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Follow your highest excitement 🐬 Vegains 👽
Bad news
26:29
Месяц назад
Another major awakening
34:35
Месяц назад
My biggest weakness..
41:37
Месяц назад
Addressing my Psychosis
43:05
Месяц назад
Do I think I'm better?
45:20
Месяц назад
I miss having good sex
42:15
Месяц назад
Women just wanna be held tightly
38:32
Месяц назад
Someone really hurt me
33:37
Месяц назад
I want a baby too
33:38
Месяц назад
I hate her
39:41
Месяц назад
Imara cracks my heart open like Aya
44:42
Месяц назад
I’m scared about this..
26:26
Месяц назад
Thank you haters - I need you
44:49
Месяц назад
This will trigger you
39:57
Месяц назад
Emotional breakdown
43:34
Месяц назад
I crave family
42:26
Месяц назад
I miss Brittnee
35:15
Месяц назад
Vegan ally
33:25
Месяц назад
sorry vegans..
49:45
Месяц назад
Jesus Syndrome
37:14
Месяц назад
I ate sausage
33:52
Месяц назад
got ungrounded again..
54:30
Месяц назад
I’m back!
39:24
Месяц назад
I bought a gold chain
40:47
Месяц назад
Brittnee Bond saved my life
45:04
Месяц назад
My ego wants to come back..
38:44
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I’m getting better
26:59
Месяц назад
I need help
43:25
Месяц назад
Комментарии
@tolyaulyanov
@tolyaulyanov 2 дня назад
Garcia Jennifer Harris Matthew Garcia Deborah
@wendybotes1045
@wendybotes1045 7 дней назад
You all have to get together again please ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@GreenSeppel
@GreenSeppel 15 дней назад
Classic <3
@leonhard_rosner
@leonhard_rosner 22 дня назад
💛🙏✨🌞🤝👥👽🫶🫂🌞✨🙏☀️
@leonhard_rosner
@leonhard_rosner 22 дня назад
#LiveRightLiving ☀️ #BloomBabies 🧜‍♂️🧚‍♂️🧞‍♂️
@kateelderson
@kateelderson 26 дней назад
Too many drugs. Look at his videos eight years ago. Where are his friends?
@Der49Ronin
@Der49Ronin 27 дней назад
you use spiritualty as a means of spiritual bypassing
@fearlesslivemore-v3s
@fearlesslivemore-v3s 27 дней назад
Looking forward to.. 👍♥️☮️
@user-kz6gm9ty5u
@user-kz6gm9ty5u Месяц назад
Pink Floyd T Shirt top🎉
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
💓🥰💓
@whoknows7525
@whoknows7525 Месяц назад
Da ist ja wieder fast alles beim alten wie vor dem Aya Trip nur dass du zunehmend unfreundlicher und unsympathischer wirst 🎉
@tostr5231
@tostr5231 Месяц назад
Hey Ferdi ❤ like to know how your kambo experience was. What did it for you? Did you feel better after? Would you do it again?
@Jane_Friday
@Jane_Friday Месяц назад
Salted mixed up raw eggs are tasty. Childhood memories.
@Vanessa-zn5zl
@Vanessa-zn5zl Месяц назад
You improved my English, thanks 🥰
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Yayyy 🥳
@user-kz6gm9ty5u
@user-kz6gm9ty5u Месяц назад
Meins auch 😮
@StephyGrowsWeed
@StephyGrowsWeed Месяц назад
8:23 proper breakfast…. 🤭 Butter, jam and eggs… wer kennt’s 😂
@thatplantfoodguy
@thatplantfoodguy 29 дней назад
Nope that’s animal cruelty
@StephyGrowsWeed
@StephyGrowsWeed 29 дней назад
@@thatplantfoodguy yea, obviously 🤭
@LK-gl5eq
@LK-gl5eq Месяц назад
Whoa whoa whoa you’re sitting around squatting in a developing nation bankrolled by your family, shitting out low value social media content and lying about your real age without so much as a tertiary education after a brief stint in a job where one of the functions is to blow up people and you’re out here judging other’s potential? 😂
@tcoolowski
@tcoolowski Месяц назад
Looking forward to a german podcast again 😄
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
💓🥳💓
@user-kz6gm9ty5u
@user-kz6gm9ty5u Месяц назад
Ich auch 😅
@oana6400
@oana6400 Месяц назад
Just eat some natural human food and all your mental issues will be gone.
