1:45 When my bsf started saying she might start identifying as a man ( I support her but I will miss my gal- also she doesn’t identify as a male yet so that’s why I’m using she/her)
Verse 1) I have a friend who sits at the corner lots Selling pills to girls when they cross the block I told him he should quit that sketchy scene He said nothing compares to the fever dream It's what i do I wait for youu (Verse 2) I know a girl who stays still on a Sunday night Because her boy hits hard on the morning light He told her "everything ends when you reach that thrill" He told her "nothing exists past the window sill" Its nothing new I wait for youuu I wait for youuu (Verse 3) I want to tell my baby to pretend That every word i say is what i really meant And when i get my head back on alright Then we can be together for another night And we can have those dreams like no one else It's just one more reason to control myself It's just one more reason to control yourself It's just one more reason to control myself Its what i do I wait for youuu I wait for youuu I wait for youuu I wait for youuu I wait for youuu
this makes me think of all the people I've lost.. my classmate in 5th grade a few years ago, my dog a few months ago, my grandfather a year ago...my fathers parents two years ago..
I had an experience in a mental hospital and it was actually very nice some of the nurses would get me and some other kids for some board games and crafts but sometimes I really wanted to go back home it’s hard being there but it really helped me with a lot of mental trama❤
Man the photo is making me cry right now. I missed it when I was not scared to wear anything I missed it when I was still obsessed with toys I missed it when I still believed in Santa and others I wish my cousin didn’t tell me the truth about Disneyland the day I went I miss the days were everyone in the classroom was your friend I miss it when we were just kids with a optimistic mind and all innocent The sadder part is once you turn eight your cells from birth are now gone and are replaced with new ones so you are now technically not you anymore…
“Hold on tight to this time, this place, ‘cause everything you know will be erased You were born inside your head, and this is where you’ll be when you are dead You’re just a boy, you are no man, and nobody you know will understand You’re just a boy, you are no man, and nobody you know will understand”
I love you. I love your hair. I love the way you talk. I love the way you eat. I love your smile. I love your body language. I love how you write. I love the way you cook. I love the way you learn. I love the way you draw. I love your style of clothing. I love your hands. I love your skin. I love your bag. I love your face. I love you personality. I love your friends . I love you for being yourself.
