This song has such a strong meaning to me-it reminds me of back then. When me and my brother were close as kids-when my father didn’t only think about money and drugs-when my mom always wore her sunglasses when she picked me up-when me and my brother would walk around terre haute to find food-when late at night I would skateboard in the parking lot of Big Lots-and when all the greatest artists like X and Lil Peep were making another song for me to sit with. I remember waiting at my window for something-now at the age of almost 19- I miss fighting with my brother- I miss starving- and now I am lost and when I look at the window it is to find a meaning-I don’t think I’ll ever find that meaning
crazy when you dont know when it’s the last you’ll see someone, having thoughts of crying over someone that doesn’t care about you at least one bit hurts me to the core of my heart. but in the end that’s how life goes oh how much differently i wish things were
queen of the dead all this red that she sheds princess forever still mislead drink the poisons of evil hated by sheep who voices decietful role of the wolves taken over by people wrists is bleeding how her mindframe has shattered question a life that's so broken and battered life of the world how she slices her wrist blood leaks out like a farmhouse pig downtown boy the skin of a sheep heat on his waist its protection he keeps serving up for what he wants is found in his dreams drawn out deception whereever he seeks righteous exception his voice is daunt fangs are shown his end is for sure trapped in his vessel his lifeforce is weak fuccers were horrid they sunk in their teeth no way home vagabond cracked lip alone he goes on his own little trip he screamed and clawed til his body was torn vermin found on the farmhouse barn
ever find someone that treats you so good, makes you happy and then boom they start acting weird and lose interest in you but you keep fighting and fighting and you cant leave because they gave you the happiness you always wanted....you cant let go because you think you wont get to feel like this anymore...yea fucked up.
During the summer i lost the one i love the most and it brought me into a deep depression and i started listening to this song making me feel like i was in the relationship again how she made me feel joyful like a young boy now i listen to it and get old memories of me laying down in bed staring into the ceeling and thinking about life woundering if its worth anything