@Luisa06509
@Luisa06509 Месяц назад
Are you still crushing on Heather Hoffman?
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
👀
@franziskazt6646
@franziskazt6646 Месяц назад
Wenn deine "Hater", wie du sie nennst, nichtmehr zuschauen, hast du bald gar keine Klicks mehr :)
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Don’t worry - ihr liebt mich zu sehr 😘
@davidleekunkel692
@davidleekunkel692 Месяц назад
Sorry, to hear you are leaving your English site! Hope you find your happiness and peace of mind in life! Maybe try some gay bars! Maybe living in denial! Well, come back again! We will miss you!
@thenewcamelot8873
@thenewcamelot8873 17 дней назад
Disgusting! He's not a bumder!
@thatplantfoodguy
@thatplantfoodguy Месяц назад
Less harming animals with food choices
@thatplantfoodguy
@thatplantfoodguy Месяц назад
10 year vegan activist, takes ayuasca and starts eating eggs again 😂
@StephyGrowsWeed
@StephyGrowsWeed Месяц назад
10:39 …. my son left the room. Enough grounding for him 😂18:44 ja….. lebensmüde 😅
@user-kz6gm9ty5u
@user-kz6gm9ty5u Месяц назад
Tolles t Shirt 🎉 Maiden 🤟
@annydrobet2906
@annydrobet2906 Месяц назад
Clean up your diet from animals!
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Thanks for telling me what to do mami 😇
@annydrobet2906
@annydrobet2906 Месяц назад
@@vegains i will when you stop taking the life from the animals
@thatplantfoodguy
@thatplantfoodguy Месяц назад
Moral of the story, never do ayuasca
@evakafa2284
@evakafa2284 Месяц назад
Please change your name on social Media. You are not VEGAN!!!!!!
@Jane_Friday
@Jane_Friday Месяц назад
Red bean bun and sausages from 7/11 👌
@Erikthedude
@Erikthedude Месяц назад
Shifting! 👽
@davidleekunkel692
@davidleekunkel692 Месяц назад
I just wanted to tell you I have followed you on and off for years. You are one of my favorites! I am surprised that you’re eating so much junk food because you used to have such restricted vegan diet!] when you were in Germany. But that is okay in moderation! I remember you used to travel with another couple and used to work out together at the gym with the guy and every time I watched you were making some different type of meal from vegetables and fruits! And I remember you interviewed Dr Greger, who is a vegan guru! And then the next thing I knew you had an operation on your abdomen! And recently you experimented with new sex experiences! I always thought you were very sexy! Now you are in Thailand and sound like you are freeing your mind from all the stress in your life! and doing more meditation! I hope you know your followers enjoy listening to your podcasts! I wish I was more like you!
@davidleekunkel692
@davidleekunkel692 Месяц назад
Yes you are my Vegan Savage!
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
😍🤗😘
@thatplantfoodguy
@thatplantfoodguy Месяц назад
Imagine interviewing Dr Gregor and then eating eggs and milk and harming innocent animals unnecessarily.
@tostr5231
@tostr5231 Месяц назад
♥️🙏
@Nadine56924
@Nadine56924 Месяц назад
Going Vegan again 😢😢😢
@joshstevenson1612
@joshstevenson1612 Месяц назад
Cool your jets dawg,
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Idk what you’re saying
@joshstevenson1612
@joshstevenson1612 Месяц назад
@@vegains its slang its how us wiggers speak, what i mean is you need to chill out you are stressing us all out. I didnt watch the video but, you are making me feel bad im embarrassed. You are just a human you should be happy about yourself and confident. I dont think you are being very cool right now my dog
@tcoolowski
@tcoolowski Месяц назад
It basically means "calm down" ​@@vegains
@Rom-si
@Rom-si Месяц назад
It's truly sad what you've become. You're just a wreck and neither physically nor mentally healthy anymore. Please do it for yourself and search for help. Wishing you all the best but I'm definitely not going to support or follow any of your current ways of living any longer.
