Lige for tiden har mine beslutninger været på dybt vand, Husker den gang det var ægte nu det bare hvad mand? Folk går rundt snakker de tror jeg en glad mand men bag facaden Bror gemmer skadet mand jeg hælder op der bliver tændt, følelser hurtig glemt, fuck at være kendt heller kendt som kriminel, du gik med en fod i fælden, da du troede det blev nemt, suger på noget røg til jeg glemmer alt det slemme Rammer tungt ligesom MAC-11 alt for mange falske skud til alle de ægte ahhh de vil se en young brother Down, de allesammen hovedløse, tænker kun på rav, smuryger lidt på jointen masser sound, THC lilla skyer over København, foran hvad mand en godt hjerte? Den en mand som har haft ingen smerte af mærke, har været gennem helvede gemmer intet under ærmet, men hvis da problem bliver du blaffet lige i bæret
I remember heariñg this beat when I was homeless..on drugs..gave up on life..but a few yrs later I'm still homeless but got clean and always listen to this to remember how far I've come..thanks beats opened my eyes..cheers
I’ve been doing this for years and I’m still trapping, trump money from the rich yeah I be catting, spent 25 on pos that’s what I been bagging, I’ve got homies on the block that want to be trapping, had nuff man turn opps cos they’ve been jackin, spent 7 bills on a coat I ain’t fuckin lacking
On the roads same old I've bin doing this alot Now I kick back this ain't no shooting off a glock I'm tryna get him 2 the ally someone's wanting 1 n 1 Make sure u wear a bally cos u dunno who could watch Big trapper I've bin on b4 u new what it was I've bin a worker bin a trapper now am out to be a boss Used 2 sell 30s now its ounces from a box Pay a man wage just for doin counting up a wod Need a money counter sick of counting it alot On 24s cos there ain't no drouting where I'm from From all these ounces now there gone i got rid of em for fun now am the 1 there counting on Yeah I'm the 1 that there needing X5 done a spinner am the one that be speeding No squid games the red lights on an I'm leaving This shit game we playing just isnt appealing free bro weel speak later Wen its hitting the evening VOs and big throws till they give him his freedom I no an he knows it be lit wen we meet him If its money then I'm passin through Bin around more than the hood rat on this Avenue Got it all of bagging food friends I only av a few backing me uno thats bro an I'd be backin you Never slacking 2 getting to the bag or 2 Ordering this big pack I used to have a q The underdogs in this spaceship and hes passing through Done alot for this cake up now its chapter 2 Am now am on I wont be falling off Had to show you man example now I call the shots Jealously will make man tantrum or they call the cops Loyalty that shit comes gangster not his naughty watch Ay I said loyalty that shit comes gangster not his naughty watch Turn it up an light that cali I got 41
no name for his self he’s a john doe ot on the road trapping in my volvo drive straight through like a costco semi automatic so its gonna cost more but its still light p trap 1 week in my tech fleece nikey paid it off nicely got a big white key melt it down like ice cream My boy snaked me out had to drop him like a 5 pee Had to drop him like a few pence Baby 9 clenchy got that new pet Thats a new threat so whos next all i do is Pick up that pack and then I flip it like A suplex boys got me covered like a jews head gyal tryna give hickey thats a bruised neck Fiend on the phone wants a draw i said say less said he got notes as well and thats perfect 2 bun on that spliff and its looking like hes impressed can tell youve been in bed your girl got yeast like shes in bread broke boy i know your in debt And im out here stepping with my louie black and red like roulette cheeky little brunnete play her like a cassete fuck her when shes upset
We take for granted that in a flash everything can change Wasted moments that you wish you had but you can’t reclaim And now your gone and I am lost in a world filled with pain Questioning your life? Many people feel the same It's been years, now's the time to break the silence Talk about the times that were filled with violence Many people tend to look to God for guidance Others hide their emotions and tend to keep them private Just know I'm not going to kill myself, Kurt Cobain You still say I'm perfect even though I've gone insane Need to find a way to numb this pain, mary jane Not Tim Bergling, but with broken glass, I'll end today Every evening I watch the moon rise and the sunset Thinking about what my mother once said "One day I'll be gone and maybe then you'll start to care" All I can do is sit and stare, wondering "what if she was never there" All I ever ask is why my mom and dad have to leave I'd do anything to see them again, I beg and plead //Verse2//(Crazy) I guess its personal, my words are never purposeful But if I give them to you, you should know they aren't returnable And anyway, you hurt me, always remember it reversible I'm quick to flip it vertical, And dead it like it’s burnable But I will be merciful, I try to be discernible Be patient I'm the nurse, I perform it like its surgical I treat it like its medical, But honestly, I'm skeptical I'll