I uploaded this video three years ago when I was still in highschool - a lot has changed since then. Unsurprisingly the man who pretended to be a feminist and who catered to his audience of mostly very young girls turned out to be a bad person. Anyone here who is in their 20s now probably learnt that lesson from somewhere else unfortunately, so it probably isn't that shocking for you either if you're old enough. I will say it is a weird feeling knowing that I spent a large portion of quarantine obsessed with him. I always felt like I could relate to him and that we had similar personalities and interests. But this isn't about me and it never was, so I have no problem putting those memories away in the name of what's right. Wilbur Soot is not a good person and if you still support him I am telling you to stop. You won't hear from him again, he isn't your friend, and he doesn't need your comfort because what he did is not something that deserves praise. This video will stay up for two reasons. Wilbur makes no money off this EP since it technically no longer belongs under his copyright (I remember him saying this on a stream) and I also make no money off this video (I don't even have enough subscribers to monetise my account). Love you all <3
2024 gang???? Anyways no matter how bad of a person Wilbur soot is I will forever listen to his music. His music has helped me so much like words can’t describe how grateful I am for Wilbur.
im just gonna relax for one night, get everthing out, fix everything iv fucked up, let go of everything i cant control. i will find myself this night. no more preparing then procrastinating just doing then being
These songs strongly remind me of when I visited London, back in December 2022. It was such a charming place, so unlike my hometown and everything that I grew up with. It was the first time I ever left the country, and probably the happiest couple of days in my life. I remember listening to this album and others while I was on the bus, waiting to arrive. Truly an experience like no other, in all aspects. I'd love to visit again to see that wonderful city, even if ironically, the songs are about the exact opposite feeling.
I come back to this occasionally when I can’t sleep. This is single handedly helped me fall asleep so many times. I first found this in 2021 when I was depressed and this helped me. I haven’t felt the want to comment until now but thank you <3
This playlist has helped me actually focus on my homework so much, I normally have a bad habit of constantly getting distracted but this has really helped my brain calm down.
Fun fact- I discovered this album while on a trip to D.C. Washington and New York :) (also i was going through the worst breakup with an ex that was bad for my mental heath so it hit hard bc i still like him :<)
I finally have a youtube account and now I can finally comment on this. For the past 2 years this has been my main comfort albumn. I travel a lot, to visit family all the time. And i have traveled so much its comforting to me. Not only that but this almbum helps me sleep. When life is tough and I have trouble falling asleep- or maybe even if life is good to me, I lay down, but my airpods on noise cancelation, turn my volume up, and listen to this before I rest. Serioysly thank you to the person who made this cover. And of course, thank you wilbur soot.
I love this. And I miss London so much. Last time I went was when I was 11 and I still remember it like yesterday. I wish I could go again one day. For now, this playlist helps me deal with that <3
This video is a year old and I just came across it. And I’m so glad I did. I love this album so much. I listen to it so much when it’s super quiet I can imagine it playing that’s how much I play it. I listen to it when I was in the car on a long road trip and my little sister was watching the Lorax and I could faintly hear it and it was so strange💀
UPDATE: I’m going on a trip in a few days and I’m gonna listen to this in the airport bc we’re going at like 2 am and it’s gonna be like empty😝😝😝😝 can’t waitttt😻😻😻😻
I once had a story in my head where, Me and Wilbur were dating and he wrote those songs for me. Then after we broke up and, he got crazy psyho, and started stalking me. Of course we got back together. But i was hard for me cause he was to till obsessed with me. I was like a prisoner and i hated it. But eventually the love between us was finally broken and i never saw him again. (So when i hear these songs it reminds me of when i was dating wilbur and i cry because its so sad) Yeah thays my story i made up in my head and it sticks with me forever...
