In this maze, I'm lost, drownin' in despair, Chasin' green, but my soul's beyond repair, Fuck the fame, now I'm numb, don't even care, Poppin' pills, hopin' dreams ain't just hot air. Silent cries, while my heart's caught in a snare, Fuck the lies, every dollar's just a dare, Pockets full, but my life's an empty lair, Shadows haunt, whisperin' nightmares in the air. Wealth and pain, it's a deadly love affair, Fuck the gains, when your soul's laid bare, In this lane, where nobody plays fair, Demons reign, in the depths of my despair. Lost in a maze where the walls call my name, Fucked up on fame, but the money's insane, Poppin' these pills just to numb all the pain, Crying in luxury, drowning in shame. Chasin' this paper, but paper's a chain, Rollin' in riches, but what's it sustain? Swallowed my pride, now I'm spitting disdain, Mirror reflections, I'm seeing my bane. Livin' in shadows where demons campaign, Fucked by the system, my spirit's detained, Cursed by the bills that I can't entertain, Runnin' on fumes, but I'm stuck in the lane. Hustlin' hard, but the scars still remain, Dollars can't heal what the soul can't explain, Tears in the night like a silent refrain, Life's just a cycle of torment and gain. In the depths of my mind, where the darkness be lurkin', Pain in my heart got me constantly hurtin', Stackin' this paper, but the thoughts keep reversin', Lost in a cycle, every dollar just worsens. Fuck it, I'm numb, all these drugs ain't for flirtin', Poppin' these pills, my reality's burstin', Dollars and dreams, but my soul is submergin', Tryin' to find peace, but the demons keep searchin'. Bitches and bottles, but the void is still cursin', Flashin' these riches, but my life's still desertin', Actin' like kings, but inside we just hurtin', Money and fame, yet the pain keeps assertin'.
Real talk I’ve been through some shit I can’t explain Real talk I don’t think I’ll ever be the same Real talk This pain really changed my fucking brain I’ve been through some shit I can’t explain I don’t think I’ll ever be the same This pain really changed my fucking brain I’m mentally going fucking insane But you know what I can’t keep running from this sorrow I’m running so fast, I’m skipping past tomorrow Every night I’m pouring up drinking on this bottle And by the next morning, I’m feeling fucking awful But you know what I’ve been focused on the right but I ain’t looking at what’s left of me I can’t let it get the best of me I’ve been to strung out just tryna find some sympathy While at the same fucking time I watched my brothers turn to enemies Real talk I’ve been through some shit I can’t explain Real talk I don’t think I’ll ever be the same Real talk This pain really changed my fucking brain I’ve been drinking to much I’m going insane Mentally I’m at the top but I ain’t looking for the fame I wanna change the world yeah I’m tryna change the game But it’s so hard when I stay fucking on some lames Real talk I’ve been through some shit I can’t explain Real talk I don’t think I’ll ever be the same Real talk This pain really changed my fucking brain
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@@StormiBlehh the link in the description will take you to my website. There will be all the information for purchase and give instant files and paper work after purchase.
All this pain inside my body’s it’s been hurting she said she loved me but she left me so uncertain I’m popping pills ecstasy to stop the hurting I’m fighting demons these tears dropping I’m heartless crazy thing ima always love her regardless she got the key to my heart like she a locksmith all this pain back to back I can’t take it she left me now my heart feeling vacant no sleep I’ve been patiently waiting for your call or a text I can’t take this Percocets lucid dreaming like I’m juice wrld those dreams only time I see you girl and I’m lost in this pain I can face it heart broke tears falling on the pavement I wanted love heartbreak was the payment you said you loved me all these lies got me changing I ain’t the same I’m cold my feelings racing start reminiscing bout all the things we were chasing you were the one and ion think that that’s changing
The days aren’t like they used to Everybody dropping like flies it’s not something you can get used to and sometimes I just need somebody to vent to But it’s like nowadays everybody’s against you And I ain’t one to be pitiful I know Karma comes back around to the ones who’s been sinful
Would love to collab with you. Let me know. I write lyrics and also freestyle. Music helps me and gives me an outlet for all my pain and emotions, and lately brotha, it's been nothing but so much pain. Look forward to hearing from you. ~~Grimm~~
Would love to collab with you. Let me know. I write lyrics and also freestyle. Music helps me and gives me an outlet for all my pain and emotions, and lately brotha, it's been nothing but so much pain. Look forward to hearing from you. ~~Grimm~~