@triiinityart
@triiinityart Месяц назад
Ah nice. Ram Das, our beloved Bhakti Yogi and Psychologist. He is amazing. ❤ I have his Yoga Art Book. Love it. Will send it to you. 🕉️🙏🏼 If your friend David (who recommended the song to you) want it, feel free to give it to him. Meet him on a Jivamukti Yoga event if I remember right. Nice podie again. Thanks and much love to your haters, because even if they spread lower energies they are pushing the RU-vid algorithm by watching your vids❤🎉🕉️ Rise and shine 👽 Love and Light 🧘🏼‍♀️ Shanti Aum 🙏🏼
@nl9665
@nl9665 Месяц назад
Where is the hate though? Scrolling through the comments of his last few videos you can find serious concerns, critique and disappointment. There are no haters.
@triiinityart
@triiinityart Месяц назад
@@nl9665 hello beloved spirit. DidnI wrote hate comments? NOPE! Are you Ferdi and getting his messages or calls so you know? I wrote thanks to haters because of the lower energy they are pushing an algorithm... An algorithm here you are pushing by watching.... Hugs out 🙏🏼🧘🏼‍♀️👽🕉️😘
@Luisa06509
@Luisa06509 Месяц назад
28:38 you’re obviously talking about elizabeth april here.
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Hihi good guess but no 😁 she is more into women I think, has a wifey and a baby and is really happy in that. It’s someone else ✨✨✨
@dawidislive
@dawidislive Месяц назад
Love you
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
🪵🤗🪵
@communit
@communit Месяц назад
I just wanna share a short permission slip to get grounded, as you said in the last podcast you wanna do more breathwork: it's a 5min slow breathwork for heart coherence - I'm doing it mostly before sleep or during the day to get more connection between my body and my head, may it help you as it helped me: ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-XNINqgkZVEU.htmlsi=aYtH3550ueh8L265
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Thank you 🥰 I’ll check it out 🤗
@tostr5231
@tostr5231 Месяц назад
uhh i like that! thanks!
@triiinityart
@triiinityart Месяц назад
Coffee now and a good Ferdi video is a nice combo. ❤ You should call your Podi something like "the diary of an awakening being". Being late with watching because of our little humans on the island ❤ yesterday Koh Phangan kids had a great show. You had loved to see them playing trees, mushrooms, earth and all that! Pure family vibes but on natural ❤ if you are seeking that why not building a community or kind of familiary community project. So it's your own "baby" project? Make meet ups or stuff like that? You could do that ❤ you don't have to seek someone your share your life with... You have this person(s) already within you. Make your dreams come true. See you sooon. 🎉
@Jess-bl8ul
@Jess-bl8ul Месяц назад
vielleicht haben sich Ereignisse überschlagen aber du hast echt von Anfang an super analysiert,... und ich war froh zu hören dass du das weißt -> 09:54 ... und überhaupt denke ich nicht dass das Gesundheitssystem diese "Psychosen" wirklich stemmen kann... Man bekommt ja nicht mal einen Psychiater ohne ewige Wartezeit von Monaten/Jahren... als würde es eine einfache Lösung geben,... du hast dir in dieser schweren Zeit schon wieder viel Gutes getan. Richtig so. Liebe Grüße Jessica
@Daramda
@Daramda Месяц назад
Würdest du das auch so sehen, wenn Ferdi Selbstmord begehen würde, weil seine Psychose ihn dahin geführt hat?
@Jess-bl8ul
@Jess-bl8ul Месяц назад
@@Daramda finds schlimm dass du das so drastisch formulierst...Das solltest Du mit Ferdi selbst besprechen wenn du glaubst er will sich was an tun...nicht mit mir... ich hab mir schon Gedanken gemacht.. ich möchte nicht das ihm was passiert.
@Daramda
@Daramda Месяц назад
@@Jess-bl8ul ich bin irritiert. Was bedeutet drastisch? Es ist eine ganz normale, sachliche Frage. Ein Thema aus unterschiedlichen Blickwinkeln betrachten. Man sollte schon einen klaren Blick auf Dinge werden, das ist nicht drastisch
@Jess-bl8ul
@Jess-bl8ul Месяц назад
@@Daramda mein Bruder hat sich selbst was angetan und von daher ist deine Frage für mich sehr schwierig gewesen. Bitte hab Rücksicht.
