"I'm so hungry but at least my dress fits", that's what I used to tell myself everytime I was so hungry, I didn't feel better, I still didn't like me cause you know it's never enough, thin enough doesn't exist when you're so obsessed with the idea of being slim. Everytime I think I'm gonna fall for it again I try to remember it's not worth it, back then I felt so miserable, I try to remember that for that voice I will NEVER be thin enough so please if you're reading this try to remember that too. There are more things in life than just being slim, go and find them❣
People are never satisfied they want us to be thin when we are fat they want us to be fat when we are thin so don't listen to others who are not meant for you just listen to ur own soul to urself you need to defeat other expectation over you don't ever give up until u win stay happy just the way u r and accept ur self may God bless ur soul
im skinny. but im not. everyday i wake up i think 'wow youre so skinny' but by the end of the day, the voice in my head wont stop shouting at me for having such a big belly and eating 'so much' for dinner.
I'm soo sorry for your pain. Sending all the love and healing. You can overcome this. I know it's easier said than done but I believe in you. Please don't give up. I don't have ed but I understand you. I starve myself sometimes too because I want to lose weight. So I get you. You'll get through this please don't give up ❤
I have anorexia and bulimia since i was 13, and I'm currently being hospitalized:/ I know I shouldn't watch this kind of videos because it's triggering, but the voice of anorexia is louder than mine...
Please for the sake of your mental health stop triggering yourself with pictures and videos maybe not instantly if that has been a habit of yours but step by step. That’s not true. The voice has been there since you’re thirteen. Ofc you will feel like it is louder than your voice when you actually never listened to yourself. You still don’t have a clue who you really are. That’s okay. You never figured out what you really wanted. You kept listening to it over and over again. That you are being hospitalised only means that you truly care about your voice. About the things that you know truly matter to you. You are about to know yourself. Never think that this voice is stronger than yours because this is not the truth. It will seem like it. It is going to be a hard journey but I want to remind you that you have been there for I don’t know how many times. You can do it I truly believe in you. You have been through worse. I promise you it will get better you are going to listen and love yourself again. I promise you that. One day you may think you are going to be there and the other day that little voice of yours is going to tell you otherwise. Ups and downs are going to bring you there. I just want you to try and try all over again doesn’t matter how small it may be. You are stronger than you believe you are.
I never get more compliments than I do when I'm never eating. Everyone tells me how great I look. So.... what am I supposed to do, then? I'm congratulated for staying slim, but then when I don't eat, everyone complains about it. But guys, you told me two days ago that I look so good! Why should I stop now?
It may be that your mind associates not eating with gratification and eating as negative. So there for, when you receive compliments after eating they may be disregarded and vice versa. I recommend taking a closer look into your mental state and looking into therapy.
Sending all the love and healing to you. Stay strong girl. You can get through this. I understand you. I might not have ed but when I started losing weight by starving I got compliments and it gets addictive. So you'll get through this. We'll get through this. You're not alone you're beautiful and I wish for all your healing ❤
I feel the same way. The days I eat the less or once everyone’s like “omg you’ve lost weight” and then they get mad when they realized I haven’t eaten, and then they also get mad when I do eat? So like??? Okay can I just starve myself then? Bc u guys get mad either way. So who cares right?
I'm no professional but try fasting, for example, 12 hours eating and 12 hours fasting/not eating. Daily walks, but most importantly, eat because even if you exercise like crazy your body can't be properly shaped without nutrition. but I'd highly recommend a nutritionist on how you want your diet to look like and what's best for your body.
@@Intothemind111 that so true, people just look at the negative parts of you and it’s so irritating, so I am trying to focus the positivity thanks for your motivation, love <33
