Look at me, I feel homesick Want my dog in the door And the light in the kitchen From the fridge on the floor And the faint overhearing Of my mom on the phone Through the walls of my bedroom Things that I shouldn't know Think the bus might be broken 'Cause the shocks never work We're collectively hopin' That the drive will be short People twenty-four seven It's the best and a curse All they do is remind me That I'm still introverted I'm so high, but can't look down Left my past life on the ground Think I'm more alive, somehow I feel like myself right now Pretty far from the ocean Never thought that would hurt Every lake here is frozen Which is makin' it worse This is somebody's hometown Never been here before, mm Writing down every street sign Missed the spelling, I'm sure And I ended a friendship On the day that I left And though I really meant it It still makes me upset Am I losin' my family Every minute I'm gone? What if my little brother Thinks my leaving was wrong? Oh Oh, I'm so high, but can't look down Left my past life on the ground Think I'm more alive, somehow I feel like myself right now I'm so tired, but can't sit down What if this is it for now? Think I'm more alive, somehow I feel like myself right now I feel like myself right now I feel like myself right now I feel like myself right now Mm-mm-mm, mm-mm, mm
Some days, things just take way too much of my energy I look up and the whole room's spinning You take my cares away I can so overcomplicate, people tell me to medicate Feel my blood runnin', swear the sky's fallin' How do I know if this shit's fabricated? Time goes by and I can't control my mind Don't know what else to try, but you tell me every time Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, keep on breathin' Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, keep on breathin' Sometimes it's hard to find, find my way up into the clouds Tune it out, they can be so loud You remind me of a time when things weren't so complicated All I need is to see your face Feel my blood runnin', swear the sky's fallin' How do I know if this shit's fabricated, oh? Time goes by and I can't control my mind Don't know what else to try, but you tell me every time Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, I keep on breathin' Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, I keep on breathin', mmm, yeah My, my air My, my air My, my air, my air My, my air My, my air My, my air, yeah Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, I keep on breathin' Just keep breathin' and breathin' and breathin' and breathin' And oh, I gotta keep, I keep on breathin', mmm, yeah Feel my blood runnin', swear the sky's fallin' I keep on breathin' Time goes by and I can't control my mind I keep on breathin', mmm, yeah
I can't move on, baby doll Waitin' on calls, flippin' through stations I'm outclassed and it's outrageous And I'll take it all, baby doll Whatever's been weighin' you down Find me on Miami concrete Lookin' for somebody different 'Cause my daddy was a pimp My mama had her issues but I miss her anyway Oh, baby doll Please don't call me for the wrong reasons We both know exactly what I'm thinkin' Weeks pass and I never grow tired 'Cause I never said never and I barely ever lie I'm on the road to an original place in outer space I didn't make it up But you can't find it on a phone or a globe And I can take you with me if you really wanna go Oh, baby doll, I can't move on And I can't move on, baby doll Waitin' on calls, flippin' through stations I'm outclassed and it's outrageous And I'll take it all, baby doll Whatever's been weighin' you down
