One day, when we've all experienced the solar death of the universe, it will finally make sense. All the pain and torment will melt away with our atoms until all that is left is clairvoyance. Rebirth holds the truth. Redemption is achievable. Reunion is possible. But returning? Returning to what exactly? You will never have that first experience again. You will never change what has been done. You will never be your old self ever again. Every second is further distance you walk from that side of you. That version of you. You can choose to burn it down, learn from it, or yearn for it's simplicity. All you can do, however, is move forward.