Ok i havent been inthe dsmp fandom for like awhile jus after everything that was going on it just hurt me watching it but like im slowly starting to get back into it and it like is giving me sm good memories i like always listened too ycgma like every night and i like love this playlist sm like i was having such a bad time yestreday and this helped me cheer up a lil like this album is definitely one of my comfort one idk if thats a thing but like this is my favorite playlist of all time and im decideing im gonna try to get back into the fandom i heard there was a new smp but idk when it started and like who's in it if you guys want to give me video recommendations you can bc like i wanna get back into just dont know where to start ig sorry this is so long 😭😭😭
just about a bit more then a month ago, i was on a plane for the first time but since it was a school trip, my parents weren’t there. while i didn’t listen to this exact video, i did have the album downloaded. and the one part where wilbur starts playing the guitar louder during jubilee line, the plane took off. i like this video a lot because it although nothing will replicate that first and only take off for probably years(i’m not exactly very rich), it definitely makes me happy.
isnt it ironic that this playlist is put with plane audio, while YCGMA has a train on its album cover and then CMWYL's music video has a plane, then the full album it's in has a train?
this album saved me on my lowest moments. Lonely hospital nights from my chronic illness & mental health. I got this album tattooed 2 months ago, forever carrying it with me🤍
0:01 *[Jubilee Line]* Northern and Waterloo and City Lines, and National Rail Services This train terminates at Stanmore Wasting your time You're wasting mine I hate to see you leaving A fate worse than dying Your city gave me asthma So that's why I'm fucking leaving And your water gave me cancer And the pavement hurt my feelings Shout at the wall 'Cause the walls don't fucking love you Shout at the wall 'Cause the walls don't fucking love you There's a reason That London puts barriers on the tube line There's a reason That London puts barriers on the rails There's a reason That London puts barriers on the tube line There's a reason London puts barriers on the rails There's a reason That London puts barriers on the tube line There's a reason They fail
3:07 *[Saline Solution]* One, two, three and four I think this time I'm dying I'm not melodramatic I'm just pragmatic beyond any Reasoning for thinking I've got fucking rabies or something I think this time I'm dying I think this time I'm dying I think I've lost my mind Blurring the fact and the fiction Whilst simultaneously fixing Myself up with a girl named Panadol Bite the tablet, elixir Disintegrate, mouth's a mixer I think I've lost my mind I think I've lost my mind If I could just break one more night Maybe I could wake up and feel alright My optimistically set alarm clock time Serves only to mock me with flashing lights I think I've made my choice I'm a deceased playing victim Slip the fate slip the victory I think I've made my choice Sink secluded in hatred Void the plans friends are making I think I've found my voice I'm a leech sucking blood bags Taste defeat, it's a sandbag Saline solution Saline solution to all your Saline solution to all your Saline solution to all your Problems
6:25 *[Since I Saw Vienna]* The cute bomber jacket you've had since sixth form Adorned with patches of places you've been Is nothing on my khaki coat I got From a roadside When I was sixteen My boots are from airports My backpack's from friends I'm not a man of substance, and so I'll pretend To be a wanderer, wondering Leaving ascetic belongings in hostels and restaurant bins The roads are my home, horizon's my target If I keep on moving, never lose sight of it Treating my memory of you like a fire, let it Burn out, don't fight it, and try to move on It's been sixty weeks since I saw Vienna A bandage and a wide smile slapped across my face I'll pick up my hiking boots when I am ready And I'll put down my roots when I'm dead The distance is futile Come on, don't be hasty You'll get that feeling deep inside your bones I'll be gone then, for when you must be alone
