i am 16 and i am in 10th grade my life has been terrible since i moved to berlin everything is hard and new.i keep getting made fun of for being fat and not being good at german i hate teamwork i constantly compare myself to others i am genuinely tired i have no one to talk to if i did you wouldnt be reading this.
I was adopted when I was little and was neglected through my infancy. I still have the physical trauma from that that affects me mentally, and growing up undiagnosed with RAD and ADHD, stuff’s always been tough. I suck ass at holding long friendships and I’m naughty at school which stress’ out my adoptive mum a lot, and even though I can’t always help how I behave, that guilt eats me alive. When I was 12, I got told that I had 2 little siblings. One died as a newborn and the other is out there somewhere under the same skies as me. I don’t know their gender, name, how their personality is, how they look, and if they know about me, but I miss them so much despite not knowing them. You can miss someone you don’t know.
I’ve thought a lot about ending it to this song I just wanna huh my mi again is all and even that is enough to do it for me I was 19 when I lost her what am I supposed to do? I’ll find that out soon
I can't believe I'm alive. There's blood pumping in my body, im breathing, i'm seeing, i'm feeling, i'm tasting, i'm remembering, i'm making memories, i'm crying, i'm screaming, i'm running, i'm laughing, i'm stealing kisses, i'm eating food, i'm hugging someone, i'm calling someone, i'm listening to this song, and i'm.. ...alive. I'm alive. For the first time, i *feel* alive. I really feel alive. And God, what a beautiful day it is to be alive. <3
We, humans, as a species; really do take life for granted. I could yap and write a best seller of a comment rn, but I don’t want to waste any time, but it is true
Fuck im 20 im old im fuckin 20 holy fuck i didnt think id make it past 13 or 14 or 15 or 16 or 17 or 18 or 19 or 20 i dont know about anything anymore i feel so abandoned mentally
i want you to be proud of yourself for making it this far ❤️ you still have a lot left to experience too! dont give up youll find what your looking for eventually ❤️
I am 20. I clawed my way through everything and achieved great honor in college. Now, I am about to go to graduate school. I am in love and it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever felt.
Hello 16 year old me ik you can drive now how is it well at 14 rn it’s rough I feel lonely and like I don’t belong and I am single and I feel I’ll die alone and I feel ima gonna kms and I’m afraid I won’t be good enough for anyone I feel like a shit wod and I feel I shouldn’t exist anyways see you soon 16 year old self if your still alive ☹️
Sup, just wanted to say thanks for making this! This is favorite demo version from Wellness and I was looking for a slowed version for years now and I can finally appreciate and listen to this whenever I want, so thank you again!
Omg I’ve been looking for this specific song I heard a year ago now I finally found it!!! My last RU-vid account got banned and I couldn’t remember the name of this so today I’ve been searching up “slow ambient music” and it’s taken months 😭❤️
I've conditioned myself to waste my time everyday doing meaningless things. Several failed attempts. Loss of potential is caused by loss of motivation by loss of discipline by loss of willpower.
Now it’s 4 months away that the love of my life left me ig I’m okay rn but my best friend will move to Poland in this summer and then I’m fr alone I have no one left my mom hates me bc I often came home stoned or drunk last week she said that she didn’t want me anymore and i didn’t know what to do I’m 16 and I have so much more left of my life but i didn’t know what I should do
my grandmother has been died since 5 months ago ..My family is struggling with each other and my life is very boring and I have no friends. My life is confined to four walls and my youth is wasted, but I hope to find inner peace and enjoy my youth.
