It gets better when you realize he could’ve killed them so easily, in the manga it’s revealed that in the white room he was tasked to kill a group of mercenaries with a choice of 3 weapons (he chose baton) and with the simple instruction that if he wanted to he could kill them, he ended up brutally killing all of the mercenaries and the instructors had to come out asking him why he killed them and he just said because he was given the opportunity, all of this being the age of 8 if I remember
Look in my eyes, tell me a tale Do you see the road, the map to my soul? Look, tell me the signs whenever the smoke clear out of my face Am I picture-perfect, or do I look fried? All of that green and yellow, that drip from your eyes is tellin' Tell you demise, I went to my side To push back the ceilin' and push back the feelings, I had to decide