8:53 *[Losing Face]* First and foremost Oh, let it be said, my dear I was gonna wait for you So this is not an act of spite It's a visceral coming-to She wrote an album And that's something that I can't do But what I can do is spit the truth And it all leads back to you Secondly, I know I haven't written much You know the way I can be Tonight, I'm fucking drunk So it's all gonna be about me Take a seat, pull up a chair Give me one beat to fill my glass I've lost a piece of me in you But you've lost all your past Is he better than me? Has he seen more to this life? Can he smoke more? Can he fuck more? Are you good enough to be his wife? Can he break me? Can he break you? Oh, I don't know what I'm to do Yes, I don't know what I'll fuckin' do I've seen our café, I've clocked our plans Oh, what could have been If you didn't go and fall in love And ruin everything I've seen him I've been him I've felt the same way But now I break against the dirt Along with our cafés Is he better than me? Has he seen more to this life? Can he smoke more? Can he fuck more? Are you good enough to be his wife? Can he break me? Can he break you? Well, I don't know what I'm to do Yes, I don't know what I'll fuckin' do I've lost all meaning I've lost my sense of hope I've seen him going out with you I've seen what he can do So touch him And break me Strip naked Embrace him Lose faith in His pace, his Stamina and grace I'm losing face I'm losing face I'm losing I don't care, I want you here As long as you're happy, I don't care
12:54 *[Your Sister Was Right]* I thought I couldn't love anymore Turns out I can't, but not for the same reasons as before I use everyone I ever meet I can't find the perfect match Abuse those I love While I ostracize the ones who love me Back On the path of least resistance, I find myself salting the Earth Every time that I miss you I feel the way you hurt And I don't deserve you You deserve the world Though it feels like we were built From the same dirt I hate to say it But your sister was right Don't trust English boys With far too much free time And I hate to say it But your sister was right I'm nothing but a problem Leave you crying overnight And I hate to say it But your sister was right I can't focus on the future only my short sight I hate to say it But your sister was right I'm a wanker Complete wanker A fucking waste of time
I've fallen asleep to this a few (okay several) times by now, but I realised Losing Face sounds a little different from where I've heard the song elsewhere (like Spotify). Is it a different version, or is it just the audio mixing? /genq I love this video a ton though, I love the brown noise behind the songs and the occasional airplane sounds make me think about my upcoming trip where I'll fly alone for the first time! It's sort of a type of comfort like- this sounds so pretty, that surely actually listening to the album while flying is going to sound lovely too, if that makes sense. It's like a comfort blanket for what's the come ig, so thanks! >< Edit: I have just over 2 weeks before I hop on my plane and listen to the album in the air! I legitimately fall asleep to this almost every night and I am _Stoked_ to hear the album while up there :') I love this so much dude, idk I cant explain it- it's just so cozy? I'm. So fucking excited to fly, and listening to this always makes me even more hype and aahhhhhhhh /pos
listening to this past midnight is a bad idea bc now i can’t wait to listen to ycgma on my plane ride when i move to london and it’s making me emotional <33
I listened to YCGMA on a loop on a long Flight in June of 2021. It was the first time I’d flown alone and I was incredibly anxious and lonely throughout the journey. I have to say, there’s something that hits different when you’re that high up in the air staring out the clouds while saline solution’s last verse plays. (Take it from me at least.) Regardless, this album provided me an extreme comfort throughout that day and made me view the album in a way I would’ve seen else-wise. It’s genuinely one of my favorite albums to this day regardless of my interest in his content. It’s just that good of an album. Next time you’re on a flight, try popping on the album and giving it a listen as you soar over the clouds. I’d love to hear how it was.
Gonna do the thing Potted plant did lol 10/23/22 - While listening I got flashbacks of my time in an apartment; it was a very depressing place, but I still find much comfort in the thought of my older home.. 4/6/2023 - I give up, life has been too hard for me. Sincerely, a random person on the internet who needs serious help with trauma and depression.
story: I will be going to Belgium and Holland next Easter. Since I don't have a phone I will force myself to beg for one, since I want to listen to this while being on that plane, with the rest of my annoying class. This is my only dream, for I always wanted to happen to me, and because it's a 2-hour flight I will be looping this and also be crying on the plane and I'm not gonna answer anyones question, ill just say that i'm ok and keep crying I'm also going to a picnic tomorrow with my class and have to bring white food for some reason but I really want to listen to this while im sitting under a tree. But lol, it's not possible because I dont have a phone and plus I'm not allowed to only be on my phone if i ever had one anyway, i'll update tomorrow if i get atleast 3 or 2 like but yeah, bye bye and wish me good luck!!!
