@@jarhead5938 Thank you😊 the theme of cancer is very close to me though not in the context that the author put in. If I'm not mistaken this song is about a friend of the author who had cancer and the author hoped that his close friend would not commit suicide. And for me, from the moment my close relative's diagnosis is revealed, it's the fear of losing someone you've known all your life. I tried to convey my feelings with the utmost respect for the source material.