I feel so lonely and as if I’m going through a silent depression. Rain helps ease my mind so I’m able to sleep. I’m in tears typing this because I have no one to turn to. If you’re reading this please pray for me and god bless you
Sometimes it sucks, thinking about what I'm missing out on daily, a never-ending tribulation of my own doing. I seek validation of my denial to comfort myself, passing off my attempts with humor, only seeming to annoy those around me, and when I do realize that, and reach that clarity, it hurts. It hurts, knowing that my own actions are annoying others. On the outside I'm nearly the same, picking up new hobbies or habits sure, but it's still at it's core, same as it was 4 years ago. But on the inside I feel I've changed so much that I actively conflict with my outside personality, now merely a facade. And so I'm left wondering, if I ever used my time correctly, if I ever was on the right track, how much of my potential I've wasted. I know there's still time, but it's simply just a knife twisting into my heart, knowing that despite my awareness of the abundant time I have, I'd still waste it on lesser pleasures everyday, slowly inching to the days where my time isn't guaranteed anymore. I want someone to know, someone to be aware that I'm not whole. But, my surface, this facade, I've kept it up for so long it doesn't seem possible. Even so, I have a dream, a dream that I will persevere. I have a vision, a hope that nothing will interfere. I have a desire, A fulfillment to be revered. And future satisfaction, for I went and did the things that I hold dear.
I feel so lonely and as if I’m going through a silent depression. Rain helps ease my mind so I’m able to sleep. I’m in tears typing this because I have no one to turn to. If you’re reading this please pray for me and god bless you
I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize, peace and love to everyone! Enjoy this beautiful sounds!
Hey there! As my little comment makes its way through the bustling digital world, there's a chance it might get lost in the crowd. But wait, you're reading it right now! That's no accident. Let me offer you a virtual hug because you've found a tiny beacon of hope in the vast digital darkness, right here in these words.
Why does the volume suddenly lower for a couple of seconds at regular intervals? It's incredibly distracting which has the opposite effect of what I need
Man, if only the sky was just slightly spinning, or blinking, or doing SOMETHING, this would be a masterpiece. Hopefully, Visual Don's next upgrade! Could be a complete screensaver and a getaway with just a few tweaks! This has as a massive potential indeed!
