I always come back here no matter what. I remember reading his story not so long after he committed suicide. He was only 2 years younger than me and it still feels weird knowing he's still 17 to this day while I'm still aging. I've been dealing with depression since my early teen years and have always dreaded my future. Depression is no joke, so in a way I could relate to him to what he was going through. Sometimes it's hard to listen to this because I get so overwhelmed with helplessness and despair. It's an eery heartbreaking feeling that I can't really put into words. Either way, my heart breaks for him. Even all these years, he's still in my memory. Rest in peace, Bill. You truly deserved all the help you needed.
Im late to the music as well as the subject. This is very intriguing to listen to. As we know every song writer or musician uses music as a form of expression. How he used this music to express so many of his point of views is pure talent and creativity. From the insert about how school mode children to the many other subjects showcases his intellect. I agree we probably wouldn’t like it had we not known. But now that we know what it is an expression of it’s a good little journey.
He left something behind that will save other people he is a hero , I’m at the lowest time of my life right now and when i thought killing my self i thought of Billy and his note he left behind , he might have just saved my life…
10 years later and Im back on this page . You have impacted me so that I visit your pages often and think of what you could have been, you might not have waited around to finish the story but I'll tell you , in the end you're a legend .Thank you for allowing us to understand you even though you're not here
The smartest people are usually the most depressed. Too talented for his own good, mindset too advanced for his peers, too abstract for people around him to understand “neighborhood weirdo” the black kid thats too weird for other black kids… billy was an outcast unfortunately he didnt know the power his spirit harnessed as he descended into his depression billy needed spiritual guidance. This is no Earthly Death, which is why its so intense this death was so powerful it made an impact in the spiritual realm an “imprint” if you will. Billy is still with us everytime we listen to this track i can feel his spirit. Billy’s death meant something none of us will ever understand, im not even sure if he understood. If you’re not a spiritual person this concept maybe difficult to understand. Pls dont judge
I think about William all the time, infact I would love to reach out to this family but I don't want to bring it up. Why would I? There are no answers. But when I go up to heaven, I'm gonna talk to him. I want to know what made him go through with it,
I still come back to this album. I was 17 when this dude decided to jump in that river. It hit me hard cuz we were both in school.. I spent hours looking up more info on him. He loved his brother but his brother kept getting locked up which made him feel very alone & trapped in a matrix
People trying to make this deep like it’s not some wack ass beats put together. Rip to dude but nah this is just some shit he made and not his fucking thoughts 🤣 like every saying the drums sure captured his anger and depression like Stfu it’s not deep. Nigga killed himself and made a wack sounding tape
It’s a sewer slide note. Youre not a creative person and that’s okay. But this was his final words to the world. Why would he drop It the same day he offed himself it’s not like he was trying to make money off it 💀
@@ZoidBergShuffle didn’t say he was making money. Dude killed himself like a weak minded person I could care less what kinda shitty audio this guy put out
@@ZoidBergShuffle yeah cause making some shitty sounding Melodie’s is creative 🤣 dudes a loser for killing himself. I can give less of a fuck what this stupid ass loser made 🤡
Oh man. I wanna see you on the other side so bad. I know exactly what this is like, making a musical suicide note. Hearing another’s from someone who didnt survive their attempt, I want to give you the biggest hug. Thank you for this masterpiece, but god dammit you had so much more to give if you held on. So much music and love in your lonely heart, thank you for the courage to release this. One love, DJ KILL BILL 🫶🏽
