I first heard this song about 4 years ago by both Ann and Rene. I always wanted to see both of them sing it together. Thanks to both of you it was great to see you together. Taiwan is one of my favorite places to visit, I hope one day I can see you two perform together.❤❤❤❤❤
Flipping through the diary that I bring with me everywhere A diary whose pages are filled with stories about you How you hate being ignored How you're used to being cherished How you look for me only when you're lonely I look at the emotions I've written down Putting myself at the very last I've been waiting for you for too long I've been crying whenever I think of you What does it feel like to be happy and fortunate? Loving till it hurts Hurting till the tears fall I cry myself into exhaustion But my diary persists page by page Recording all the things I love about you Like a drug I'm addicted to It lies to me repeatedly Loving till it hurts Hurting till the tears fall I cry myself into exhaustion My conflicted heart continues to insist I tell myself to let you go To close my eyes and let you leave To burn my diary and start again