@@hailiejade349 not sure I can describe it precisely, but I will try. In general, I feel that Brian has become much more isolated inside of himself (as many of us, during these crazy difficult times). Maybe the reason for my sadness is not even related to Brian - in the end, I know almost nothing about his "real life"; the problem is definitely in me: I realize quite long time ago that there is some kind of "block" inside of my heart preventing it from completely FEEL intense emotions related to every song, because Placebo music appeared to become a soundtrack to my life drama... Knowing that Brian has gone (and most likely is still going) through the similar drama making me feel powerless and desperate, there's just too much pain to deal with... Sorry for long and chaotic explanation, and accept my gratitude for your interest to my comment, it matters for me 🤗🥹
There are twenty years to go and twenty ways to know who will wear who will wear the hat There are twenty years to go the best of all i hope enjoy the ride the medicine show And thems the breaks for we designer fakes we need to concentrate on more than meets the eye There are twenty years to go the faithful and the low the best of starts the broken heart,the stone There are twenty years to go the punch drunk and the blow the worst of starts the mercy part,the phone And thems the breaks for we designer fakes we need to concentrate on more than meets the eye Thems the breaks for we designer fakes but it's you i take it's you're the truth,not i There are twenty years to go a golden age i know but all will pass will end too fast,you know There are twenty years to go and many friends i hope though some may hold the rose some hold the rope and that's the end and that's the start of it that's the whole and that's the part of it that's the high and that's the heart of it that's the long and that's the short of it that's the best and that's the test in it that's the doubt,the doubt,the trust in it that's the sight and that's the sound of it that's the gift and that's the trick in it you're the truth,not i you're the truth,not i you're the truth,not i
