maybe its not out of body, but inner mind. If the reality you observe, is only created by you observing it, then reality outside of you really is just within your perception, and your perception originates from within. So really, out of body, is actually just inner mind :)
@bigred8438
@bigred8438 2 месяца назад
But what is the point of existence? That is really the only explanation of reality l am interested in at present time.
@celestialfrog8783
@celestialfrog8783 2 месяца назад
I actually designed a set for a hypothetical prospective adaptation of Piranesi as a stageplay, and I drew on a lot of inspiration from Jared Pike's dream pools!! I'm glad I'm not the only one that made that connection
@Nightshade_goblin
@Nightshade_goblin 2 месяца назад
@@celestialfrog8783 You may be happy to know Piranesi is getting a stop-motion adaptation by the studio that did Caroline
@TheJudge287
@TheJudge287 2 месяца назад
Spamtopia. That’s it, that’s the summary.
@squishyushi
@squishyushi 2 месяца назад
I’m just starting my journey on the gateway experience, I’ve had several profound experiences already listening to the tapes and I’ve actually found it somewhat annoying to do the exercises instead of having free play to explore these new states of being, but I figure I should finish the exercises at least and then I’ll feel comfortable going in the deep end 😂
@BlekSnek
@BlekSnek 2 месяца назад
Yo mr shade, hope ur doing good out there 🙏
@Helene_experience
@Helene_experience 2 месяца назад
Coming back to that video after a year of practicing the Gateway Process, the fractal images at the beginning perfectly illustrate what I've discovered. It has profoundly changed my perception of life. After eight months of listening to the tapes, I began to "predict" events in real time and interact with geometric shapes by focusing between my eyebrows, a technique I used during meditations in complete darkness. For over a month, while connecting to that space, I lost my sense of self and entered the void. I heard voices, connected with lost family members, saw lights, and traveled at high speed through galaxies. When I asked consciousness what it was, it showed me fractals pulsing and constantly moving. I lost my sense of body, time, and space. Observing people going about their normal lives on the streets was shocking for several days; I believe this experience induced a sort of "ego death." Since then, I have connected daily with higher consciousness and asked my higher self for guidance. Every day, synchronicities and answers to my questions would appear. This experience has confirmed to me that the more you know, the more you understand that you don't know, and perhaps will never fully know.
@vardaanarora9883
@vardaanarora9883 2 месяца назад
Bro has tried so hard to not use the words hindu or indian. Proceeds to appropriate everything about hinduism as everything but hinduism. Probably googled synonyms for hindu and indian.
@SOLIDSNAKE.
@SOLIDSNAKE. 2 месяца назад
26:33 😂
@SOLIDSNAKE.
@SOLIDSNAKE. 2 месяца назад
31:18 yoooo! I'm having too many synchronization
@paulciampo2104
@paulciampo2104 3 месяца назад
How has your last 12 months been, stranger?
@Nightshade_goblin
@Nightshade_goblin 3 месяца назад
Still here, just stuck in survival mode rn. New content is coming, but I'd rather not make any promises/deadlines
@paulciampo2104
@paulciampo2104 3 месяца назад
@@Nightshade_goblin Life is unreasonable sometimes... I hope you can get back to a comfortable normal. Also, sorry to hear about the files you've lost.
@niklaus3705
@niklaus3705 3 месяца назад
37:48 if you've ever been on Astral plane, or have studied occultism there's nothing sus about it. There are plenty of non-organic entities.
@lacysmith6269
@lacysmith6269 3 месяца назад
👁 👁
@smcc77
@smcc77 3 месяца назад
Can this be used to manifest things
@EphesiansArmor1
@EphesiansArmor1 3 месяца назад
Ty for your video 🙏 Pg 25 ( 2+5 ) = 7 7 is a Holy number # pg 25 discusses Christian Trinity
@Probabalisticplane
@Probabalisticplane 3 месяца назад
Having done this process for the past 6 months or so, I can attest to how beneficial it has been for me. For starters, something like FOCUS 15 and then 21 takes time to get used to and access, I personally did it on my first shot and uh....saw stuff...talked to "Ideaforms" etc. Secondly, this process, I feel deeply can help people solve personal issues and reprocess trauma, it can also help people feel and fully accept our eventual return "home." after this life. I am synesestic and can "see sound" and often, whenever I do FOCUS 12, I start to see a purple miasma of sorts and vivid flashes of white and blue. This energy form sort of "fuses" with my "energy body" (which you just feel) in Focus 15, FOCUS 21 feels like you're almost entirely asleep. You tend to see the overarching flow of higher dimensional spaces, granted it's hard to fully conceptualize. I went to "The end of time" i.e the extremely far future, a place where time has no meaning anymore. Certain areas of visualization in FOCUS 21 actually made me feel sick to my stomach from this perception. I eventually met four beings or perhaps meta conceptual beings that sat within this space, they explained to me the nature of their role and our (mankinds) eventual taking of their place. I want to emphasize this: I was and still consider myself agnostic, I went into this process with intense skepticism, ultimately it was my perceptions and what i saw that changed my mind, a former strong atheist.
@nilzor
@nilzor 3 месяца назад
you have as usual misunderstood the double slit experiment and Schrödinger's cat. Schrödinger's cat is a thought experiment presented to demonstrate flaws in the theory of quantum mechanics when applied to the macroscopic level, Schrödinger's paradoxical illustration of quantum states, he himself labeled as silly.
@5dgarvalden
@5dgarvalden 3 месяца назад
GOLDEN RATIO? IS THAT AN EDGAR VALDEN S-TIER GOLDEN RATIO COSTUME REFERENCE FROM THE HIT GAME IDENTITY V??!! jk I lobe this video
@gioelevonharburn6165
@gioelevonharburn6165 3 месяца назад
hi could you tell me what the audio tracks are called at 20.37 and 21.51?? thanks
@Garycooperthestrongsilenttype
@Garycooperthestrongsilenttype 4 месяца назад
It’s demonic
@СофияШедикова
@СофияШедикова 4 месяца назад
thank you very much for adding liks to the video! I'm writing an article about aestheticization of everyday life and pinterest aesthetics for the university right now. thanks to you, I discovered that there's a whole wiki site dedicated to aesthetics. it will be very useful!
@alexwethington7764
@alexwethington7764 4 месяца назад
Song? 2:37 please!
@vanii28msp21
@vanii28msp21 4 месяца назад
Wie cool dass sich jemand aus Deutschland damit beschäftigt! Sieht man nicht oft 🫶🏻
@onurturhal6814
@onurturhal6814 4 месяца назад
damn good video
@Mooxieclang
@Mooxieclang 4 месяца назад
It sounds like actually going to Tel'aran'rhiod
@SapphireLibra3
@SapphireLibra3 4 месяца назад
Real experience: I finished the Gateway Process, and at first was not sure what to do with myself. I began doing research into reality afterward. I became friends with Higher Dimensional Beings. In the end, I met Morgan le Fey, and she unlocked my magick circuits. Since then, I've begun walking the path of Witchcraft.