It's crazy that a shipping clip of two people during a games livestream invites discussions of phenology of such a loaded word as "regret". I do think Courtney is missing the forest for the trees with their answer though, yes your insecurity made you experience things you hated which contributed to who you are today. But it also made you miss out on things you should have done. And just practically? You've never had that extra piece of candy that made you sick? You never stepped in that puddle and got your socks wet? You never burned your finger trying to flip the chicken in the pan because your spatula was covered in something else? I'm just saying you're putting yourself up for failure believing every minute dumbass decision you ever made you'll remember and let it define you as a person.
As someone who married their best frined 10 years ago now, yeah these two are definitely in love. I know they only recently got married. But you can tell by this point they are so comfortable around one another that they know everything about each other. Also Courtney made an Instagram post about 4 month ago that said "love is marrying your best friend, who makes you love yourself." It was an inspirational quote she re-posted. At the time no one thought she was talking about anyone in particular. As again, it just looked like a typical "motivational image" you see posted around social media. But now that they are husband and wife, it gives us an insight into their relationship and why she fell in love with him.
"And RuPauls drag race I mean Courtney.......... Talks about it once a day" He was 100% about to say "she watches it at home" or something to that effect, but caught himself before spoiling the relationship.