It's been a year. Nice to hear your work again. This time, I feel "Patience" as you want to provide. Then, "Impatience" comes. Repeat to each other until... "Destination" in the end. Somehow, this related to my current life. Patience is my specialty. Or...it was. Thank you for your work. Again. P.S. Hope you're doing well. 🙂
This is just beautiful, I don't know any other word to describe it. I think you did a wonderful job mixing the original music's concept (that leit motif was spot on) while also making it feel like its own thing. Congratulations, truly.
I found your composition at a tumultuous time in my life, not sure if you will ever read this or not, but this place resonates so much. Thank you, more than you could ever imagine. (And the visualization of the ever patient Es, ever waiting is just knives to the heart) I love this piece.
Hi I would like to use some of your music on my website if that’s alright with you, it’s not monetized at all and there is a tracklist page for crediting music sources and musicians
JEEZ, that final section with the motif from 'Ngahhh!!!' is absolutely GODLY, just like the rest of the song! 10/10 cover! One of the best I've ever heard! This is serious ear candy.
Warning: Dark theme, gore, disturbing I read somewhere a story (I really hope it is just fiction) where a kidnapper cuts off all four limbs of the victim and attaches a metal hook at the back of the body so that the victim will look like a living doll. The victim cannot move or escape. She can't see and she barely hears anything because of the torture. I put myself in the perspective of that victim. To be hopelessly restrained in your own body and let the world mold you in a way they want. That is way more terrifying than being killed. This is what I feel when listening to this piece. The horrific experience that many of us deals with. Living but not alive. Free to move but unable to escape the social conformity. Being different or having different thought from everyone is frowned by society. Shall we all live blindly and let our limbs be controlled by a society so that their so called "harmony" remain?
It's awful to see how other people see the world. I know that sometimes we get stuck in social conformity, but everyone is different, and we usually have the choice to follow or break away from the crowd. You won't be free until you find a good balance between the crowd and your own morals. I hope that people in our community will become more self-control and yet righteous so that we can all grow as people.
I love your soundtracks created for Alter Ego, when I listen to them, I dive into Es' world and I can feel her feelings. But, this fan made soundtrack hit me soooo hard. I am like Es, I consider myself almost her. Every day I feel lonely, I don't interact much with others, even in the virtual world. I suffer from social anxiety, it's quite hard. Moreover, I get depressed quite often in life, I am torn between the desire to free my impulses, to destroy this ugly world, and to disappear from this oppressive world. I fear my future, I don't know if I will be able to face what will happen. Anyway, this soundtrack hit me hard because it reminded me of a guy I met in the virtual world. He suffers as much as I do, he helped me a lot, he always gave me strength, courage, I don't feel alone, we help each other and we love each other a lot ! However, this person who is extremely dear to me can't talk to me often. He works in the army and risks his life every day, yet I will always wait for his return, I will wait as long as it takes. Even though our talks are short, we have so much fun talking! And although we will probably never see each other in real life, these talks always warm my heart, rarely do talks have this effect. He is the star that watches over me, and I know he will come back to me, because he has always come back to me no matter what, even in his hardest moments. If it happens that one day he will never come back... Then I wouldn't blame him and I would forgive him. Alter Ego is a wonderful game that changed my life and amplified my feelings towards this dear person. Even though, this game can be quite sad, it helps me to move forward in life and learn to discover myself. I have learned to cope better with loneliness, to be less afraid of my destiny by reading the books that are in the game that I find interesting, and by the discovery of myself. And finally, I will never give up Es! Anyway, you have gained a subscriber !!
Thank you very much for your kind comment! When I hear how you talk about the music in Alter Ego, I'm surprised that this fan-made music completely blew you away. Even in virtual reality, it's okay to be lonely because it's hard to deal with other people's social anxiety. When you're depressed, you can't decide whether you want to give in to your urges, "destroy this ugly world", or just disappear. Even though you try your best, you might be worried about what the future holds. Even so, I hope the best for you. You are a strong person who has been through a lot, and I hope that while you are here listening to this soundtrack, you can find happiness and peace.
@@lemo020 Thank you for understanding and encouraging me! You managed to describe my feelings very well. It really made me happy to be understood. I will try to do my best and I will continue to listen to your music ! : )
I've listened to this so many times it feels like it's become my personal theme song by now. Forever waiting for people that I don't know is even worth waiting for, but forever holding onto hope. I love it. The ever faster arpeggio just really conveys both the passage of time, and ironically the IMpatience Es (and I) feel as the days go by, forever waiting for that someone. I really appreciate that you made this.
Please continue to make these. With no new content from CC, I feel like the fans keep this love going and you are talented enough to bring more people to this series. So please make some more soft Melodies to remind me of this masterpiece.
Oh, this is such wonderful music. It made my heart swell, you've done a wonderful job. I'd love to learn and cover this (It'd sound amazing on the accordion) but sadly I can't play very well by ear. Maybe this'll motivate me to get better at it. Thank you so so much for this.
@@lemo020 I've been trying, but I'm not good with chords! And I'm struggling to identify this interval you used around 0:37, do you remember what it was? It sounds like a major third but I can't get what I'm paying to sound the same. And I might have to change some chords in the left hand since I can't figure them out. Key of Eb Major, 190 bpm, does that sound right?
