I'm a trans man (I hate calling myself that, I prefer just being called a man, but I guess that what I am). But I won't call anyone "cis" who doesn't want to be referred to as that- I prefer people not to make me uncomfortable by referring to me as something I don’t identify with, so I won't do the same to anyone else
lol is that some sort of threat. I had to give you a time out for spamming the chat cause I couldn't see other comments. If there's spam, there's no problem.
(in my RU-vid settings:) "Add up to three guidelines for people to acknowledge before they comment or participate in live chat for the first time" The guidelines I chose: 1. PLEASE BE CIVIL AND RESPECTFUL! 2. SPAM NOT WELCOME!!! RU-vid says you had to acknowledge those before participating in the chat. They were there, maybe you didn't see them but you may have had to click a button that you did, I don't know how it works. Regardless of that, not spamming the chat is a pretty universal rule. Also you got your account back, so ur fine dudeeee. Also, to make it very clear: I will time you out again or outright ban you from the livestream if you spam my chat again. Sorry not sorry. Rules are rules.
38:38 I said no spam and gave you a 10 minute timeout for spamming the chat with no end in sight (I could have given a wayyyy longer timeout or just outright removed you. 10 minute timeout only was very generous. 56:19 you returned, after your 10 minute timeout. I explain my valid reasoning for the 10 minute timeout. I express the rule of not spamming the chat. I state it’s in the guidelines. 1:01:12 I give you another timeout for spamming my chat AGAIN. You be gaslighting Yuji…
first of all... get proper shears, 2nd... get a comb, 3rd.... use a method that will actually produce even results, such as WETTING YOUR HAIR and comb it all forward.
This was pretty neurotic and chaotic but I assure you I am okay. The disjointed thoughts and non-finishing of sentences get way worse with lack of sleep. Either way, this was great practice being myself.
1:09:55 If the story with the travel agent 'James' did not make much sense: His hypothetical situation as to why he could not just let my mom verify her identity over phone was what if I was mad at my mom or something and got someone else to pretend to be her to give me authorization so I can change her flight when she didn't need to (to mess with her). We told him it was a family emergency situation. He insisted he couldn't do anything unless she emailed him from the email she was locked out of. I told him last night the agent from the emergency flight centre call line was fully willing to let my mom verify her identity over the phone. James said they must have a different protocol. After I got through my mom's email and sorted it out, James mentioned he was able to see in the records and it said the emergency line needed a 'note' from my mom. I couldn't get the wifi call through to her at the time but the agent said I could just call back and they could authorize it once she spoke with him, that's what they were needing to proceed. And then we never did call back because we decided to just contact her actual travel agent 'Jeffrey' the next day. And that is when we met Sir James, The Most Uptight of Flight Centre Palace.
THE QUALITY ISSUES ARE PAINING ME😭 #perfectionism I’m at the 40 min mark of it cutting out every 2 seconds, this seems to just be on mobile, working fine on laptop. Maybe a processing issue? Hopefully it resolves. We will have to get into the ‘social anxiety & social etiquette while driving’ and ‘anti-aging tips’ another time! I feel I was extra unhinged this episode, currently in the process of accepting what happened! #AlissaBeingMeShameFree ⭐NEW REVELATION⭐ I think I need to start the 'I'm neurotic, it's chaotic' podcast and the 'neurotics anonymous' livestreams can be reserved for interacting with the chat. I am aware it's quite chaotic trying to do a 2 in 1. If I can still get my therapy session in via podcast then I can be more equipped to interact with y'all during the lives.
SOMEHOW I FINISHED THE SMOOTHIE. I AM STRONGER THAN I THOUGHT. ALSO I SAID WE WOULD TALK ABOUT THE FASTING 1:05:40 AND WE NEVER DID AND IT'S BUGGING ME NOWWW ANNDDDDD THE BOO (CAT) SITUATION THAT I DID NOT FINISH: Since Sean leaves his door open to sleep, the cats have free range to come in and out of his room. (Remember, we usually have our separate rooms so I can keep my door closed, and he does what he wants with his.) When I closed the door last night so it's max darkness, Boo, who is not used to the concept of a closed door, WHINES, SCRATCHES ON THE DOOR AND WAKES ME UP. So in the middle of the night, after allowing Boo in the room so she'd stop whining and scratching and keeping me up so I could maybe get SOME sleep... BOO ALSOOOO, ALSOOOOOOOOOO SNORED ALONGSIDE SEAN (WHO WAS GOING IN AND OUT OF SNORING AS WELL) AND I JUST COULD NOT EVENNN. LOST MY EAR PLUGS FOLKS, LOST THE EAR PLUGS. StRuGgLe iS rEAL. I went out to the couch to sleep, Boo stayed in the room next to Sean. After my night of a complete lack of actual REM sleep (livingroom was VERY BRIGHT, again, the sleep mask does not stay ONNN), I let Sean know that I was glad BOO GOT A GOOD SLEEP. HAPPY FOR YOUR BOO👏
Keep up your Red meat up especially on your 🤬..... Women have been scared of Beef/red meat,but it's the most important thing.. i definitely won't help the STINKY farts but it will rejuvenate you with the iron you lose on the🤬..
I agree!!! I got sucked into the fear of it all years ago and tried to do more vegetarian. It was the worst thing for me. The Greek in me wants the beef. I believe the ‘red meat is bad for you’ lore to be a scam. Maybe some people don’t tolerate it well but I find the studies to not be at all accurate as it is difficult to have a controlled enough control group. They say it’s the meat causing cancer, heart disease, etc. but it could be all other variables in the control group. I think it’s propaganda tbh.
