You are killing it, gorgeous one. Stop worrying about worrying, and just allow yourself to notice yourself for who you are and what you feel. It's ok to be mostly happy, a bit sad, pretty numb, fairly confused, and a little anxious. We are many different little things made up into one big thing, so it's only natural to feel a ton of stuff all at once. Each feeling is valid, and your radical acceptance is a revelation!
that is what the medication is supposed to do. It's meant to get you out of a funk so you can be happy when you stop taking them. but most people treat it as a medication you will need to take for the rest of your life. please dont listen to them. the best form of happiness is unmedicated happiness, and that could be your goal and something you can share with your therapist if you want to go in that direction.
You aren't weird for this at all!! Crying makes us feel human and alive. Its a wonderful release and it makes perfect sense you'd want to feel it. I know first hand what feeling numb can be like. I'm currently having a similar issue with positive emotions like excitement and joy. Its very difficult when I'm hanging out with people and I just feel totally disconnected from them. So I think I can empathize with what you are going through. I'm sure whatever is going on there is a solution to it, and if you've cried before you will cry again : )
I think when we are in those dark episodes, we are like super connected with ourself in a way we can never show, and in those places we learn alot of like how to exist through it, and build these walls and defences because everything is so heavy, so hard, so mean. And then when it's ok, it's still you, you still built those defences, you still have those walls up, and the shits not being slung at the same rate, so that part of us we connect to, watches from inside the base. We can't cry. Walls still up, self can't reach self. Idk if that makes sense. It did as I was typing it lol
Hey, first of all I would like to say that I am not a woman so I can not say I can know what or how you feel, but a female family member of mine has felt numb for years and she didn't know why and then she found a partner and eventually they decided to have a child so she stopped taking the contraceptive pill that she used to take because doctors told her previously + she wanted to avoid pregnancy, and while she didn't manage to conceive quickly (took them like 5 months) in that span of time she suddenly felt like she unlocked most of her emotions back, she had a lot more highs and a lot more lows but she wasn't plateauing nearly as much and even after pregnancy she decided to stop with the pill because it affected her mood way too much. So if you perhaps are taking contraceptive pills they may be part of the reason of how you feel and should consider how you will go about in the future. Wish you the best in the future.
This is prob most relatable video ı ever seen youtube recommended to me ı was thinking same thing today as like in these 2 years ı did have very happy and very sad too but right now its just nothing everything feels too monotonous and most of the time ı feel nothing ı kinda miss being sad or able to cry as well ı kinda remember ı am trying to become feel sad ıdk why thats it if ı have more thoughts ı prob write them under this one Edit: english is not my 1st language sorry for that and ı just tried to write what goes through my mind
One good thing about crying is that it takes your mind and body outside of itself. When you’re balling… you’re balling. Like when you are throwing up, that’s all you are doing. It’s freeing in a way… because you can’t think about anything else. I have found that intense exercise gives me a similar feeling. Like… running until I am so tired all my body can do is gasp for air and all my brain can do is zone out and focus on how tired or in pain I am in. After a body shaking cry session, there is usually a period of relief and calm. And after intense exercise, I get the same (or very similar) experience. So yes, my recommendation is literally the most boring recommendation you hear everywhere. Exercise. Run until you can’t catch your breathe. Then do this for a week. Two weeks. Then a month. But be conscious of how you feel during and after. My guess is you will experience some sense of relief that crying used to give you.
nah its not a boring recommendation but a useful one. u r right bad eating habits, not exercising can be the cause of this kind of behavior she is show. and she also talking about some kind of mood stabilizers and therapist it could also means she has no good past or no stable mind but. we don't know about her past, don't even know her name, don't even know what kind of a person she is. we only know those thing that what she talked about in this video that's it .from that point of view its a great advice :
im a male and i like to piss outside ahhaha. I even collect places mentally where i piss. In the river, in the flooded street, at beautiful trees and at someone houses i dont like. But i understand that woman have it really hard at this topic. You could have asked your neighboors to use thier bathroom if it was that bad. People feel good when they can help, so dont worry about asking for help.
You want what everyone wants. At one time, I was "seeing" a number of women and had a number of other women friend-zoned. Yet, it's really never enough. It's all just a mirror reaction inside your own head, like pain causes a release of endorphins. Our unconscious mind drives our behaviors. That's about all RU-vid's thought police will allow me to write.
I am forbidden from commenting what RU-vid actually is other than "thought police" and "corporate overlords" when what they really are is reminiscent of the people in power in 1930's Germany. In fact, all three are really just perspectives of the same thing.
Some women wanted to think I was their boyfriend. Yeah, them and a lot of other women. It's like if you're playing a game of Monopoly in a psych ward and their hallucinations land on one of your properties, collect rent.
They tried to put me in with a bunch of borderlines one time (offered me DBT). A group of them outside were all licking their lips and looking at me like I was candy. Unfortunately, borderline women and I seem to be attracted to each other. I've posted photos, adding that if a woman looks at you like this, run. Other guys would tell me I have it backwards, to which I would reply, "No, I don't." Come to think of it, that's the same reaction I got from women at clubs and in general, like I'm a rock star and they're a bunch of overzealous fans/groupies. These days, I mostly hide from everyone.
I hope your classes go well, while you work through your internship! Your content is so comforting, and I loved every second of it. I look forward to seeing your content again in the future!
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