You're a really attractive woman, bet you get that a lot but I just wanted to let you know once more. Happy for you on your journey through life. I came across you by your story. Wish you the best ! :)
What you’re describing with your experience after transitioning sounds like you gave yourself gender dysphoria as a cis-person. I am a trans person and your description is almost exactly what it feels like.
It is weird to me though, that your voice bothers anyone, because I've known females who never tried to transition who have voices just as deep.not super common, but it is a thing. Maybe because trans stuff is more of a known and noticed thing in society now, idk.
I have a lot of trauma and stuff, and T leveled out my emotions and made all that shit just kind of not matter. Like i became %1000 less emotional on it.i get that feel about it dulling things.but i found a somewhat similar thing when i had an eating disorder, i just had less emotion, and i liked that.but then, when i did have emotions while on T i got embarrassed and would rather drink whiskey in my room alone than talk to a friend or whatever.
Oh I'm having the same hair problem. It's so thinned now, and every day I'm having fistfulls of hair coming out. I've been off T for a month and a half, and I just have to deal with this for now. I think you look great regardless! But personally, I am also looking into wigs as I detransition.my hair is just falling out like crazy.
Have you ever thought about reaching out to Exulansic about your voice? She's a speech pathologist and also a detransitioner. She has offered to help anyone who has transitioned and decided to detransition help with their voice.
I'm thinking Jazz will be “dilating”mom, 🔫. NO I don't think he should, I’m just saying society will give him a well deserved pass AKA “not guilty” verdict.
The big question, are you still a Liberal? Will you be voting Republican now, I sure hope so. For those who don't know any better. Of course the left pushes people and doctors and the right looks at it like,. “This may seem like a good idea, but you will probably be suing your doctor.”
The big question, are you still a Liberal? Will you be voting Republican now, I sure hope so. For those who somehow missed it the left pushes (and pushes and pushes) people and doctors to make these life changing decisions. and the right looks at it like,. “This may seem like a good idea, but you will probably be suing your doctor.”
Just going, “on the record,” Id really like to see you do porn. Just regular straight but preferably some solo action. You would do well, you’re obviously fun and adventurous.
Just going, “on the record,” Id really like to see you do porn. Just regular straight but preferably some solo action. You would do well, you’re obviously fun and adventurous.
I was watching your detrans video, where you have the black wig etc. Good move, you are such a pretty girl, thank god for you get “top,” surgery. You have a big’ish chest that you obviously don't cover up, sexy girl. The voice, hair gives you a cool androgynous look, total girlie girl all the way though. I want you (straight, male, 47, pilot), I love your chill demeanor, smart to, high IQ is very sexy, it makes me feel “closer.”
I was watching your detrans video, where you have the black wig etc. Good move, you are such a pretty girl, thank god for you get “top,” surgery. You have a big’ish chest that you obviously don't cover up, sexy girl. The voice, hair gives you a cool androgynous look, total girlie girl all the way though. I want you (straight, male, 47, pilot), I love your chill demeanor, smart to, high IQ is very sexy, it makes me feel “closer.”
Pretty girl. Big secy clit now I'm sure, she's I'm a straight guy, Id date her in a second. She isn't anymore of guy than she's ever been, I get virtually no masculine vibe from her… again because she isn't. Point is, guys don't not date these girls, remind them how feminine theyare. 🔥
I have never been a trans person but what I would say to any child who feels they might be “in the wrong body” who think they might be happier transitioning is to wait until you are 21 when you can make a more rational decision.
So this is like obviously a really late response but there is a ai voice changer you could do to make yourself sound like how you did back then. Do you happen to have any recordings of your voice from before you took hrt? If you did and if they were of a good enough quality you could take those recordings of how your voice was before and train a ai voice model of your voice from before. Then using the program you could change your voice in real time to that of the old voice. I know it doesn't actually fix anything in real life. But..at least digitally you could have your old voice again.. And if you don't have any recordings instead you could just get a female voice model instead and use that. I've met many people who use that program and many guys with deep voices still find voice models that work with their voice. Your voice isn't even as deep as those guys and you definitely obviously have the cadence down still so female voice models should most defs work for you! I know it doesn't like..make things corrected and fixed but I do hope it does bring you some happiness again or at the very least relief.
if you want your voice can be "fixed" the "easy" and cheap one would be voice training and tho other would be operations. You also look stimming and you remind me of my little sister she has the same face as you so i can say you look beautiful and i hope that you can find you way .
watching this video i relate so much to you and your experience. you actually summed it up exactly how i feel right now. i am starting my detransitioning process this year and i'm keeping a really open mind. but like you said, this has given me a perspective i never thought i would have otherwise. i'm 3.5 years in to taking testosterone though, and only 2 months off of it so... yeah. i've started to tell close friends about it, and starting to embrace my feminine side again. and it feels overwhelmingly euphoric to be able to do that. it feels like i was so heavy and bearing so much weight for no real reason, and finally able to let go of it and breathe again.
Your story is very interesting, but you really think that when you “pass” the people not know about you being trans? I can tel almost all the time but we are “kind” and don’t misgender people. Also I fear of being canceled 😅
This is one of my biggest insecurities from testosterone as well, and one of the reasons (shallow as it may seem to some) that I've decided to detransition. It wasn't so bad at first and my hair was always on the thinner side, but I think after I got my hysterectomy and didn't have naturally-produced estrogen from my ovaries as "backup", it felt like it got a lot worse. I recently started shaving my head because I was just getting bummed out anytime I looked in the mirror and saw right through the hair on the crown of my head to my scalp. I ordered a couple wigs online to hopefully help me feel a bit better while I wait to see how much comes back from changing my prescription to estrogen. Your videos are currently giving me a lot of hope, so if you read this comment on a three and a half year old video (lol): thank you so much for sharing your experiences. You're beautiful inside and out, regardless of what your hair looks like.