And beef is one of my ultra safe foods with the IBS. I can’t do full carnivore cause constipation but a meal with just beef seems to not cause any bloat or inflammation for me. It’s the insane amount of garlic, onion and cheese I tend to pair with the beef that does not agree.
I never leave comments on RU-vid but this video almost brought me to tears because you vocalized exactly how I've been feeling lately with my ADHD and my anxiety. Thank you for this video, you are not alone in this. This prompted me to make my own schedule for tomorrow, so thank you for that. ❤ Sometimes it really feels like my brain is eating away at itself and this made everything feel a bit more manageable and tolerable. Good luck with your schedule :)
I totally agree that the sitch is fishy af… when it comes to secret service though, a woman could be short but have extremely far reaching intuition that could give her a one up on possible threat… for example I’m a mom of three, and my spidey senses are far reaching, I can smell when a burner on when others around me couldn’t etc. so stature amongst secret service could be varied for the best outcome…. But something is odd to me about the big production of politics in general, it’s so far from what looks natural that I automatically know it’s all fake. Nature can be our outline/comparison for what is possible.
When you said that you don’t have a job and are a bit of a “loser” … lol totally have related to that notion, fact is though… the fact you are conscious enough to understand circadian rhythm and matched the mental realms enough to gather extremely benefits concepts means you are at the ‘top of the food chain’ …. And not a loser whatsoever ❤
Mate, much love, but stop. The schedule isn't going to work, and your brain is not going to stick to it... and that's okay... There's nothing wrong with your brain, it's just a bit different. You need to learn to love your brain rather than constantly fighting it... When I worked backstage at the theatre, I didn't have a problem. Same when I was a graphic designer, a programmer, and now a writer... You need to find the things that you love, so that the problems you then face are hyperfocus, and ensuring you don't become a little manic... Stop fighting your brain mate, and learn to love it... Or you will make yourself truly miserable... Are you familiar with the YT channel "adhd_love"? Maybe give it a quick look. It's all 1 min shorts. Do what makes you passionate, and then pour all of yourself into it... Not necessarily easy finding what makes you passionate, but that's your real mission... not making yourself a schedule. Pro tip for the future, don't make 21 minute videos on ADHD topics. Nobody is watching more than the first 2 min. Would you watch a 21 min video on ADHD if it didn't have fireworks and magic tricks involving exotic animals? Much love mate. You're alright, yeah? You're not sick, you're a different shape :)
Okay I was being a lil optimistic when I wrote the schedule LOL. I haven't mastered the bed at 9 yet and the odd time I get there these days, it's usually just toss and turn for hours. I get you with the late night groceries. I used to do the 10pm (when the store was open that late, it was so nice to avoid the crowds) grocery runs because of the anxiety and when my schedule was late nights, highly influenced by my night owl partner. Now I try and do early morning weekday groceries when there are also no crowds. Me, having no job, I have extreme luxury to be able to do so.
NOT ME STILL ON MY PHONE PAST MIDNIGHT😅 I missed the gym this morning cause I slept in and then I needed to get the editing done. Didn’t end up at the gym till 8:30pm and now here we are CAUSE WIND DOWN SO DID NOT HAPPEN AT 8😑
⭐UPDATE⭐ I'M CLIPPING IT OUT IN THE RU-vid EDITOR AS WE SPEAK AND I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY SAID THAT INITIALLY LOL (refer to statement below for reference). I think I did too much 'research' that my brain was no longer capable of deciphering assumptions/speculation/memes from the facts in my jambled brain. ^At the beginning, I inaccurately say he carried a ladder into the event. He was never IN the actual event area. There is apparently evidence of him purchasing a ladder at the Home Depot before the incident but there seems to be no photo or further evidence of him actually using that ladder to get onto the roof. Also, I had the live chat on for once like I mentioned but I'm not sure why it's not showing that anywhere in the replay. I will probably be having the chat turned on from now on for the lives, just wanted to let y'all know. AND maybe I will start scheduling lives like I did this one but I'm pretty disorganized and neurotic, it's chaotic, so don't bet on that one. ANNNDDD, I'm sorry for the insane glitches at 21:23 - 21:38 , and 26:38, 26:53, 44:57, 45:42, 45:56, 46:06, 47:55 - 48:10 THIS IS GETTING INSANE, IT NEVER ENDS OMG, 52:13, 52:53, 53:23, 55:23, 57:42, 58:16, 58:26, 1:06:06 - 1:06:22, you have to skip ahead cause the timeline just stays stuck, it's weird. I was maybe saying keywords RU-vid didn't like, or maybe my phone was just overheating the whole time, don't knooow
The biggest problem is that there are photos of two women who hid from danger and used Trump, the person they were supposed to protect, and their secret service colleagues as a shield. I don't deny that that woman in this video was equal to the situation, but I believe that the actions of those two women are going to affect her in the same way.
I think he knows, but he has to put on the front for the cameras. The media is VERY dishonest with the way they report. Even when its painfully obvious... People have been saying that since before he ever took office. Then ask yourself, who's really been pulling the strings behind the scenes.
@@alissabeingme Most people have their own lives happening & probably never even consider those small details. But even if they do, isn't it silly that they're judging you like that?
@@GaryBigtoesmy brain thinks me and my incompetence is the center of the universe but no one cares, literally no one cares. The Neanderthal in me not wanting to get kicked out of the tribe still cares tho
It was a continuation of my previous livestream that abruptly ended (maybe for streaming too long, or my phone overheated) called 'Trump assassination attempt, woke media hypocrisy', I was making some comments about Biden and who knows what else, I can't watch it back it will make me cringe too hard.