@carinaandrea5799
@carinaandrea5799 Месяц назад
Akut bekommt man in der Klinik sofort psychiatrische Hilfe.
@tostr5231
@tostr5231 Месяц назад
❤❤❤ love the meditations and your ohm sounds
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
💓🐈‍⬛💓
@Intrud0r
@Intrud0r Месяц назад
Your biggest weakness is probably, that you fell for a canadian dude that is telling you, that he can talk to an alien. All went downhill from that point and that is not a surprise. If you start to accept such a ridiculous scam you are open and vulnerable to all whacky eso stuff and there is plenty of that on your island - which is a shame because the island itself is beautiful. And now it is time to make your bucket smileys etc. it will not make the truth go away.
@ProductShroomz
@ProductShroomz Месяц назад
I hope you are able to get to a point where you can admit you need help. It’s not looking good for you at the moment. I hope one day you can be back to your true self🩵
@Nephthy666
@Nephthy666 Месяц назад
People on you comments love the word narcissist lol
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
I know 😂
@tcoolowski
@tcoolowski Месяц назад
29:13 I kinda have an idea, so let's see how far I'll be off :D
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
💓👀💓
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
DM me on IG ☺️
@Nico22x11
@Nico22x11 Месяц назад
My biggest weakness is… • I lie to everyone and myself • I tell everyone about the best relationship in the world but have unprotected sex with other women, risking infecting my ‘soulmate’ with anything • I tell everyone I’m in my early to mid-twenties so it doesn’t seem too creepy when I seduce 18- and 19-year-old girls • I constantly make up stories to seem interesting • I run away from all problems and always blame others”
@Nico22x11
@Nico22x11 Месяц назад
My biggest weakness is pretending to be all open and super spiritual, always convincing myself that I’m an alien, even though deep down I know I’m nothing special. I’m lying to everyone else and especially to myself. I’ve ended up betraying my own beliefs because I need clicks. Basically, I’m trying to copy Julian Zietlow’s approach, but it’s barely working. All this just to get from a few hundred to a couple thousand clicks. Soon, I’ll probably say, ‘I don’t feel “more” anymore, so no code and ads,’ even though the truth is, I can’t even make 500€ a month in revenue
@vegains
@vegains Месяц назад
Great job on purging 🤮🤮🤮🪣🪣🪣
@dawidislive
@dawidislive Месяц назад
You must be fun at parties @Nico22x11
@Nico22x11
@Nico22x11 Месяц назад
@@vegains or I’m your mirror ☺️
@lisamia777
@lisamia777 Месяц назад
I watch your content for quite some time now, and it actually is so funny how in sync I am with your stages of development and remembrance and also your challenges. ... I mean, OF COURSE - we came here taking on a BIG mission, knowing each other form different incarnations (and I do remember you very well) but still - as we are actually here on a double mission, we also want to discover our themes as a human on this planet, and it keeps amazing me how our challenges are so very similar, yet so very different, as they appear in such a very different form. Wow ... I am so proud of us, proud of us ALL who took on that mission and came here to actually do the work and "get their hands dirty" - it's a messy place here sometimes 🤣 I love to see you happy and I am routing for you - may all your desires come to fruition very soon. xx ♥❤ PS: To all of you reading this - it is save to remember now, open your hearts ...
@monsterslush
@monsterslush Месяц назад
Be aware of Bentinho Massaro. Research a little about his controversy. Like everyone there is a good part. But his motivations seems to be also a compensation of his ego and trauma. Wich we all do. His is so strong that he you can see it on his fame. Fame out of trauma we see all the time. But fame out of calmness and decission to face all fear? I have't got an quick example. See him aware as a reflection of what you want to heal by yourself.
@nl9665
@nl9665 Месяц назад
Last thing: Please don't do meditations on a scooter.
@nl9665
@nl9665 Месяц назад
Regarding your last relationship: People have now heard both sides of the story and you talking about hate towards the relationship and your ex-partner is very narcisstic, unfortunately.
@nl9665
@nl9665 Месяц назад
Again: Clinics are not there to label and just medicate you. Do your research and find a proper clinic in Germany. There are a few really good ones. You apparently feeling good is part of the problem, this is what a psychosis does.