Oh my tears in one second!! You hang onto that cross young man. I'm sure that's what is around your neck!! Jelly may fall, others around you may fall, you may fall, but Jesus Christ will always pick you up and carry you..
Good for you young man. May my Lord and savior Jesus Christ help you with whats so heavy laden upon your young shoulders!!! Go to him; he loves and protects you. He will be your very best friend and he is always there when you need him. May God bless you, little guy!! It takes a real man to cry!! Remember that. You have strength and courage. I am a female war veteran, i can tell!!