play with my head. Call me the bad guy. Claim im the leasst oppressed person and you're all victims......... say im a hater..... you ungrateful ugly people man insecure losers....maybe its always been like this....
This may seem random but I grew up in the church and thought that was the whole religion just going to church every Sunday and eventually stopped going and started to do my own thing. I wanted to find the purpose of life because I knew everything we worked for would pass away. I was looking at all the religions unbiasedly, looking historically so I wouldn't have blind faith. Later on I had a tug on my heart to open up the Bible and saw the Jesus people talked about was completely different from what was in the Bible. I started to draw closer to the higher power and had a supernatural encounter with him and I felt his love and peace and was indescribable and overwhelming almost but was out of this world and everything looked brand new like it was the first time seeing it when I looked outside literally. I wasn't expecting the encounter either and was shocked when it happened. (I don't do drugs or alcohol) His name is Jesus and I’m here to tell you it’s about a relationship not religion and he is real and did die on the cross for you willingly and thinks you as the only person and was thinking of you while dying. You don’t have to believe my experience you can seek yourself, I suggest you start in the minimalistic facts of the resurrection because if the resurrection is false than Christianity is false. All we chase in this life is temporary think about your eternal life.
For those people who feel pain while listening this song or listening these types of song and wondering that why you are feeling sad or pain. It's science basically. Because Music is made to touch the emotions of the human being (that's why it is used in mental therapy too), when we listen energetic song then we feel like so pumped up with energy and when we listen soft or relaxing song then we feel peace ✌🏻 🕊️ and comfort, same with the "sad songs" when we listen sad song we feel sad because somewhere we recall bad things and our struggle time and then we relate the sad music with our life's theme the "sad theme" simply the bad times or some people even think of some frictional characters to whom they admire or they can relate their own self with them while listening to the sad music and that's why in many cases people go in depression because when they listen sad songs too much then they started feeling lonely and this lead them to the depressed state and listening to only sad music can ruin your mental health too by making you depressed and do you know, in some cases the victim is affected so much from these sad musics that they end their life by committing suicides, that's why don't listen sad songs too much, try to listen relaxing or energetic songs they can not only motivate you, they can also improve your mental health and see how amazing it is that music can improve your mental health but as well as it can ruin your mental health too, music is so powerful, it can influence your thoughts. I tried this experiment on myself too, to listen only sad songs for 1 month and seriously I was just about to reach depression but with God Grace i prevented myself from going into depression. At the end all I can say is "Music is so beautiful and powerful thing but it's totally in your hands whether you want to enjoy it's Beauty by using it to improve your life or using it to ruin your own life ". Optional - (If you like my comment and if you want to thank me then you can subscribe to my channel and visit my channel when i upload edits or remix songs*)
Missing all my friends and family. So many have passed away and some slowly leaving. Been through so much bad shit all of us. But we were still together and happy. Now that things are better everyones gone their seperate ways and hardly ever speak to eachother. Memories of bittersweet days. Rlly missing them all. Ill stay happy on the sidelines knowing everyone is at least ok
31 de Mayo 😢 es un día difícil en mi vida día a día duele tanto que es difícil soportar cada dolor cada día 😢sufro y lloro sin poder parar el vaso de agua cada día se llena más y más siento ahogarme me mente llega ala conclusión de un suicidio y eso me nubla la mente no se que hacer me siento tan solo que hasta Dios me abandono y eso duele mas aun que ande en VALLE DE SOMBRA DE MUERTE NO TEMERÉ MAL ALGUNO 😢 siento que mi mundo ya no es un mundo es un dolor y sufrimiento día a día me cuesta ver bien tanta lagrima en mis ojos me siego en mi realidad💔mi desesperación es incomprensible no hay Nadien que se preocupe por mi que me agá sentirme lleno NO Dios me señor me abandono ase muchos años mi alma y mi espíritud esta solo siento ese vacío que aprieta mi cuello 😭 no sé cómo buscar ayuda a este pésame que cargo cada momento es un momento 😢 que no aguanto en llorar para sacarlo de mi mi pregunta es ESTA ES LA VIDA DE ESTO SE TRATA DE SUFRIR DE SENTIRSE VACÍO 😔 volveré a este mensaje si aun sigo vivo 😢 ni padre me odia mi madre se alejo mi hijo de 3 años no entiende y mi esposa es la que me a lastimado tanto que duele saber que vivo y duermo con el enemigo no se que hacer si mis hermanas me odia Me siento destruido me siento Muerte sin ganas de nada sin ganas de mí es difícil vivir la vida de esta manera es dicil dormir despertar y SAVES que eres un inútil un bueno para nada un poco hombre un mal padre una deseccion un bueno para nada que es dicil es la vida y llegar a ella luchando día a día sin que Nadien se preocupe por ti que difícil es vivirla que difícil es estar VIVO 😭 que el señor se apiade mi ✝️ en su Gloria el Rey AMÉN No se que será de mi si sigo viviendo esta vida no Lose que será de mi que el señor se apiade de mi ESPÍRITU Y ALMA
Makes me want to cry every time its just so beautiful and it makes me appreciate all the bad times I had because th3y med me, me and it brought me closer to my family even if we don't always get along.
Keep your head up, King. Life offers so much more and life is what you make of it. Don‘t give up and start improving yourself. Start to embrace pain and use it as fuel for the road ahead of you. Become a specialist in something and use it as the means for the ends; to live a meaningful life for yourself.
Where we stand now determines where we will kneel forever.... Diligently seeking the Creator... All i want to do is kneel at the presence of His Throne...
