"You can't control what had you been done, the best to do is to find the solution" You never can control time and everyone, but remember that you can control yourself.
I’m 24 and I feel trapped repeating the same thing over and over again. I have no idea what to do with my life and I need professional help but I’m too prideful to ask for help.
I'm scared. I'm highly insecure and I don't want to lose her. She means the world to me. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I want to be more confident, I need to stop thinking negatively about everything. Why can't I enjoy the good things that happen to me without overthinking?
So I have a trust problem with my family and friends. If I tell them how I feel, they will be like stop being a baby or stop being dramatic. I cry myself to sleep every day sometimes i go to the kitchen and grab a knife and i try to cut myself but i had this dad of mine he wasn't my real father but he raised me as his own me and him was really close but he died in a car crash i was so depressed and sad and emotionless so when i grab a knife and try to cut myself i hear his voices telling me don't do this to yourself your better then this so i stop but i get bully and call mean names and judge from my siblings and fake friends and parents so idk what to do with myself after all i been though i kept on fake smiling and laughing my mom always fucking say if there's a problem let me know when I have a problem I tell her and you know what she did she said that I was being fucking dramatic so now I GOT FUCKING MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES I HAVE TRUST ISSUES I GOT SLEEP ISSUES AND ALL SHE FUCKING SAYS OH YOUR BEING DRAMATIC GET OVER WITH IT LIKE YOU LITTLARY SAID IF THERE WAS A PROBLEM TELL YOU AND I DID NOW I CAN'T EVEN TELL OTHER PEOPLE HOW I FEEL BC PEOPLE ARE CALLING ME A CRY BABY OR IM BEING DRAMATIC I FUCKING HATE LIVEING BUT I CHOOSES TO STAY ALIVE BC OF THAT ONE PERSON THAT ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT ME LOVES ME SUPORT ME AND HELPS ME WITH PROBLEM SO IM SURPRISED IM STILL ALIVE RN🙂
Life never go easy on the ugly one. I was porn with a scar in my cheek, at school people call me joker or catfish mouth thing become bad when they know about jeff the killer and dare me to kill them, i even get bully, right arm get broke 2 time by acident, get blame by bigger brother every for bad grade, dropout from school. People alway said looks dont matter but they never being ugly in their life.
