Well, teens are the times when you do cringey cliche stuff and 10 years later, you are embarrassed about it. But another 10 years later, you smile and find it amusing. So, my advice from a perspective of 20 years or so, is to go ahead and do what your heart tells you. Also, don't delete these videos. Keep them. You'll smile later. :)
You close your blinds the opposite way that I do. I prefer to angle them upwards towards the window, you angle yours downwards to the window. I don't know why I do this. Is there any reason you angle them that way? Or is it just random? I angle mine the same way all the time.