don't worry man, adjust your goals. You know that your "final" goal will be to fc this map so aim to get better at it, if you've got 90% acc for example, aim to do 91 next time and so on... or improve your combo, until you get to that fc
lyric romaji tōi hi ni koyubi o karame kawashita yakusoku wa ima mo iroasezu ni oboeteiruwa osanai watashi wa furueru bōkansha tobikau dosei ni mimi o fusaida hikari no nai sō yami no naka de anata ni aeta kizu no kazu mo yume no kazu mo kazoekirenai kodoku mo wakachiattekitano " soba ni iruyo " ni nin de chikaiatta kotoba dake o sasae ni shite yoru o koeta sugoshita hi ga kako ni natte mo wasurenaiyo anata wa watashi no ichiban daijina hito zutto ... kanaunara dare yori hayaku otona ni naritai to tashika ni negatteita ano toki made wa osanai watashi wa otona ni chikazuite kawaranu anata ga sabishiku bishoū kono mama de wa mō irarenaito sono me ga tsugeta kizu no kazu mo yume no kazu mo kazoekirenai namida mo wakachiattekitano " soba ni iteyo " ichi saji kobore sōna kotobadakedo nigirishimete mune ni himeta wakare no hi ga chikazuite mo " arigatō " tte watashi wa jibun no ashi de aruite ikeru kitto ... yagate anata wa watashi ni toketeikuno " omoide " to , na o kaete kizu no kazu mo yume no kazu mo kazoekirenai kibō mo wakeattekitano " soba ni iteyo " ichi saji kobore sōna kotobadakedo nigirishimete mune ni himeta sugoshita hi ga kako ni natte mo wasurenaiyo ni nin de chikaiatta kotobadakara sasae ni shite yoru o koeta wakare no hi ga chikazuite mo soba ni iruyo sayōnara watashi no ichiban daijina hito korekara mo
Fun fact: This song got to be the most popular bemani song to be played on osu up to date. As of this comment, the Sotarks map of this song got 88 million plays. So before bemani players go bash and hate the osu players, maybe you guys should be thankful that atleast dj TAKA's work goes recognizeable to the world to like half of the community of osu players.