Another turn, another shift One last kiss from her lips Another dream you're putting down After all this time, it turns out all you found Is one more love out to break your heart Set it up Just to watch it fall apart Another try, another go Never thought you'd feel this low Another dream put to bed After all this time, it turns out all you had Is one more love out to break your heart Set it up Just to watch it fall apart Is one more love out to break your heart Set it up Just to watch it fall apart
I just can’t believe “this old dog” is 7 years old now. Where in the literal hell did the time go? I was in 7th grade when that album dropped, and every time I listen to a song from this album still, it instantly transports me back to the spring/summer of 2017. The end of my 7th grade year heading into my 8th grade one. That was a big time in my early adolescences. It’s like time never moved forward though when I listen to this. I literally feel like its 2017/2018 still when I listen to this. Like I’m expecting to see Lil Pump, Nazi Zombies or Tide Pod memes on my social media when I open them after this. GodDamn, Nostalgia is one hell of a drug. I can’t believe it’s been 7 years already man…So much has stayed the same and so much has changed.
I love this song, it makes me think about a person, or a memory once mine, one that i tried to hold so close, yet was slowly slipping my fingers. The details, the little things i never thought id forget, slowly leaving me. Their picture in my head is different. Their hair is a slighty off color, their delecate hands more rough, his voice sounding different, im forgetting him. I never wanted to forget him, ive never forgiven myself. He used to be everything, he was everything. And now hes gone, into nothing. Only a memory, but now one that looks much furthur than i remeber. My memory fuzzy and his looks different, the gut wrenching feeling of guilt, the vines wrapping around my bones as they trap me, sorrow running through the marrow in my bones, the smile i thought was irriplaceable faltering, and im trapped. Im stuck never getting his hair right in my memory, im stuck listening to the same conversations over and over trying so hard to hold onto somthing, slipping.
It was july. I was sitting with her in a park on a bench, nearby a river. It was like 11 PM and we had such a deep talk. We both love MacDe Marco. We start kissing. After we finished I look on the right and see.. moonlight on the river. This song came to my mind and will remind me of her, always. I miss her.
Thinking about an ex a lot again. It's my fault - i ended things a year ago. Was going through a horribly rough mental patch. Still think about her often...
I hear this song and think of how I let my ego become super inflated that I flew to high to the sun and burned my wings. I had lost everyone I truly loved and endured so much suffering it snapped me back to reality.God had to break my heart to saved my soul humility comes before honor. I thank God for opening my eyes pain is a beautiful lesson.
When you discovered your power to travel multiverse and you realize that your friends are in infinite worlds and you miss them so much want you and hug them all at same time
