Rest in Peace Jamed McCaffrey. To anyone who reads this, I suggest watching this old series that he stared in called *VIPER*. A memorial and a relic of the past, you can watch every episode on youtube or on internet archive. James McCaffrey...if it weren't for playing his games...I'd of never quit drinking....this brings a tear to my eye but, it feels like he played a huge part in my life, and I might of ended up like Max if James never gave me this example of how not to live. There's this hotel at the beach, always used to play max payne 1 on a couch there....and upon the news of his death, and that my parents are taking me and a sibling on holiday there...I guess I best replay the game well I'm there....thanks for reading
The past is a gaping hole. You try to run from it, but the more you run, the deeper, more terrible it grows behind you, its edges yawning at your heels. Your only chance is to turn around and face it...
So I thought I'd shut the noise out and keep to myself ya know? Live for myself and do what I do best but it just kept coming back. To spit in my face and to remind me that I'm nowhere closer and it's all a façade to make me feel better even though here I am in Hell looking at Heaven...if only i could be a bit closer to Heaven.
I still remember playing mgs5 and than mgs3 I enjoy the games, when I heard about a disease in mother base I thought we were save them by getting a cure but the cure is killing them
playing ground zeroes as a kid not know anything about MGS just felt like nothing now i've played all of the games including peace walker and now i feel the pain.