lose it in my mind, while you're making me intellectual You probably never noticed, I'll play off all the moments Another day, another day, I made it another praying the evil will stay away With all the bandages on my body trying to delay I'm feeling broke but you don’t know what I've paid I'm feeling heavy but you don’t know what it weighs I'm feeling empty but you don’t know what I grave I'm steady taken for granted But you don’t know a heart based on the way I care I'm put together but you don’t know when I tear I'm moving silent but you don’t know what I hear I'm actually brave but you don’t know what I fear I spilled my secrets but you done brushed off every lyric That’s why I don’t ever tell nobody, you couldn’t see me even if you look deep in my eyes See I could say it twice and you still wouldn’t get it right I guess my mind turned off the moment I felt terrified Maybe music can help me emphasize what I feel at night If I'm getting too deep this time I apologize, I couldn’t tell you what's deep inside Yall would be surprised
2020s over lemme tell u wat I was facin every single day deez demons I was facin if you really love me please make me a prayer tellin u im good wen deep inside ik i ain't na fr my heart bleeds locked in my mind can't freeze time and i csnt sleep holding back them tears for then years i lost heart piece fuck passa g this shit comes naturally n to the fallen lost ones rip word to rod wave i wear my heart on my sleeve if i died tonight inside would u still have me my memories like tha ocean it's goin deep hope this year is different sucesss i wanna breathe yh
I love the life that I'm living waking up with different women fucked out my head She tryna catch feelings Nah i don't want that Smoking a long back sipping on congac Chilling on my jack , chilling on my jack Jones I can get the crack gone Fiends love smoke bitches gonna choke while I'm mashing up her throat Pressure pressure, every body tryna add pressure Still link that pack any weather Tryna push me over the edge Too many thoughts floating in my head Find solace and peace in her bed Hope I don't get addicted writing this while I'm smoking that big spilff She a big bitxh thick ting Nice Handles way too hot to handle Still I hope to find religion see me in that bangle N this what the gang do Banging at your door looking for sauce want to feed my family okay Take mine no way Best pray My estate That's es for estate not ea for games we don't play them Gotta spray em
Listen it's one transition from the man out of luck and wishing to him swinging to a life that's swimming no mimicking told himself one day you will be winning any beef retreat to much heat when you land to eat but what about when the land starts to eat it's self because of greed money and wealth you have to stand and fight there's nothing else left to do caurt up on a few solutions flow the idea planted which grow into so many things true jam remanising how can these knew school rappers be dising the greats on hardships they could never pull up on a generation change the whole game most of you all keeping your eye of the ball we where born to call the real vision stands tall we ball in the court never crossing the line when we shoot words from our mouth a real motherfucker
Pink notes splashing hitting self ridges and harrods Rich eating with lobsters and carrots I'm real boss on the streets no need to do a campaign I don't even drink but got these rich fella popping bottle like champaign First time on pirex bowl neighbour thought I'm cooking porridge Too much bread can't fit in the shoe box had to invest in a storage I'm real a baller on the streets I ain't talking about Daniel sturidge Wasn't even married to my old ting n she's asking for a divorce Gold digging hoes press and delete no remorse Crack money got me whipping in a porsche Spending valentines day with money ,2 for 15 on the line of course Back then making 35 for day pushing a car wasn't easy But now I'm buying more than a dinger for a pair of yeezy
I got this Fulham chick I known her for time Before all the ice when I was reloading on Nines Saw me go from bread and water to lobster and wine That's why I never air her calls when she hollas my line My east ting's flyer than a poster campaign Ciroc the same colour as cola champagne She don't smoke weed but she'll roll me up a paper plane Don't ask for P's and she knows that I can make it rain Tryna achieve my goals My brum ting saying she might as well had cheated like Keyshia Cole My west ting be selling coke like a chemist Booked her a flight from London to Venice Put a smile on her cute face I told her we can go shopping when we get there forget a suitcase My Ealing chick smokes too much weed only with me for the trees I told that chick to leave My chick in Church Road's official I make her hold my pistol But she don't ever give me brain like my ho in Bristol Suck me off when I'm switching lanes And I can't even remember that bitch's name Go to Hammersmith smoke on some cannabis Talk a lot of shit, make her choke on the magic stick ugh My young ting says she's gonna give up all of this Good luck tryna find another baller, bitch Cause if you change your mind, that's a waste of