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The feeling of try to move on from the person you have been stuck on for years. The person you want go back to so often, but simply can’t. The person you can’t stop thinking of, even when you’re happy. They are always there and you wonder if they think of you as much as you think of them. The person you can never escape, whether you try to or not. The only person you’ve been able to fully commit to, to have it ripped away from both of you. And now all you have are the thought of “Do you still think of me? Would you still love me? Was I enough?” The questions with no answers. I miss my person, and I can’t move on, I can’t leave this place. I’m stuck here and I don’t know if I’ll get out.
I just survived a very traumatic event where I sl-- my wrist and had to get stitches. Being locked in a hospital room, alone, and scared, with nothing but a bed. I was treated unfairly by nurses and doctors with one even snapping at me "Why did I do this?!?" To anyone reading this, PLEASE don't do what I did. It's not worth it. It causes more pain. I hope I can be ok one day
the love of my life is graduating high school in 2 days and i feel like i want to kill myself, hes just a crush and hed never actually realize the undying love that i feel towards him nor the awfully stromg desire to be in his arms and to be loved by him, fml i harbor strong feelings for him and its getting overwhelming
ощущается как пустота внутри, когда ни одно желание не приносит удовольствие и уже нет смысла вообще что либо желать, твои мечты так и не получили шанс воплотиться
This makes me think of the infinite possibilities that could have happened in my life and others people's life. What I could have been. What others could have. And that all these experiences may be forgotten and not witnessed by others. Truly makes me appreciate life
Be strong. I know you're struggling but i've been there too, it does get better. You're stronger than you think! I dont know you but we're the same age and i've attempted lots of times. Be strong warrior
Never give up. Think about all the happy memories. Everyone got one happy memory, keep it in your head. No one should feel like this and i probably cant change your mind. But i hope i can make you feel like you're not alone in this
I wish i could change your mind. I dont want others to feel this way, it makes me sad. You're a warrior and you can win this war! Dont give up. I know how hopeless it can feel but life is not just dark and filled with sorrow. You will get better, trust me. I have 8 years of experience.
and so, as espected, my dream is gone. i gave up. i don’t think i’m aware yet of what happened, but is all finished. i can’t even feel sadness, just a deep pain kills me every night when im alone. i can’t even think at anything, just try to survive, maybe one day will pass
I love how the beginning of the song is all choked up and disoriented, like struggling to breathe, then starts a steady rhythm with some hiccups here and there. Someone in another comment section said this song is like „a deer that’s been struck by a car waiting to die, while hungry predators watch curiously from the nearby trees“ and I think that perfectly encapsulates the songs feeling. Like when you realize the end is here and the only thing you can do is stare at your encroaching demise and breathe unsteadily, sobbing maybe, as it slowly closes in. There’s nothing you can do now, and nothing you’ll be able to do to undo this, it’s an inevitable outcome that you can only accept. But you may have your own interpretations
this song is literally the embodiment of crawling out of that place you've fought so hard to get out of, but one minor inconvenience happens and now you're just trapped in that place. stuck. bleeding out, numb everywhere. you're rotting and it's ruining everything, its ruining, everything. *You've ruined everything.* And there's no turning back. You can't do anything, so you just have to take that you're dying. (basically how i feel)
I hate it and love it at the same time. It just gives me this weird feeling that makes me uncomfortable like I don't enjoy it but at the same time I like the way it plays