time Cah I've got a million bitches in the waiting line My Hayes ting's in her own class like detention But she says I never show her no attention That's cah I'm busy tryna work these curbs Five bricks only paid for the first three birds Bout Ps and Qs I make strategic moves I had hoes when I was broke I don't need a ***... Ugh Now I got my new chick mad at me Cah I told her I need space like the galaxy My north chick don't wanna share, she wants all of Nines My south ting be throwing up One Arda signs My L.A chick be practicing her movie script While I'm in the Base backing up my *** chick I'm with my white ting, cah it's fire on the mains She's always in the mirror trying on my chains Ugh My Nigga *** say I'm whipped Cah I'm always with my Ghanaian chick And I ain't even mentioned the groupies yet Hoodstar my life's like a movie set It's Nines
I just wanna run and start a fresh I often wonder which destinations next First off am gunna kick bk bun a zoot n catch sum zeds Plan out which options best Hold up my chin n big up my chest Big man's got me am blessed Money is the only way and my only interest Buy n sell and invest Time blood sweat tears to get them cheques No fakers only designer creps So mind how ya step Cos am alone ranger now with no respect I hate everyone You don't flow right not like Evian Snitched on the mandem n laid all that chedder on Everyone's like Weres Trevor gone But this shits not about that I'm retiring doing away with the life of the trap Live a honest life no going back That's the shit Chris clean ya act You know ya good guy if ya paying tax Not looking or ya shoulder n time to relax Coppers no longer on my ass Pussy hole I got receipts for that So officer don't get brave n save that shit you chat Am not on that drugdealing act bitch step back !!!
As I watch the world burn to ashes, over stereotype n hype it’s fascist like not every form of human life matters ignorance can turn a cold world savage as we’re slowly watching a community burn to the ground like the instance of the twin towers feeling empowered by self hate self reflected by the state of mind coz the truth is we’re to ashamed to admit it, to be continued
these past 20 days bin finkin of the 20 ways on how too escape without feeling fake feels like a rake draggin me in the lake i need some reassurance lalty feels like i been washed up too the sure and this is borin i got a constant war in my mind (freestyle)
People wanna show there jeolous side. Wanna end my life coz shit be popping that's words couldn't empthasise, I let a girl inside my problems. now it's like she never left my side with a ride or die continence. Told her you can spend the night at the enterprise. The way that her aura blossoms, she truly frees my mind whilst leaving the stress behind. The first girl i let inside my province. She got beautiful eyes crossed with a beautiful smile. that captivates a fairy tale based on a beautiful lie. I guess Everybody falls in love sometimes. It's crazy
Treated her like a angel but who knew i was only treating a devil I had girls on my line but i cut out several I thought she was the one but just one out of a pebble She said she would always be their for everytime i treblled Yh i thought she was a one in a million nah nigga, she had the same colour as the other chicks she was just a minnion My mommy dady broke, my mind on dope dealing You was catching the flue moretime i was catching the feelings You wrote bars but nigga i dont see the real meanings You know how true and high mine are only if the sky had a ceiling I was a broke nigga in my young days Saw how real shit gets from a real young age Lived in foster, fuck that part ima rip that page Because i was freeboy but i was still locked in a cage Ask my nigga billy if i never went through what i went through i wouldnt be here today I would be so lost with nothing to say I wanted to hustle but with no money to play So i robbed a couple of ops for a couple of p I was only a joker for the couple man that knew me So i changed up my flow it was a new me Bro im sorry if i hurt you but one day youll see Even in primary school they told me about the family tree But they didnt tell you that u can also lose some braches and most of the leafes All of this can happen in a count to 3 Im still only 15 Hoping one day i can give my kids what my dad never gave me Chaising my money same with my dream I wanted to be known by 16 Dont chill with my friends only with my team I still remember year 4 when i met a nigga hakeem He was in for abit tried fucking up my family Hold tight mum and sister all i had on me Ah i was living in tragedy
man love nines but wont like my knife cos when i flick it man will stick it and end your life i dont like these roads thats where i found my wife an she left me she dont like im never there at night i cant really say that i like this life but thats what i given n i gotta make a livin if man try n stop my pay then i gotta get to killin man think their devilish till they turn to me a villian i lost 1 bro i couldnt tell you what ize feelin everybody says that im due to make a milli everyone can fuck off only my hands are healin n they say they relate but never feelin what im feelin
